Something pulled at her, begging her to wake up. But her eyes were sore and didn't want to open, and her body felt tired. As her mind woke though, that tiredness she felt turned into nerve-searing pain. Gritting her teeth to keep from screaming, she forced her eyes open into the light. She could feel it now, her left ankle throbbing, her right leg torn and broken in several places. She even had broken ribs pressing into her lungs with every breath. There was more pain, but moving to inspect it would only aggravate the already throbbing pain throughout her body and in her head.
Fuck do I ever have a headache too. What did I do?
Reyn noticed one of her arms didn't hurt though, instead feeling warmth she couldn't describe. Turning her head slowly and stiffly, she found Elijah hovering over her, his hands inches above her shoulder.
"What the hell are you doing!" she shrieked, baby blue eyes growing wide with fear.
She tried to move back, but one of her hips rippled with excruciating pain and she slipped. Her entire body was in agony as she fell over the side of the bed, hearing a loud crack in one of her arms that had already begun to sting. Her head hit the bed frame as she went and her eyes squeezed shut, the headache exploding in her ears.
What the hell is happening? Wait, why can't I remember anything before waking up?
"Why are you hurting me?!" was the only question that fell from her split and bloody lips, crumpled on the floor in her blankets, her lungs screaming for air within her broken rib cage.
Her eyes refused to open again, and her body sagged as the pain dragged her down. An image flashed in her head. Teeth; talons; antlers. Antlers. She'd been mauled by a creature, hadn't she? Fighting the urge to sleep she opened her eyes and there it was. Staring down at her, drool dripping from its jagged teeth, breath pushing her hair around. And that eye...she couldn't stop staring at it, feeling that dizzy feeling once more, the pain growing numb and washing away. It was hypnotizing, making everything around her fall into nothingness as she stared.
This is my end. This beast has given me release from my body as I die.
Then the eye closed and the beast dropped its head, picking her up in its antlers. They were soft though, not hard and rough as she remembered them. They cradled her like her men did. Like Elijah, after saving her from the stranger. Or Jay, after claiming her as his.
"Jay," she whispered, wanting to see him.
And he was there. He appeared in front of them, the beast stopping so she could stare at his beauty. His perfectly sculpted features, his wind swept dark hair. That quirky smile and sharp tongue she loved about him.
Loved?
I don't love...I can't. It's not in my nature. I'm a siren, my heart cannot by tied down.
But something tied her to him, aching to feel his touch and one others.
"Elijah," Reyn murmured to the beast, hoping it would let her see her Halfling one last time.
The beast shook its head, and the antlers shifted -twitching then relaxing- moving her into a new position. And when she looked up, the darkness revealed Elijah, her Elijah. He was so close she could touch his emotionless face, feel those thin-set lips that rarely smiled. Her hand felt his pale skin, her thumb skimming those dark eyes. The green was almost gone in him, his dark side overpowering his angelic side for a week now.
"I don't want to see you like this," she whispered to him, stroking his cheek, "Let me...let me see him as he is when I sing to him."
The beast snorted and all around her the nothingness broke into a soft humming of her voice. It hummed louder, growing louder between her an Eli and enveloping them. Her eyes closed for the briefest moment, soaking in the last of her beautiful voice and when she opened them his eyes were a brilliant green, deep emerald pools that made her stop breathing. His fingers reached out and touched her wet stained cheeks, fresh tears at the thought of never seeing him again. Never see him, never feel him again. Never seeing either of them, as her eyes flashed to were Jay still stood, waiting in the darkness, watching.
And it broke her heart. The pain that rippled through her was immense, making her cry out, her tiny voice barely a squeak from her torn lungs. The tears rolled down, as she stared unbelieving at Elijah.
"I can't lose you," she breathed, her heart stopping as death seemed to grip her, dragging her down, "I can't leave you Elijah!"
Death tugged harder, squeezing her heart till she reached her other aching hand up to rake at her chest, trying and failing to stop it. Everything grew numb freezing her in place, one hand touching Eli's face, the other over her heart., The beast made one final cry out to her, a sorrowful warning that it was time.
"I don't want to die," she cried, "Please, I can't leave them. Don't take me from them."
But the beast was ignoring her, and death was dragging her fingers away from his sculpted face. There was nothing more she could do, her entire body numb and dead, save for her voice. Death was taking that last, letting her say her final words and find her peace.
"I came back for you!" she cried, unable to feel her tears but knowing they fell freshly down her face, "I came back only for you Eli! I..."
Her tongue slipped, her throat closing.
Not yet. Please I have so much more to say.
Her eyes forced themselves shut, those emerald pools the last thing she ever saw. Death's bony grip enclosed on her throat, dragging her deep into nothingness as one final thought rang clear.
He'll never know I loved him.