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love is blind (moon/lady)

“You should go. I’ll stay here with Agent and Bruce.”Tony said looking worried, wanting clint to have more comfort besides Kate who was looking totally out of her depth as she clung to the archer. “No.”Phil said answering the questions. ‘No, no, no, yes of course, and I do.”Phil said pulling up the picture on his phone. “Most of the time I’m compelled to carve it into the wall in my office, but recently I’ve been doing it to anything.”Phil shrugged a little before sighing. “I...I don’t want to make things worse. I just...I just needed to come back once I knew I wouldn’t hurt him for sure. For awhile...I didn’t trust myself to come see him...”
 
Steve nodded and headed down to help Clint, gathering both him and Kate into his arms, holding them tight. simply holding them because it was the best comfort he could give. "

"hmmm. interesting..." Bruce muttered head tilted. "such an extreme mental impulse should be caused by blackouts, emotional upheavals or personality defects that your typically born with or is caused by a really hard bonk to the head. this just doesn't make any sense..." Bruce admitted, scowling. "compulsions like this speak of underlying problems like Schizophrenia or Tourettes or obsessive compulsive disorders, you have none of those..." he muttered before accepting the Phone. "hmmmm.... what can you tell me about how you where brought back to life?" he asked. "and you might make things worse that's true, but Clint will forgive you since it wasn't your fault. he'll probably never look at Fury without spitting, but he'll forgive you." he assured Phil. what this meant for Clint's growing feelings for Kate? he didn't know.
 
Kate shifted around, sighing quietly as she settled against the super soldier, hugging clint, before making a face.”Hey clint?Can we move?It’s sorta hard laying on the floor....”She muttered, hoping she could at least get him in bed, maybe he’d go to sleep.

“No it doesn’t. Though getting stabbed could be considered a emotional upheaval I guess...>”phil frowned before wincing, watching the other look over the pictures before sighing. “It was....a alien blood transfusion....I gained the alien’s healing ability...”Phil bit his lip as he explained the rest before smiling slightly. “Thanks bruce.”he said looking relieved to know that him and clint would be okay.
 
Steve smiled a little and watched Clint start to calm down. "no..." Clint mumbled, reaching for his collections. "i have- finish..." "your dead on your feet Clint. you can finish later okay?" Steve asked. "come on. you need a good cuddle and a nap. do you want me to cuddle with you?" "...ye. and Kate." Clint decided, voice slurred, already half asleep after the third emotional breakdown he'd had in a number of days. "okay. Kate will come snuggle too." Steve agreed, gathering Clint into his arms. "do you need help getting out of here Kate? Tony has oil all over the floor. i'm surprised you managed to get in here without falling in a pile." he admitted. "i almost couldn't get through here without falling." he admitted with a huff. "i think Tony needs a house cleaner."

"i suppose. but i've never heard of near death experiences causing this... then again, you where actually dead so...." he shrugged. "....Alien...." he blinked at the other and then. "i'm going to ask Loki and Thor to come in. will you be okay with Loki in the room?" he asked, worried before he smiled at the other. "i feel i should warn you... he's been... getting attached to Kate Daniels." he explained softly. "he won't admit this of course, but he's been falling in love with her..."
 
“We’ll finish later. I promise.”Kate said smiling a little as they got up, swallowing hard. “I’ll get Jarvis to help. Go.”She said waving the man away, wanting him to get clint to bed, even as she carefully made her way across the room with the AI’s help, climbing into bed in a few minutes with them.”Clint helped me the first time. And definitely. He’s just a mess isn’t he?”Kate snickered a little, knowing tony really did need a cleaner.

“....okay.”phil swallowed thickly, upset at the idea of loki in the room, but his need to know what was going on, to great to not know. “....Kate...”Phil stared, looking at a loss, flinching a little, before nodding a little. “...well.Good for him.”He swallowed thickly, hurting at the idea, but willing to let it go, because he wanted clint to be happy. “Okay. You better get loki and thor.”He said sighing quietly not wanting to think about it for now.
 
