Lily felt him be rough with her. It was scarring her more and more it was clear in her eyes. it felt like there was no gentleness, no love, he was just struggling to fill his need. then he started to push the tip of his engorged member into that when she yelped "namir, please please be gentle, i'm afraid" She pleaded softly. this was her first time, and felt more afraid then she thought she would, perhaps it was the his roughness with her.