Shani
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jan 20, 2011
Bellatrix was gone before Krys had woken up, she was back in her room, shaking like a leaf, tears still in her eyes. She was muttering to herself...'It was my fault, if she would have died....I wouldn't go on, it's my fault...' Bellatrix knew Krys wouldn't come back to her, not now. It was too late, as she laid there her mind started to roam. "This is it....the last thing I do....I will carry the child for however long, then I'll leave the safety of the manor or I will go and die...there is nothing left to llve for.' She thought making things worse than they were. Bellatrix had so many problems, and abandonment was one of them. She had lost Snape, then Voldemort, then Azabakan where she lost everything, then Rudolphus, now Krys. Narcissa went to find her sister who was crying hysterically rocking back and forth on the windowsill. Narcissa looked at her crazed sister, slightly confused. “Bella?” Cissa questioned as she walked in over to her sister. “Bellatrix what happened? Tell me…Now!” Narcissa demanded. Bellatrix looked at her tears staining her face, reaching her arms out, “Hold me Cissy…please hol’ me.” Bellatrix said. “Narcissa looked at her She hated seeing her sister like this, “Not until you tell me what happened.” Bellatrix lowered her arms and looked down. “It’s all my fault…Krys almost died…because of me…” She started trying to keep herself together. “Krys left for Borgin and Burkes, this morning to work on the cabinet…I made her bed and left a white rose, her favorite flower on her pillow…I went to do something, I can’t remember now, but the Dark Lord came to speak with me, He wanted me for a mission, sorta…he wanted me to carry his child, for if something was to happen he wanted an heir to teach and so on…I had no real choice…If I said no, he would’ve killed me where I stood, then he would have gone to you and probably done the same, and then to Krys, I didn’t want either of you to suffer…Krys not liking men, then having to carry a child and so on, and you with your happy beautiful marriage and son, I wasn’t about to hurt or have either of you suffer, or have either of you dead…Cissy I LOVE Krys, more than anything, in the world, besides you…despite what anyone says, I won’t stop loving her, and she was in love with me…but..but It wasn’t my fault…it was his…I wanted to say no, but that would do anyone much good. Now…now..I’m pregnant, he made sure of it, he increased the chances…I love Krys I want her, but she…I know she won’t listen to me…Hold me Cissy…please hol’ me” Bellatrix ranted becoming more emotional, breaking down even more so. She held her arms out again hoping her sister would embrace her. Narcissa was in complete shock by everything Bellatrix told her, what had happened wasn’t what it seemed, yes she had slept with the Dark Lord, but she was looking out for the two of them, and herself, Bella had come too far to die now. Narcissa, got closer to Bellatrix and wrapped her arms around her, “Shh…Bella it’s okay…Shh…Cissy’s here…You need to tell all of this to Krys, I’m sure she’ll understand.” Narcissa said softly, though this was, and wasn’t all her fault she felt bad, her sister had gone through so much, and so had poor krys, and she knew Krys loved Bellatrix that’s why she was so upset and wanted to kill herself.