Steve hesitated before nodding and heading off to get Clint tucked into bed. "he is a mess." Steve admitted with a sigh. "i should really go down there and clean it all up." he admitted. "Clint's sleeping already." he admitted. "he's exhausted." Steve admitted, gently stroking Clint's hair. "...i shouldn't say anything, but i will." he admitted. "Clint's been falling in love with you, but he won't say anything because he thinks you'll hate him once you know." he admitted. "Matt knows, before you ask. He's been trying to set you two up for a while now, because he knows you'll be happier with Clint than you will be with him. selfless idiot."

Bruce nodded. "yes. Kate... i thought you should know..." he admitted. "i am already here." Loki said. "Thor has gotten his head stuck in a.... something." Loki admitted. "i left him there, he can't get in the way this way but he's likely to be grouchy later." Loki admitted, turning to face Phil and offering the other a bow. "Lord Coulson." well at least Loki understood the concept of a last name properly. "i apologize greatly for the parts i played in the attack of your home and the..." he paused, blinked at Phil and then. "....well Hela is going to be pissed. aren't you supposed to be dead?" he asked, sniffing at the other. "you smell like you should be dead. it's faint though, why would you leave Vanahiem?" he asked, looking puzzled. "he didn't. not willingly." Bruce stated, handing Loki the phone. "....The Kree." Loki hissed, looking utterly disgusted, looking at Thor. "you have made a deal with those vermin?" he demanded, disgust in every word. clearly Loki didn't think much of the Kree. whatever those where.
 
"You should. He'd totally have a fit cause he was going to clean it himself sometime."kate snciekred looking worried before nodding."he's not been sleeping well..."she sighed quietly before looking up at steve startled." ...what?"she stared not quite sure what to say and feeling lost before punching him in the shoulder."it's not nice making fun of me for liking him."she said glaring a little.

"...he got his head stuck in something?"tony snickered at that looking curious before smiling slightly. We'll at least loki could be nice. And understood last names. "You are...forgiven. I have a sense it wasnt..."phil stopped looking at the man startled shaking his head."I am. And no I didn't make the deal. Our director used a kree to bring me back...what is going on with me?"he said looking as upset as he ever did over anything.
 
Steve nodded. "it would be fun." he agreed with a smirk. "especially since we all know that he'll never clean it himself." he admitted before sighing. "i can't blame him for not sleeping. the Blue comes back every time he closes his eyes. hopefully, with Loki here, the Blue wont be able to reach anymore" he admitted before smiling at her. "i'm sorry Kate but i'm not picking fun. he's in love with you and he's too scared of the role he played in blinding you to admit it, even to himself." he admitted, checking to make sure Clint was really asleep before grief colored his tone. "i'm telling you this now because Phil's not dead. he just showed up. here. about ten minutes ago."

Loki nodded. "i may have dared him." he admitted, eyes glittering with playfulness. Loki shook his head. "Clint calls it The Blue. it is a good name for it." he admitted with a shudder. "it envelopes you until that's all you can see, or think, or feel and our body moves on it's own while you struggle with the Blue..." Loki's voice was soft, horrified. traumatized by having his mind and body taken over. "....you have a Kree in your possession..." Loki breathed, not sure if he wanted to be impressed or disgusted. "the Kree...." he hesitated and then. "the Kree used humans as tools of war some hundred years ago." he explained. "and a few thousand years ago. and fifteen billion years ago. human genetics are so... adaptable, that they where perfect for making genetic soldiers. because the human race is still evolving, their DNA can be warped, played with, mixed about. they created the ones known as the Inhumans. the Kree used a organic computer-construct called the Supreme Intelligence, an immense computer system to which the preserved brains of the greatest intellects of the Kree race was linked. under the force of a power that great, the Inhumans where nothing more than brainless puppets, forced to fight the Skrull empire because the Kree felt slighted. they are power hungry parasites who continue to try and expand their growth even now. the inhuman species have since begun growing on earth. most of their genetic material is locked away, and only becomes active after contact with an item known as Terrigen Mist, which is housed in various structures known as Diviners. they can only be activated in specific Kree strongholds on earth. right now, the Kree genetics within your body are being affected by the Diviner, which wants to draw you to it so that your body can be merged with the Kree genetic material inside of you and make you into an Inhuman, which is as much a blessing as it is a curse more often then not."
 
