Magnus sigh as he felt shame... she was right, he'd forced himself into her life and was refusing to back off. "Forgive me...." He said quietly looking like the broken man she'd found again. "With our kind... it's difficult to explain" he said as he waa lost in the thousand yard stare. "As our kind age.... colors fade and dull, emotions dull till all we have left are memories of how those emotions feel. The older we get.... the colder we become. Till we find our other half, the one person who can save us, heal us... love us. The connection is instant for the males, our woman become our whole world" he explained.
"I just wanted you to see and know how precious you are to me....." He said realizing he really was just a broken old relic, a monster from a bygone age. "I just want to keep you and your loved ones safe..... to prove myself to you" he said feeling guilt crushing his heart. "I'm sorry" he stood to turn and leave "I'll stay away... I won't trouble you anymore" he said quietly about to vanish again. "But just for the record" he said calmly "the only reason you wounded me.... was I allowed it, because I trusted you and if my death would please you you were welcome to have it, because a life without you in it is but a hollow shell of existing" he explained.