Caly was just looking towards the advisor for a brief moment before she was speaking, "I am not going to deal with any of this right now. I can't deal with any of this anymore." No she was grieving... she was going to let herself grieve and not deal with anything. But.... she knew she also had to deal with everything; she was the queen and that is what the advisor was just pointing out to her. Rather bluntly, rather rudely. It was just causing her to feel more overwhelmed; making her debate on if just focusing on her job would be better than focusing on her mental health at the time.