greenandgold
Supernova
- Joined
- Mar 8, 2017
Octavia was holding up a set of toy keys and jangling them over her daughter, who was lying down on the bed. Each time Laqueta laughed and kicked her feet, the young woman smiled, enjoying the simple pleasure of seeing her daughter so happy. Last night she had been a wreck. Abby had tracked her down at 9:30 the night before and from 10 that night, until 3 that morning, they had talked. Laqueta had been watched by Raven for the first 2 hours as Octavia and Abby argued and then as the younger woman yelled and screamed, and just tried to work out the anger and pain she felt.
It was a good thing that each room was soundproof, because things between Octavia and Abby had gone on for hours. After the screaming and yelling, there was talk of long held guilt
for her and Bellamy's mother's death and Lincoln's death, new guilt for Indra's death and what had happened to Clarke, and new guilt that she was going to get Bellamy killed. There
was talk of how the pain from losing Lincoln never seemed to get better, and how Octavia didn't know how to deal with it. The brunette also talked about how she hated that Bellamy
felt it was his job to protect her.
She just wanted her brother to live his life. Enjoy being married to Clarke, helping their community, and maybe, sometime soon, have a family of his own with the blonde. Octavia felt like Bellamy never got to live his own life because he was too busy taking care of her, worrying about her, and she didn't like how unfair that was to him. She looked up at the sound of footsteps approaching and watched her brother enter her room. The brunette handed the toy keys to her daughter, and when Bellamy's arms went around her, she hugged him back even tighter.
"I love you, Bellamy.." Octavia said softly, and as she kept him close, hugging him as tightly as possible, tears fell from her eyes, but she didn't stop them. And she surely didn't let her brother go. Laqueta was lying on the bed with her toy keys and apparently wanted to be part of the hug because she tossed her keys at them in a way that seemed to say, "Hey, there better be room for me!" Especially when the baby girl started to babble, and held her arms out to her uncle to be held. "A girl who knows what she wants. She knows that her uncle's hug's are the best thing ever.." The brunette said and scooped up her daughter, handing Laqueta to Bellamy, and then slipping her arms back around his waist to hug him once more.
It was a good thing that each room was soundproof, because things between Octavia and Abby had gone on for hours. After the screaming and yelling, there was talk of long held guilt
for her and Bellamy's mother's death and Lincoln's death, new guilt for Indra's death and what had happened to Clarke, and new guilt that she was going to get Bellamy killed. There
was talk of how the pain from losing Lincoln never seemed to get better, and how Octavia didn't know how to deal with it. The brunette also talked about how she hated that Bellamy
felt it was his job to protect her.
She just wanted her brother to live his life. Enjoy being married to Clarke, helping their community, and maybe, sometime soon, have a family of his own with the blonde. Octavia felt like Bellamy never got to live his own life because he was too busy taking care of her, worrying about her, and she didn't like how unfair that was to him. She looked up at the sound of footsteps approaching and watched her brother enter her room. The brunette handed the toy keys to her daughter, and when Bellamy's arms went around her, she hugged him back even tighter.
"I love you, Bellamy.." Octavia said softly, and as she kept him close, hugging him as tightly as possible, tears fell from her eyes, but she didn't stop them. And she surely didn't let her brother go. Laqueta was lying on the bed with her toy keys and apparently wanted to be part of the hug because she tossed her keys at them in a way that seemed to say, "Hey, there better be room for me!" Especially when the baby girl started to babble, and held her arms out to her uncle to be held. "A girl who knows what she wants. She knows that her uncle's hug's are the best thing ever.." The brunette said and scooped up her daughter, handing Laqueta to Bellamy, and then slipping her arms back around his waist to hug him once more.