"No..." She smiled sadly, "I would love nothing more than to be your wife, but...being with me puts you at risk for harm...my Gift is sought after all over Tamriel; death has followed me everywhere...the thought of a similar fate befalling you.." She gripped his hand tight, "I would go to great lengths to protect you, Yukimura...even if it meant forsaking the Nine and drowning us all in blood.." She murmured