BurningWillows
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jul 14, 2014
- Location
- Canada
Arriving in Cell Block C
Tags: Kaige
She listened, her expression emotionless. Kaige had never understood just how dangerous she was. Just how uncontrolled she could be.
"Settle down young lady," she snapped in response, like a mother chiding her screaming toddler, "you are a grown woman, not a sniffling child. Act like one."
Running her hands over her face she let out a loud sigh, calming the building frustration inside her. This had been a mistake. She shouldn't have checked in on her. It was getting them no where. You keep hoping she'll change. You keep hoping they'll cure her. But when am I going to stop kidding myself? None of it's going to happen. So why do I hope?
She didn't want to answer her own question. She knew it, and it sickened her to think she could feel any emotions for this creature other than loathing. then why speak to her at all? Why care?
Because someone had to.
She rubbed the annoyance off her face and when she looked in again she was calm, her eyes void of any anger or annoyance. The song she had sang a few lines from brought her back to when she was younger, listening to her mother sing it...it had always been a family favourite.
"Well, he gave her a dimestore watch and a ring made from a spoon," she sang under her breath but it picked up as she closed her eyes for a second and remembered those times, visiting and eating cookies, singing near the piano, "Everybone's looking for someone to blame. If you share my bed, you share my name. Well go ahead and call the cops. You don't meet nice girls in coffee shops. Well she said, baby I still love you. Sometimes there's nothing left to do. They hung a sign up in our town. If you live it up, you won't live it down. You gotta hold, hold on, you gotta hold on. Take my hand, I'm standing right here, you gotta hold on."
She stopped singing, realizing where she was at that Kaige could still hear her.
"Apologies," she stated, although she didn't sound at all sorry, "you reminded me of...well Nevermind."
She went to turn off the microphone, knowing this conversation was only going down hill. She had hoped to see improvement and promote her. She had hoped to see...something. But Kiage was still a lost and angry little girl like she was back then. Her finger rose and hovered over the cancel button, wondering why she tried somedays.