Satine's eyes widened, as he explained that he wasn't even here. "You bastard...fight like a man...not hide like a coward." She hissed. It was true Satine would tell Nathan as soon as she found out where he was. "Nathan drank the water, he wouldn't have made it back as a human it would be a far travel... He would have drank it without me." She stated she wasn't sure which hurt the most. Satine gasped as he left her that message. "I won't do it....I WON'T DO IT...I WONT DO IT!!!" She screamed starting to flip the bed, she ripped up the pillow, feathers were every where. She then threw the bed and tearing that up as well, she broke the chair and the table. She jumped from one side of the cage to the other, she was having a tantrum. "DO YOU HEAR ME!? I WILL NOT DO IT!!!" She was just going to have to die, she wouldn't take either of their lives. Nathan had been her companion, for decades, going through each day of immortal life together. While Darian she was really fond of him and she just helped him live even though he had to turn, He wanted to be with Katrina and she wouldn't hurt the girl, she would not take back the life she helped give him. Satine broke the light in her cage, curling up in a dark corner. The damned thing inside her was going to make her kill her lover or Darian and if she tried to save them, then it would kill her. Satine once looked up to, sought for guidance, kind and respectable, was now losing her mind. as she was curled in the corner she looked like both a lost child, and an insane mental patient.