Harry's smiled a little as he was washed, that small smile vanishing as soon as Gabriel asked what happened. he sighed a little and closed his eyes. "when i was a baby, there was a huge war going on." he started softly. "there was a man, he'd gone mad and was slaughtering people by the thousands, anyone that wasn't a pure blooded wizard was on his hit list... my parents where fighting against him...one day a prophecy came out...about me, and him... it said that i would kill him someday...he came to my house, i was only a year old..killed my parents...tried to kill me...Evada Kedavra...my mothers love, formed a protective spell around me, and the Killing curse backfired." Harry admitted softly. "i was the only person ever known to have survived the curse...but part of his soul...became trapped inside me. i was sent to live with my aunt and uncle, they hated magic and everything to do with it, so they tried to repress my magic...when it didn't work, they started to beat and starve me." he admitted shrugging a shoulder...like it didn't really matter.
Dumbledore...he started from year one, trying to kill me right along side Voldemort." he admitted. "only i didn't realize it... my very first year at hogwarts, i almost died several times... my second year i killed a basilisk that Dumbledore had woken, thanks to Lucius Malfoy he even had a means to control the serpent, well that all backfired of course and i ended up killing the basilisk and destroying a horcrux. third year i found my godfather, he'd been framed for killing my parents, Dumbledore set the Dementors after me." he shuddered violently. "they almost got my soul." fourth year.." he took a deep shaky breath.
"fourth year...Dumbledore used a spy from Voldemort to put me int he TriWizard Tournament...i almost died like, a hundred times." he admitted shaking his head a little. "i started dating someone in that year, a boy named Cedric, Dumbledore didn't approve, he tried to have Cedric killed several times as well... the Cup was a Portkey...we touched the cup at the same time...we.." he shuddered violently. "there was a grave yard... Cedric died... i fought Voldemort...escaped again." he closed his eyes, tears trickling down his face. "fith year... dementors again... fat woman named umbrige was at the school... i was having visions..in my head." he couldn't stand anymore, he slid down the wall, sitting on the cool tile floor. "i must not tell lies.." he shuddered violently. "went to the ministry,." he sobbed again. "Sirius...was killed...i fought Voldemort...Dumbledore rescued me... he was using me then, using me as a weapon...what a good little weapon i was... sixth year... "
he sobbed again. "sixth year my last family...Lupin..Remus lupin...died, oh god it was horrid, i couldn't get to him...he was ripped to pieces, Dumbledore was laughing, letting it happen." he shuddered, wrapping his arms around his knees, hiding his face in them. "i started to scream, Dumbledore tried to put me under the impirio...it didn't work, i'm resistant...so he started...started letting my family.." he shuddered violently. "school was canceled early... attack on the school so i was home...sixth months before you found me and i..i just...let them do it because it was easier..it hurt less when i didn't struggle..." he shuddered again, rocking back and forth. "Ron..Ron died...Hermione was killed....Neville was slaughtered...Luna...i like to think she's still alive somewhere...and that...that leaves me alone...with Dumbledore...controlling me to kill a madman just so that Dumbledore can do the exact same thing..." then he fell silent, completely silent, letting himself cry, the water erasing all evidence as Harry simply sat in the bottom of the shower and let all the raw wounds hurt deep inside of him.