"No I would rather fight to protect my wife and child." he growled, hating that his words were being twisted into something they were never ment to be. "I would love to just run and completely forget all of this, but I've found no matter how far I run it's never far enough. Knowing that is hard, and it makes me want to fight so I can protect what little family I have left. I could care less about proving how tough I am." Nanoki said, and sighed turning away. "I don't want my child to face what I had to, and that's another reason I want to fight. If we can end this damned war once and for all then everyone will be better off, but if you want to think my motives for fighting are pride and to prove I'm the best there's no way I can change your mind and I know that." he cursed himself silently for letting it come to this.
"Let me ask you this though Aurora, since we've been together have I ever done anything to give you the idea I don't love you, or that I would do anything to harm you?" he asked wishing he could show her that what he was trying to do was for love. Nanoki was in a hard position, yet he would try his damnedest to get out of it. "I know what it's like to grow up without family, and I would rather not have my child go through that. I also don't want my child having to look over their shoulder as they grow for fear of the angels attacking, and I also know that is no way to grow so if there is any way for me to make a difference I'll try." he stated, but he took a deep breath and added "However I leave the final descision to you... If you say you don't want me to do what I can so be it. If you decide you want me to run with you so be it."