Kiha grew redder and redder at the idea of touching herself. She had tried once or twice at home, late in the night when she woke from a fevered dream, but it never got her anywhere. And she hadnt really thought about it since she landed here. While she had gotten close in the bath the first night she orgasmed, she hadn’t even been able to get anywhere, her body stubbornly declining her offer. Terra could draw orgasms from her so easily but Ki’hanna couldn’t find them in herself to save her own life.
But that redness turned pale as Terra came clean about her earlier exploits...including Sasha. And if that didn’t make her jealousy flare enough, the confirmation that her cock would appear when aroused like the other males made Kiha’s heart sink. It had been six weeks and she hadn’t seen it once. What did that say about Kiha? Self doubt began to blossom, dangerously mixing with jealousy. Kiha had never doubted her beauty once in her lifetime; on her planet she was seen as gorgeous, inside and out, a darling under a dictators thumb she knew now. But here she looked nothing like the natives. How could she be beautiful when their beauty consisted of scales and she had merely flesh?
That doubt grew quickly, fed by the green monster within. Was she just another experiment of Terra’s then? To further her knowledge, expand it with an alien, before she went and chose one of her own? Was that why Terra didn’t find her arousing, Kiha being no more than a temporary project? Was Sasha in on it? Did they laugh at her naivety of not realizing, of stranding herself here for the rest of her very long life over the notion she had feelings for a woman who was only faking them in return?
She had to get up and walk away to stop herself from crying. Her tails were like whips in the air, snapping from left to right as her hands balled up. She paced to the end of the room then paced back, and that jealousy burned terribly. Kitsunes were known by many for being...possessive. They didn’t share their mates, or their own bodies for that matter unless it was with their mate. They even had a tendency to be possessive of their own materials, which was why they often had luxurious things and while Kiha had given the luxury up, there was no subtly at how she clung to her brush, comb, and outfit as objects given in affection and kept. Jealousy came hand in hand with that.
A wiser Kitsune could still hold their tongue. Be wise and wait. But Kiha was young, inexperienced, and above all, this was the first time she had ever had feelings for someone outside her family. She couldn’t contain it.
“Sasha?!” It came out first and she hissed, her ears flattening and her tails rattling behind her as she glared those bright golden eyes right at Terra, pointing at her, “You tell me now! Am I experiment too?! Am I?! You don’t have right to play games with me Terra!”
She hissed again, more mad than ever, “You don’t play with this heart! Tell me now! You no find me beautiful?! No aroused?! Six weeks...nothing! You like Sasha? You tell me now Terra!”
She was yelling it at her, loud enough if anyone was passing they would hear.
“You most beautiful thing to me!” She snapped, pointing at Terra, “Most beautiful! I fall hard! I show body! I give heart! You don’t give back! Not aroused! Not tell me sooner! Tell me Terra right now! Am I experiment too?! Want to explore alien girl than abandon her?! Was this Sasha idea too?! Do you love her?! Tell me!”
She was talking in short words to make sure it got through to Terra but also because she was so mad she couldn’t get more out. The jealous monster within was rearing its ugly head, trying to protect her fragile heart.