Ren couldn’t move, couldn’t shake or scream or cry, only lay still as tears poured down his cheeks, making his makeup run. The knife in his chest was but a dull ache, but he was still fully aware and awake. He had hidden the SIM card as a precaution, he always had, but he couldn’t even give it up to Matsunaga even if he wanted to, it was like Matsunaga wanted to hurt him.