He instantly regretted his decision. "Oh God, I apologize!" He stood, sounding almost pathetic. "I should've never done this, what was I thinking?!" He said angrily, he grabbed his clothes and ran upstairs, trying to hide from her, and his shame. He stormed to the bathroom and slammed the door. He proceeded to cuss himself out. "Goddamit Ben! What the fuck! You barely know her, and you're already trying to eat her out? Control yourself, dammit!" He slammed his fist against the counter. "Now she thinks I'm a douche, and doesn't want anything to do with me. Great fucking job. You get her comfortable enough to get naked around you, and you fucking blow it. You touched her boob for God's sake!" He fell against the wall by the door, his boxers around his waist, and slid down the wall. He buried his head in his arms.
"I don't deserve her," he sighed. "She shouldn't have thought about losing her virginity to me. I mean, I have no clue what the hell I'm doing. She deserves to have someone give her the best damn experience she can get. There's no way she could get that with me. I should've never fallen for her. I'm not worthy of her." He punched the ground and sighed.