He took a deep sigh, his chest felt increasingly heavier with each word she spoke. He felt as it his heart was made of lead, and it was going to fall through the floor. He stopped his words, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm just terribly inexperienced and I don't know what to do or say or think..." He hated that fact he had such high standards right at this moment, for this reason: he didn't know how to be around her. He stopped himself, "You know what? I'm just got to stop talking and enjoy this. Enjoy the moment, I need to stop overthinking this." He shut his lips and sunk into the tub, letting her fall on top of him.