Steve snorted. "did you really?" he asked, amused. "well at least he'll stop breaking the needles now." he admitted. "that metal hand of his bends the needles or snaps them more often then not." he admitted. "i don't thin anyone else knows." Grant admitted. "but then, it's hard to be sure when your working with Hydra." he admitted. "either way it won't matter once the things inside him are dead." he admitted. "at least, i don't think it will." he admitted. "alright, i can do that." he promised, nodding. "uh. talk about what?" he asked, looking worried as he realized it was a little too late for that. "ready Tony. i love you. i trust you." Steve promised, smiling at him. "it'll be okay." he promised before closing his eyes and gritting his teeth as Tony began. it didn't hurt, not yet. but it felt.... odd. he could feel all those tiny robots moving around inside of him. Grant had started up a litany of his childhood because he couldn't think of anything else to say. he talked about being beaten because he'd run faster than his older brother, he talked about how he'd been unplanned and unwanted ever since he'd been diagnosed with a 'learning problem'. no Ward would ever be imperfect so they hated him for being so. he explained how the older brother had been forced and formed into a perfect politician while the youngest was born to be loved. the two oldest where tormented and tortured, the youngest smothered with affection. he talked about how he had loved his baby brother and protected him, making himself useful even if his mother and father would never love him, they at least approved. he had once thought that would be enough. he spoke of the Well. he spoke of the abuse his brother had heaped on after the incident. he spoke of how he'd burned the house to the ground to try and make sure that precious elder brother could not hurt the beloved baby brother ever again. he spoke of how Garret had fond him, played on all his fears, dreams and hopes. how Grant had loved Garret like a father, desperate to please the man, desperate to make the man proud by any means necessary. until he found out that his mother had sold him to Garret. who had not rescued Grant at all, but rather put a halt to the legal proceedings that would have had the Ward family arrested for child abuse. he explained how it had crushed him, realizing he could never be loved and decided to make sure Garret and Hydra would pay for using him. freeing James, and the other thirteen brain washed Assets had seamed the best way to do that. by that time, Steve was screaming and Grant couldn't bring himself to keep talking.