“Oh yea, it’d be amusing to watch him freak.”Kate snickered a little before sighing. “I know. But he still needs sleep.”She said before frowning at him, “...I don’t believe you.”She said looking annoyed at being made fun of before startling, staring at him, “...what?I...oh hell.”she said cursing softly, having no idea what to say to that. This was going to be so bad.

“Ahhh, that explains it.”Tony snickered a little shaking his head. “...I am sorry. For both of you.”Phil said looking worried and scared for clint, hating that this was going to be horrible, knowing that whatever was going to happen, wasn’t done. “Yes....well. Did. When I found out...I sorta...blew up the body and any DNA samples we had of it...”Phil made a face before wincing, “Oh...that’s not good...”he looked pale at hte idea of what the kree had done, shaking his head a little. “So, whatever this drawing is...is me trying to get to wherever the dinviners are?”He sighed looking pained.”Well.this sucks.” "Master of understatement there."
 
"Kate. considering i'm in love with a man who will probably never love me back, how could you think i would lie to you about this?" he asked, tone serious. "Clint loves you, and honestly i think your the only person whose going to manage to keep his sanity intact for the next few days." he admitted. "Phil i back and it wasn't his fault he was gone. Clint's going to be all torn up for finally moving on, angry that Phil isn't dead and he moved on for no reason. and guilty for not loving Phil as much as he thinks he should." he admitted, setting a hand on her shoulder. "don't give up on him. you and him are good for each other." he admitted. "at least try, okay?"

Loki shook his head. "it was my own foolishness that caused me to become Thrall to the Blue." he admitted. "when i found out my true birth i lost grip on my sanity and invited it in, thinking it could change what i was, make me anything but the monster i believed myself to be. instead, it just turned me into more of one." he admitted softly. "it is good that you destroyed it. a single dead Kree can infect hundreds of thousands of humans." he admitted with a shake of his head. "a single drop of blood introduced into a human's body is strong enough to make them into an inhuman." he admitted. "yes. it is attempting to lead you to the nearest location where the Diviner can be activated." he admitted. "this is a very dangerous process, as anyone without Kree genetic material will die upon contact." he admitted. "However, there might not be a Diviner on location." he admitted. "unfortunately, i do not know how to help with the obsessions other than to show you to a location, that in itself could be dangerous because if there is a Diviner there it will activate and change you and kill anyone else around it." he admitted.
 
“Tony loves you.”Kate rolled her eyes a little before sighing quietly, biting her lip.”No...I guess you wouldn’t.”She sighed quietly as she gently petted with clint’s hair, looking worried before nodding. “I’ll try.And I’ll help him.”She said shifting to lay down, cuddling in close to clint.

“As far as I know, I am the only inhuman still living.”He said before wincing. “Well. No. I have a girl on my team, that was infected with Kree blood, but she is showing no adverse effects towards it.”he said before rubbing a hand over his head, frowning slightly. “...You could show me the way, and I could find it on my own. It’s...like a itch under my skin, to draw and go to the diviner.”
 
he snorted. "he doesn't and he never will. he's beyond such things." he admitted, shaking his head. "he doesn't have time for love and even if he did he would never love me." he pointed out before smiling at her. "you'll do the best for him." he agreed. "try and get some rest yourself, okay?"

Loki shook his head. "there is a large percentage of population on earth with inhuman genetics within them. they simply have not been activated." he admitted. "if the girl has come into contact with Kree blood and is not showing symptoms then she already had Kree genetics inside of her. most likely, she was born with it in her already. a descendant of one of the original Inhuman more likely than not." he admitted. "... Lord Coulson i don't think you understand the danger you are in. once you activate a Diviner, it will attract a Kree here. you will die. or be assimilated into Slavery for the Kree. on the off chance that neither happen, say for example i was able to protect you, then you will be changed inside and out, genetically and mentally. your physical appearance could change drastically and you would have powers that you won't be able to control. you could easily become a danger to yourself and others." he admitted. "unfortunately, the obsessions are only going to get worse. you have to decide which you find worse." Loki admitted. "there might be a way to remove the Kree blood from our system, but i can't be certain it will work and it will most likely be very, very painful." Loki admitted.
 
“...You are so blind.You and tony both.”She huffed making a face before nodding, “I’ll get some sleep.”She promised, already settling in to get some sleep, trusting steve to watch over them.

