LadyYunaFFX2
Pulsar
- Joined
- Nov 1, 2012
- Location
- Boone, NC
Shizuki stayed silent for a bit, thinking on the words and simultaneously listening to the ones that were leaving Malin's lips. He seemed to be choosing them carefully. She was trying to determine and figure why exactly. Ideas were going through her mind but exact ones ... she couldn't quite determine it. More than that, she was trying to figure her own plan and ideas out. It'd be easy to get hers done and rendezvous back. But it'd also be simple to be caught by ... someone. They had no idea who even was here. Even the Land of Fire wasn't immune to having shady figures, worse than Kabuto had been. It wouldn't be wise, though she did keep the ideas on what she wanted to get in her mind.
Her head shook no as she also stood up. "Maybe not as badly as you, but I need to also. I won't lie .. I hardly feel like a kunoichi, woman even with the damn thing on. But all the same, talk to me bluntly regardless .. please. Most people can't handle the truth and try to make up some bullshit lie to themselves. Unfortunately, I've never been one like that. Even if it's brutal or painful ... I'd rather be told everything honestly than lied to." Without another word, for now, she headed back to the bath houses. Her head lowered for a few minutes as she began stripping, sighing softly as each article of clothing had left her body.
"... He tried to guise himself as you yesterday upon reaching the island. I kinda had my doubts ... it just all felt off. But the question I asked which helped me figure out it wasn't really him, I'll toss over to you." By now, she was standing nude but not yet in the water. ".... Back at the other hot springs .... was all of that ... did you mean it all? It ... wasn't just something out of lust or instinct is what I'm trying to ask I guess. Because unlike Sensei ... I'm not just going to let myself be used ... by anyone or in any means. I can't imagine he didn't know what was being done to him, he was no fool." A few silent tears formed in her eyes. "But he had nowhere else to go all the same. I tried to talk him out of leaving so many times .... and only did he agree right before that Uchiha brat killed him. But before then, he was too adamant, maybe even afraid."
A nervous chuckle passed her lips as she glanced up. "I do take a lot after Kabuto. But there are some things I'll never allow myself to repeat is what I'm trying to hint, why it was brought up." A slight shiver trailed down her spine before she grabbed onto the ledge and eased herself in, not overly desiring to slip or fall.