One moment, Alice was trying to reorient herself after spending so much of her energy fighting off a dozen, maybe two dozen angry psychos. The next, exploding chunks of whale meat, organ, blood, and the beaten and unrecognizable body of Edward fell into the pit that she had resided in. With no eels threatening to tear her to pieces anymore, Alice was able to swim towards the sound of her name on the rising red tide,
her entire suit coated in crimson, until she clung to the edge of the de facto pool, and then hugged Jareth, not realizing or caring that she was getting his clothes irreparably soaked in smelly whale viscera. But there was no time for a gentler, slower embrace; Alice soon broke away and began feeling her way through the darkness for the exit.
That was, until a sloshing sound drew her attention back to the lake of gore that had nearly consumed her. Edward was still alive after all that, and charged straight at Jareth. Alice slowed him down with a shriek that broke some of the remaining intact glass aboard the ship and sparked wires, before peppering him with exploding rivets and pouring forth a river of fire at him using the last of the philter fluid that she'd extracted from the blood of her victims. For a time, as the smoke cleared, it seemed that perhaps that had done him in at last. Alice didn't know which might be scarier; the idea that he would survive that much heat and damage based solely on whatever horrifying mutagenic chemical was keeping him in this state, or that he wouldn't, and that this would be it. She would lose her brother forever...
Edward didn't give any indication one way or the other as his hulking frame knelt beside the edge of the pool. If there was breathing beneath the heavy diving suit, it was shallow. And then he stomped towards wherever Jareth was heading, roaring in pain and fury the whole way.
Alice shrieked and sent more rivets into his back, but he regarded them as annoying bee stings more than anything, and then bull rushed her, in the process forcing her to drop her gun while she rolled out of the way and then flattening it into scrap. She had one last weapon, one last chance, before she was forced once again to call upon the malevolent force inside her, so she swung her needle and got it stuck in some gelatinous flesh. Before she could manage to disengage, her little brother (not so little any more) bent her arm back in the wrong direction. Through the excruciating pain shooting up and down all her nerve endings, Alice's eyes squeezed shut, and so she realized too late that he was lifting her exhausted body in a bear hug...
...and then slammed her down on the floor, breaking her spine in half when it was pinned between his meaty hands and the hard steel.
That was the only thing that ended the pain, because she couldn't feel anything below the neck as she rolled away limply from his death grip. After that, Elizabeth’s voice ordered him to break open the door and leave them there, then set off the 24-hour timer on Jareth’s heart just to be sure they would both die, one way or the other.
Alice was sure that this was it as she passed out. That she was about to make the final journey into the undiscovered country. As an atheist, she had never really believed that anything happened to souls beyond death, but she was about to find out.
Except that she didn't. All she could see was Jareth rushing to her aid, and then a lot of water, and then...she was back on
Stormaway Beach at night. It was in the cold northwest of Caledoria about a ten hour train ride away from Radiant, and it would take her mother months to save up what money she could, and stop her father from drinking away all of his money, to buy the fare to take her, Edward, and Rose for the day while their father was away whaling. But thankfully, it wasn't a dream destination for most tourists, unlike, say Cardenath in the east or Ilgamish on the idyllic southwest coast. So the kids would often have the beach all to themselves for a large part of the day, while the sea winds finally helped their mother with her tuberculosis. Then Alice would sneak away from the cottage (where they did chores for the elderly couple that owned it in exchange for staying rent free) at night after everyone else was asleep to see stars she never could in the city and just...breathe. Be herself.
This place held some of the happiest memories in her formative years, and as Alice saw that she was now wearing
a grown up version of the bathing dress she'd worn back then, she surmised that her dying brain was building this as a way to try to hold on while her body slipped away. There were worse mind palaces that she could, and had, constructed over the years.
One voice filled her head; Elizabeth proclaiming, "You failed, little mouse, for the last time."
Alice wanted to scream that no, she hadn't. That Elizabeth could never get away with this. That Jareth would find a way to save her. But she had no voice left.
Because it was true. She had failed.
Sure, she had solved the mystery of Amara's death, but what good could it do Jareth if she couldn't tell him herself, taking her identification of Elizabeth as the plausible mastermind to her grave? If only she hadn't wasted so much time with silly flings and baseless anxieties...
Further back, if she hadn't abandoned Rose after their mother died, and then Edward when he needed her, and then Abigail when she had done nothing but love her...maybe even Elizabeth could have been given help if Alice hadn't betrayed her...
In the shadow of the ocean that lay before her, black, slimy apparitions of her past started groaning and marching towards her. She could hear the screams of dying merfolk and Surabambans that filled her nightmares, the mechanical calls and stomping of Goliaths, the unnatural roars of the abomination Edward had somehow been twisted into, the death rattle of Amara as she was raped and murdered. There was no more she could do to fight, and it would only be a matter of time before the apparitions reached her and dragged her into the abyss. Or so she told herself.
Then little flashes of the real world moving around her entered her mind as she breathed faintly. A lot of water surrounding her, threatening to crack the weakened glass of her porthole. A whale song. Linen sheets? This near death vision was confusing.
And then, finally, back on the beach, a
lighthouse emerged from the ground behind her. Alice smiled and knew who that represented as it shined a light on the black, goopy water and managed to drive back the inevitable, if only for a few precious moments.
That bought Alice just enough time to do something she hadn't done since she was 16, when the very tune she was about to conjure had convinced a delusional homeless man who busked on the street corner next to her that she belonged to him, convincing him to force himself on her, ultimately leading to his death by her hand.
She began to softly and slowly sing the only song she knew every word of without having to reference a single page of sheet music.
A song her mother loved and would often sing to her when she had a nightmare.
"Stars shining bright above you,
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree.
Dream a little dream of me.
Say nighty-night and kiss me,
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.
While I'm alone, blue as can be,
Dream a little dream of me.
Stars fading but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss.
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear,
Just saying this
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams, whatever they be,
Dream a little dream of me.
Stars fading but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss.
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear,
Just saying this
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries far behind you.
But in your dreams, whatever they be,
Dream a little dream of me..."
Alice started to cry, yet continued to sing her heart out, not knowing if anyone could hear her, not knowing if it would matter, not knowing if...if
Jareth...
She couldn't think like that. She had to hang on for him. She just
had to. As long as he believed in her, then she would never fail.
And so, as she was surrounded by
waves from the ocean that finally turned into black, clawing hands come to pull her away at last, she relaxed, closed her eyes, and finally whispered-
"I love you."
Those words somehow, someway, echoed in the real world too...