"That's what this is about?!" Oh, that made him angrier, eyes manic, "I apologized!! I came home with you!! I did my best to fix it!! And for WHAT?!" He threw his fist hard into the wall, breaking the rock and his hand with it. But he didn't even seem remotely bothered by his mangled fingers, "I became powerful for you!! I wasted a year becoming perfect for you!! And the price I paid for it was more than I ever wanted it to be!! I didn't ask to forget your face, Ulvir!! I didn't willingly surrender the memory of you!! Why would I throw away my life for you to lose you?!"