jamie_winchester
Cluster
- Joined
- Nov 30, 2010
James sighed softly, holding onto the other, despite still being naked and being sat on, he really wasn’t aware of it, simply curling his body itno steve’s, holding onto him as he clung to his best friend. “You’re still my pipsqueak...even if there’s days I just can’t see it anymore, when I'm so scared that you aren't there anymore...that I don't know who you are anymore...that’s what scared me...that you weren’t you anymore. That you wouldn’t need me when you’re like this...”Jame sswallowed hard, growling softly.”You’re mine, I don’t care what you are, or what howard did. You are human, and mine.”he muttered relaxing a little as he nuzzled the other’s hand, sighing quietly. Even if steve had said he was the only one who'd always seen him as steve,there'd been hours, he'll days, when he couldnt. Where he could only see the changes and fear he'd lost his best friend. And hoping steve could read between the lines and see that it wasn't that James no longer saw him, but that it was his own fear blinding him from the truth that he'd always known. That steve was still steve....not that he was aware that was what he was trying to say, but his meaning was there, if steve looked for it“....really?”He muttered looking up startled as he held the other, realizing that tony had been right, steve really had forgiven him for it a long time ago.
“And it’s still like that. Even if he’s not with you as much, and he has steve. James still needs you.”She muttered smiling quietly. Before sighing, “I know. Still doesn’t make it true though. Me and james, we know better then to let ‘them’ win.”Farian muttered watching the other before nodding.”And I’m sure there’s days I’ll be the same, when I can’t function, and hate you for doing this, and do stupid things because of it.,...but we’ll be together.”She said softly squeezing his hand before laughing quietly. “Well, you weren’t going to relax otherwise. You needed to.”She said smiling softly before nodding.”me to. I’ll do what I can.”She said smiling quietly watching him go.”We’ll be okay tony.”She muttered as she followed asleep
“And it’s still like that. Even if he’s not with you as much, and he has steve. James still needs you.”She muttered smiling quietly. Before sighing, “I know. Still doesn’t make it true though. Me and james, we know better then to let ‘them’ win.”Farian muttered watching the other before nodding.”And I’m sure there’s days I’ll be the same, when I can’t function, and hate you for doing this, and do stupid things because of it.,...but we’ll be together.”She said softly squeezing his hand before laughing quietly. “Well, you weren’t going to relax otherwise. You needed to.”She said smiling softly before nodding.”me to. I’ll do what I can.”She said smiling quietly watching him go.”We’ll be okay tony.”She muttered as she followed asleep