“Ah, that makes sense.And no, she’s shown no signs of changing.”Phil said before his eyes widened, swallowing hard. He hadn’t indeed understood just how badly this could go. Swallowing thickly he stared down, thinking about it.”I...I will bear the obsessions. We need...try and find a way to remove it. We will have to see what happens.”he said sighing quietly, pained because he hated not being able to fix things right away, but having to rely on others.
 
he snorted. "Kettle meets Pot." he accused with a smile. "you didn't even know Clint liked you until i told you." he teased, settling in to stand guard over them.

"then she mostly likely is a natural born inhuman." Loki admitted. "she will have a very good advantage if she ever comes in contact with Terrigon mist." he admitted before nodding at Phil. "i have to warn you. if i cannot fix you, then we will have no choice but to either expose you to the Terrigon mist, or kill you." he admitted. "the obsessions and compulsions will get worse until ou are a serious danger to yourself and others." he admitted. "i will start looking through my contacts for an inhuman who might be able to help you, but don't hold your breath. most of them are extremely reclusive."
 
“Wel, that’s good to know. I’ll have to tell her not worry to much then.”Phil said before sighing, nodding slowly. “I’ll keep that in mind. But for now, we’ll deal with it.”Phil swallowed thickly, “I need to rest....” “I’ll have a room made up for you....when you get up clint should be up to.”Tony said already heading for the door to show phil to a room, looking worried, because he knew, he just knew that clint was going to break and he hated the idea.
 
Loki nodded. "if you wish, bring her in. she can make the decision if she wants to undergo the transformation as well." he admitted. "better for her to understand what she is than to realize she will stop aging at about.... how old is she?" he asked, his head tilted. "she'll reach peak physical status and stop aging between twenty five and thirty." he admitted. "she'll start to notice around forty when the other women start complaining about wrinkles and grey hairs that she hasn't aged a day." he admitted. "you yourself might very well cease to age. that is dependable though. however any children you have after this, will certainly be natural born Inhuman, and will also cease to age. it's the Kree genetics." he admitted with a shake of his head. "it would be better if she was warned. especially since not all of the Diviners are accounted for." Loki admitted.
 
“I will. My team is taking care of a few problems at the moment, but I will send them a message to come here when they are done.”Phil said frowning a little. “About 23.”He said looking thoughtful and nodding a little. “Well, it would be nice to not have to worry about old age catching up with me.”he said looking thoughtful before nodding. “She’ll be here.”He said looking worried though, about them all.

Kate stirred a little when clint did, sighing quietly as she snuggled into him more, content to be held and snuggled. And despite her disbelief, and not quite sure if steve was right about clint wanting her, she was enjoying being with him and even knowing she was dating matt, she still enjoyed being right where she was.
 
Loki nodded. "that would be a good idea." he admitted before looking at Phil. "as i have, however unwitting, or unwilling, i did cause your death." Loki admitted. "as per the old ways, i wish to give you a chance have vengeance." Loki admitted. "i killed you. therefore, my life is in your hands." he informed him. "until you deem the debt payed, you may ask of me, anything." he promised Phil. "barring a few things of course." he admitted. "no sexual favors unless i'm willing... i probably would be, it's been a while. you can't ask me to kill innocents. i may or may not be willing to kill certain truly evil people." Loki admitted. "you are allowed to kill me, but you can't ask me to maim or kill myself." Loki admitted. "other than that, almost anything goes." Loki admitted. he knew Phil wouldn't hurt him of course, but Loki wanted Phil to have closure. what Phil did, would hopefully help the man heal.

Clint mumbled a little and blinked a little, sniffing at Kate's hair. "....Kate?" he asked, sounding confused. "did i pass out?" he asked. yes he had. "last i remember was Steve carrying me... where is he?" "right here." Steve stated. "i didn't want anyone bursting in here." he admitted. Clint relaxed and snuggled into her a little. "your warm." he admitted with a sigh, too asleep to realize what he was doing.
 
“...”Phil stared at the godling, for a moment at a loss of what to say, nodding slightly. “For the moment, find a way to deal with the kree blood in me, and speak to skye when she gets here. We’ll go from there.”he said looking a little pale at the list of things he could or couldn’t do, before yawning. “I think I’m going to get some sleep before I speak to clint...”He said looking a little sick at the idea of talking to his lover.

