He had to finally end it. It ripped him in half but he couldn't bear to see her in so much pain and suffering anymore. He refused to keep being selfish. He sat beside Megohime and held her hand gently. "Hey, babe...how you feeling today...? Same as yesterday...?"
"No, not yet...I wanted to spend some time with you first. I hate eating around you, it doesn't feel fair.." He told her, gently petting her knuckles with his thumb.
Megohime hadn’t eaten in so long, she couldn’t remember the last time she had eaten, but anytime she tried to, she would simply vomit whatever she ingested. “I’ve already told you... I don’t mind if you eat first...”
"I don't know where I would be without you..." He muttered. He had her bottle of morphine between his knees and a syringe in his free hand, filling it carefully as he kept hold of her hand.
Megohime knew he was going to sedate her again, she didn’t need to see or smell the medicine to know that. Tears leaked from her eyes. “Please don’t put me to sleep..” She begged softly.
She shook her head, tears flowing down her cheeks faster. “I don’t want to sleep anymore...! Please, not today..!” She begged him, holding his hand tightly. “Please don’t make me be alone..!”