"You are the biggest dork in the North Atlantic IceBurgh...then again, you were the biggest dork in the South when we were kids, too," Jane said, only mildly annoyed at Yasmine for her sarcasm. "Can I tell you something? I...I wanted Connor to be mine. And now I can never do that for you. Now I just hope we can get married tomorrow without incident, and I can pretend for just a second that I didn't waste half my life running away from you, when I should have run to you before
she did." It was pretty clear who she was referring to without naming her, however. "And as much as I adore Erika and Shiloh, they basically feel like my kid sisters. Yeah, I'll diddle 'em, and I do love 'em, but it's...different with them. What you and I have- I know that's rawer. Realer. Older. More scarred over, perhaps, but is it weird of me to think that the scars of our past make us more beautiful?"
*****
Meanwhile, in Aurora Bay...
"I should've known you'd find me here," Shiloh whispered, since she was standing on
someone else's balcony, overlooking the tiny white seabirds the rich called sailing yachts puttered around the placid water. Neither sleet, nor rain, nor unprecedented snowstorm, nor the brink of climate change induced apocalypse would keep those who had the means from being above it all, it seemed to Shiloh. Even if every remaining city went underwater right now, the haves would continue having until they gave humanity's last party.
"You always said that one day you wanted to buy an apartment here, to live your days in peace," Erika said, the mechanical legs still whirring in protest from how hard she'd pushed them in order to keep up with Shiloh's more consistently honed skill and her
freaking grapnel line! (No fair.) "I...I always imagined that I'd share that apartment with you. When I saw that you'd come to us and bonded with Yasmine, I was so overjoyed. It wasn't the place you wanted, but now you had a home again, with me, and them. And then you...you got so scared, and you took off in an awful hurry. What's wrong, Shiloh? Baby, please, I love you. Talk to me."
"Look around you, Erika!" Shiloh hissed, still under her breath. "This city is bleeding and dying. Every minute that I'm not out there trying to protect the innocent is time wasted."
"You can't save everybody by yourself. We need you here, Shiloh.
I need you."
"What good would it do for me to wile away the hours being plowed by...by a criminal who somehow tricked me into falling in love with her!" Shiloh declared. "If I give up my freedom to be with her, am I any less subject to her will than the thousands of people who she trampled on in her quest for riches?"
"You don't...really believe all that, do you, Shi?" Erika asked, rubbing her shoulders as her dearest friend began to cry into her freckled hands.
"I don't know what to believe," Shiloh said. If she'd been more composed, she would have added,
I HATED HER for six months for taking you away from me. For killing Michael. For blaming me for Connor with no proof. For planting Connor's little brother inside you, which, why, no...guh, that's disgusting! But none of that seemed relevant, and Shiloh was determined to continue working it out with Yasmine while they continued to pretend to be enemies in public, but not to bring Erika in the middle of it. "If she's a better person, then I've fallen from personhood by comparison. I've strayed so far from the light now. I don't deserve you, or her, or any of it."
"You are a human being, dammit! You deserve happiness and love! You deserve me..." Erika said. "But you better buy this
exact apartment, because I want to let my little boy- yeah, it's a boy, I just got his embryonic fluid tested at the DNA level!- visit his other mother here. Visit...my wife."
"What are you saying?"
"I'm saying- oh, wow, this is harder than I thought!" Erika gulped. "Anyway, when we're not in fear for our lives, will you marry me?"
"YES!" Shiloh yelled, loudly enough to shake the glass in the windows, and maybe even cause a ripple on the water. The tired courier ended up accidentally rousing the grumpy old owners of these apartments, who called the IBRS on her with haste.
"Okay, I may not be as, well,
vocal as you," Erika said as they started to vacate the scene, "But I'm just as happy as you, nonetheless. Let's get home, and then tell the old hens." Who, she figured, had the same deep, long-lasting trusting friendship that blossomed into a relationship. Erika was just glad that she'd been spurred to action by the fact that she'd believed Shiloh dead.