“yea.”Kate muttered just as sleepy, nodding.”You did.”She said, flailing a hand out towards the side.”he’s there.Being a guard.”She muttered sleepy herself, relaxed knowing steve was watching over them, smiling a little, “You are to.Very snuggly to.”She uttered
 
Loki nodded. "of course. i will begin research right away. there might be a way to amplify the process but that too can cause problems. i might speak to the Skrull, they are wise creatures, if a little uppity and egotistical. they might know a way, stuffy hopppots." he huffed. clearly the Skrull where tolerated but not well liked. "sleep would be a good idea." Bruce agreed. "and we should warn Clint before you speak to him or he might go into a state of severe shock." Bruce admitted. "so we'll need to be careful here."

"oh...." he blinked. "i feel better though." he admitted, yelping when Kate almost smacked him in the face and chuckling. "careful there slugger." he teased with a smile before nodding. "very snuggly... oh! i'm sorry. i shouldn't have...." he muttered, sitting up and blushing so hard she could nearly feel the heat of it. "um... Steve why are you sitting in front of the door?" "to stop you from escaping and to stop people from coming in.... we need to talk about something that's going to upset you. by the way all the vents have been welded shut while you where asleep." "....you asshole."
 
Phil laughed a little at the man's opinion of the skrull, interested now simply because of that. Before nodding."I will stay in my rooms until you tell me it is okay to leave...I don't want to make things worse then it has to be."

"Good."kate said before wincing,"sorry."she muttered snuggling into him,resting her head on his chest Before yelping as he pulled away,flushing herself as she shifted to get comfortable."it's okay."she muttered looking away before wincing. Not looking forward to hearing this, knowing clint was going to hate it."...no. I'm thinking tony's the asshole. I doubt steve could work a arc welder."kate teased a little swallowing hard,nervous and antsy
 
Clint blinked a little. "ah. good point." Clint agreed. "but Steve's still an asshole because he's blocking the door." he admitted, huffing before looking worried. "...what could be so bad ou had to take these kinds of precautions?" "....Fury did something Clint... he did something... bad." he explained softly. "he used an experimental procedure to bring Phil back to life. he's stayed away because he wasn't sure he was safe to be around, he showed up yesterday to explain." Steve explained softly. Clint had gone very, very, very still. extraordinarily still. as if he had suddenly lost all battery power. he didn't blink, he didn't twitch, he didn't breath. Steve acted after thirty seconds and slapped Clint across the face. not too hard. it would leave a red mark but no bruising. it was the jar Clint needed because he took in a great gulp of air and started to tremble.
 
“Hmm, true.”Kate said laughing a little before swallowing thickly. “Something horrible.”She agreed with steve, looking worried and upset as she listened, trying to see clint, swallowing thickly. “Clint?”She muttered sounding upset as she reached out, gently touching his hand, before clinging to it, needing to steady him, and having no words to help him with this, feeling at a loss.
 
Clint gulped in air and then held it in again, forcing himself to calm down, pushing back the rage and the panic until he could freak out later. then he opened his eyes and took a more measured breath. "okay. so. Phil was alive but he didn't come back because he was scare of hurting me." "that is correct. although, he could still become a danger, Loki has steps in place to take should that happen." "what's wrong with him?" "we're not entirely sure... okay, no, i think Loki and Bruce get it, and i'm sure Tony understands, but i sure as hell don't. they kept using big words like Genetic imprinting and blood born pathogens and stuff. what i think we know, is that Phil was infected with parasitic blood from an alien race and it's making him do weird insane things..." "....that's... creepy... is it safe to... to see him?" "yes. he's not contagious, though if he has a cut or is bleeding your not allowed to go near him, he can infect people that way i guess."
 
Kate winced.”Not sure. The four of them talking just make my head hurt. He’s different and changed from what he was before, but he thinks he’s safe now. So he came back..we just have to be careful.”She sighed a little resting a hand on his, squeezing. “You want to go see him?”She said looking worried about him, and not quite sure where this left her feelings for him, but willing to do anything to make him happy.
 
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