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Fayth gulped nervously as silence lingered between the two. Telepathy was only possible between people with Hajime, who initiated and made a link with her. Otherwise, she couldn't do it on her own. And even if she could ask Morningstar ... no. She wouldn't dare ask for that. There were quite a few things that did bother her about this pact and one, admittedly, was knowing fully well she wasn't alone. At first, she hadn't really minded an 'inner voice', so to speak. But now, it felt ... a bit unnerving.
Regret it?
.... Do you mind? Let us talk in peace.
A curt chuckle was heard, but nothing else afterwards. A slight sigh resounded as she waited a few more moments ... just to be damn sure he'd gone quiet. For the time being, that did indeed seem to be the case. Only when Jack finally spoke up did her head lift. Somewhat amazingly, the first thing he responded to was what she expected to hear him speak of last. Her compliment to his eyes. Between the tone the thanks came out in and how long it took him to actually utter the words ... it made an eyebrow raise.
"If you tell me I'm the first person, woman or otherwise, to say such a thing ... then they're all more blind than me somehow."
It was an interesting enough idea to make her chuckle softly out loud.
"That ... that's more than enough. Like I said, I don't fully get it all, either, but ...."
And that was as far as Fayth got before Jack asked her to promise something. She went silent, showing she was certainly listening. And then her face burned a bit red as her hands were taken into Jack's. This wasn't exactly the very first time they'd done this sort of thing. Even back at the theater, they'd linked arms, held hands ... been physically close. But somehow ... this felt even closer. More intimate. An odd thought considering it was easily one of the simplest of gestures anyone could make.
Yet there she was, very easily blushing. And even if she pulled her hands away to try to hide how she was reacting ... one, she didn't want to. Two, it was way too late to try such a thing. But at least some of the crimson vanished ... but not before she heard him relay his vow to her.
"If it ever gets too much, just be honest with me. Come to me, alright? And I'll help you fight it back, whatever it might be, God or no God."
Now it was her turn. In fact, the words got stuck in her throat a few times. Finally, though, she was able to get them out so he could hear the simple but honest response to such a promise.
"I'll try. I'll definitely keep it more in my mind from here on out, but ... just .... try to remember I never used to need much help. Not even after Sora took my sight away. Things didn't get to the point of feeling too much until I came here. But ... for what it's worth? I don't regret coming here. Not even with all the horrifying people or events I have endured so far. In fact ... I'd come here all over again if push came to shove."
Well .... that made the same tinges of red come back as quickly as it'd left. Even still, she made no effort to move away or take her words back. It was her way of showing how sincere she'd just been to Jack.
The two would walk the rest of the way home. And as they moved through the streets of Domino City, Fayth made sure to keep holding onto Jack's hand. The hell with any nosy cameras that may or may not be around. She didn't just need to ensure she didn't get lost. She enjoyed the simple touch ... and wasn't quite ready to let go.
Not yet.
Only when she felt herself enter her room did she very, very reluctantly let go. Her head nodded as she turned and gave Jack a reassuring grin. "I wasn't going to stay up very long, if at all. I'm pretty worn out."
And she'd made up for going to sleep this soon with an extra large breakfast in the morning. Something she at least made certain to promise to herself, if absolutely nothing else.
" ... Good night, Jack."
Just like the urge had come up before with Yusei, the same one insisting to kiss Jack had risen up. But no. She couldn't ... not when even she wasn't sure about her own feelings. Later ... perhaps. But not now.
Are you scared of rejection?
Fayth started to open her mouth and tell him off, but honestly? It sounded like a genuine enough inquiry. Instead, she began stripping out of her clothes and getting into a nightgown whilst thinking about her response. Her head slowly shook. "I wouldn't say that. I think I'm more scared about losing him if I had to say anything."
So shouldn't you tell him sooner as opposed to later?
" ... Should I? In some respects, yes, I probably should. But ... I'd rather have us both get out alive and well enough and then confess than do so now, lose him ... and have those rendered pointless. Forgive me for sounding .... however you wanna word it, but what exactly do you know about relationships?"
Enough. I am a fallen, after all. That means I don't follow all of the rules the Archangels, Seraphs, and so on heed. So, actually, more than you may begin to understand.
" ... Fair enough," Fayth muttered, deciding that was an acceptable response. "What about the whippings? What's the catch regarding those?"
I'll relay that later. Right now, he's right. You need rest.
"I'm holding you to that. I've only accepted it because ... my own reasons. But I'm already literally being kept in the dark as it is. No more of that, preferably sooner than later."
Once again, Morningstar went silent. No sooner than Fayth's head found and rested atop her pillow did she pass out.