"I think at this very moment, this argument of ours, is just playing right into Seprico's hands.
It seems to me since she showed up everyone has started to equate sex and lust and passion with corruption, if only subconsciously. The angels are now more critical about sex than ever before, and this way are driving everyone who won't forego a little romp for fun right into the demon lord's arms. We must not make that same mistake. This corruption is too bad of a news to ignore, but we should not fight it by becoming tyrants of celibacy. That is the wrong way.
I had never wanted to suggest you use lust fuelled magic. I had gathered that this is a no go for you, and I accept that. But why is everyone going straight for something that complicated right away? I had overwhelmed that imp horde without any magic myself, and I had merely wondered whether should we have to resort to lust based attacks the next time you might be able to assist me by doing a bit of stripping and showing of yourself. No need to cast even a single spell..."
I hold up my palms, quickly adding before she can throw another tantrum.
"I will not force any of ths upon you. If you do not want to do this that is fine, and I accept that. I merely wanted to check whether you could consider it an option."
I pause for a moment, and then I go on.
"That's the other thing. Something that has irked me. We know each other for what, two days know? No, we do not know each nuance of each other's character, her likes and dislikes. Then why is everyone here always assuming that it is my sole intention to cause them discomfort and disrespect. I was making a mere suggestion, and both of you grew right into a righteous fury about it, like I was out to get you?
If we are to become a team, we must be able to talk about such matters without egos flaring up violently, without assuming the worst of the other from the start. Otherwise we play right into Seprico's cards."
(Slow clap, wow talk about pulling a save)
Riku pauses for a moment as she listens to what you have to say. "It's....scary." Riku says in a whisper as you see her most vulnerable side ever, your scared that even breathing wrong might set her off. "Have you ever been addicted to something before, that compulsion, that need to have more and you just can't stop yourself, even when you realize what you're becoming. Being corrupted is like that only a million times worst, it starts at small, and you don't even realize what's happening until it's too late.
You go from having sex maybe once a week to every single day, but you don't see anything wrong with that, I mean it's like you say, sex is fun, what's wrong with enjoying it? You don't notice you stopped paying attention to your work, your family, friends; you just want to have sex or do something that gives you pleasure, whether its fighting drugs or something else it's whatever makes you feel good."
Riku lets out a laugh, "And it's funny because none of this seems strange to you. You'd be amaze how your mind just justifies these things or flat out ignores it, making you only care about one thing, getting that next high. Because it feels good, and you've worked hard all your life so why not give in to the pleasure. Then one morning you're walking around the street and you see this girl and she looks fucking hot, and you want to fuck her so you go up to her.
But at this point you're out of your mind, you're not thinking rationally anymore, your horny and you want to have sex so you just grab her and drag her to the alleyway and rip off her clothes. You don't notice her screaming for help in fear, or with tears down her face, you've had sex lots of times, this time is no different, everyone likes sex and she'll be fine once things get going. So you start fucking her, and at first she resist but just like you said she eventually starts to enjoy it and when you realized you did that, you corrupted her, you get the ultimate high you've ever experienced before.
No words can describe it, it's a pleasure beyond all words and phrases that just burns into your mind. You have to have it again, oh sure sex with willing people takes the edge off but its not the same, so now you're purposefully going out looking for people who don't want it so you can corrupt them and the worst thing is, you still see yourself as the good guy in this situation. Everyone desires to be happy, pleasure makes people happy, so why shouldn't you share it, you're doing a good thing to these people, you're making them much happier then they ever would have been."
Riku stops for a moment as she stares off into the distance. "I was almost like that.....so close to losing everything, but then one day while I was masturbating I knocked a book off my shelf and it hit me on my head. I picked it up and it just happen to be open, and I glanced down at it as I was about to put it away so I could continue to masturbate.....that's why I realized what it was. It was my research notes, notes on a brand new spell I was working on, my master piece.
A spell I had been working on for YEARS, trying to get it just right. I would spends hours every day working on it, trying to perfect it, but here the book was dusty because I hadn't looked at it or used it in months and that's when it hit me, well more liked snapped out of it. Something was very wrong with me, I had changed so much and that wasn't normal.
.......I knew fear then, a fear unlike anything ever before because there is no greater fear then that of losing control of yourself without even realizing it. Heh, purifying myself was no easy take, especially considering my kind but god was it worth it in the end. Then I met you." Riku tells you her story before suddenly looking up and turning red.
"Ummm, right, so yea, as long as there's no magic involve it's fine." She says quickly as she turns red in embarrassment before hurrying out of the room.
Wow, that was a tale. But why did she turn red only in the end?
I slowly walk after her. There is this feeling thatthe conversation is not yet complete, and should not be left standing like this ...
(I think you over thought that. Riku turned red because she realized she had just told you something really personal about herself and that was embarrassing for her
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You enter into the main lobby where you see Slyer still chilling in the air in his usual spot. "Yo." He says to you with a slight wave.
"Yo" I reply, brief and casual, as I continue towards Riku's room at a moderate pace.