- Joined
- Sep 7, 2019
- Location
- Jurassic Park
Alice had a complicated relationship with Goliaths. The machines themselves had no fault; from their ability to kneel to their payload, their design was the height of human genius, the execution of their destiny precise. But even being aboard one now for something as benign as a police escort home brought back the darkness, the cold, the dull thudding sound of their transport’s metal feet hitting the ocean floor, the water rushing in once the bomb bay doors opened, the screams of hundreds who didn’t get clear of the metal when the water sucked them out...
Detective Guthrie shook her head to snap out of it as Octavia’s advice sank in. She sighed, “I suppose the most strictly logical thing to do would be to limit potential vulnerabilities in my fight to stop Elizabeth from turning all of us into her dolls. And my search for my sister. And my quest to find out what happened to my brother. And to keep the peace between Jareth and his family...why do I have to always...str-streeeehtch myself...my fault, always always alWAYS!” Now Alice was shaking and mumbling more.
“But while I’ll never judge another woman for her choice, my- my heart wants to keep these girls. I want to love them the way I never was, to be the mother I never had. And then, I think...”
Alice stumbled over to the wash basin that thousands of soldiers had had to share and hyperventilated, “What kind of mother would I be to give my children THIS?!”
Just as she shouted at herself in the mirror, an image of her body overtaken by The Darkness appeared instead of her normal reflection.
“How will he want me? How will he want a life with three hideous monsters? How can I be a good mother when I don’t know anything about this...?”
And then Alice fell on the ground as the panic attack overtook the detective’s constitution and started rolling over and clutching at her chest like she was trying to pull an animal off of it even though there was no assailant on her chest.
“Is everything alright in there? Because my copilot’s home sick with the mer flu and with those drugged up crazies running around, I really can’t be leaving my pilot’s seat for anything except emergencies, y’know? I only ask, Detective and Madam, because I really feel like I know you. My daughter is a big fan of the both of you, Miss Guthrie and Miss Richards! Would you sign these drawings? It’d mean the world to little Betty....if you’re not having an emergency, that is.”
The driver then slid the pieces of paper over to them across the thankfully recently cleaned and dried floor. Seeing Betty’s awkward, crooked, chicken feet having but happy representation of her was the only thing that finally calmed Alice down. That and hearing the tune to The Dance at the Ice Palace when she touched it for some reason...
Detective Guthrie shook her head to snap out of it as Octavia’s advice sank in. She sighed, “I suppose the most strictly logical thing to do would be to limit potential vulnerabilities in my fight to stop Elizabeth from turning all of us into her dolls. And my search for my sister. And my quest to find out what happened to my brother. And to keep the peace between Jareth and his family...why do I have to always...str-streeeehtch myself...my fault, always always alWAYS!” Now Alice was shaking and mumbling more.
“But while I’ll never judge another woman for her choice, my- my heart wants to keep these girls. I want to love them the way I never was, to be the mother I never had. And then, I think...”
Alice stumbled over to the wash basin that thousands of soldiers had had to share and hyperventilated, “What kind of mother would I be to give my children THIS?!”
Just as she shouted at herself in the mirror, an image of her body overtaken by The Darkness appeared instead of her normal reflection.
“How will he want me? How will he want a life with three hideous monsters? How can I be a good mother when I don’t know anything about this...?”
And then Alice fell on the ground as the panic attack overtook the detective’s constitution and started rolling over and clutching at her chest like she was trying to pull an animal off of it even though there was no assailant on her chest.
“Is everything alright in there? Because my copilot’s home sick with the mer flu and with those drugged up crazies running around, I really can’t be leaving my pilot’s seat for anything except emergencies, y’know? I only ask, Detective and Madam, because I really feel like I know you. My daughter is a big fan of the both of you, Miss Guthrie and Miss Richards! Would you sign these drawings? It’d mean the world to little Betty....if you’re not having an emergency, that is.”
The driver then slid the pieces of paper over to them across the thankfully recently cleaned and dried floor. Seeing Betty’s awkward, crooked, chicken feet having but happy representation of her was the only thing that finally calmed Alice down. That and hearing the tune to The Dance at the Ice Palace when she touched it for some reason...