Jin lay on the hardwood floor of her bedroom, staring blankly at the wall; of course Kojurou wasn’t going to come for her- she didn’t doubt he was a man of honor, but herself? She was a turncoat and part foreigner at that, why would he come and save her, especially after all the things he learned Matsunaga was doing to her via his letters.
The gag was uncomfortable, the fabric tied tightly around her head to keep her from behind able to spit it out, and the knot of fabric was so large it filled up her entire mouth, making her gag sometimes. She blinked away tears, wishing for her death.