RE: Chaos Theory: Causing Hahvoc.
So I went into a witch/wiccan shop today and went through all the candles and things until I found a little candle that says, "Healing Waters," and also bought a pendulum. The belief for the candle is that you say an incantation, or a "spell" and then light the candle every day for a certain amount of time. [Some candles said 5 days or 7 days] but in my incantation, I said it would burn until there was nothing left and so I will be burning it every day until none of it remains.
Pendulums are an interesting object to own. You can ask them questions and they will answer, though some people don't believe it. I've always wanted a pendulum, and so when I picked up a certain kind today, I knew I had to buy one like it. The one I picked up gave me an odd feeling so I asked it two questions and the answers were odd so I picked up another one that was of the same style. When I picked it up, I knew I had to own it. It just felt right to hold it. Today, I blessed it with an incantation that infuses part of myself and my psyche within it to guide me on important or even simple questions. Again, some people don't believe in this stuff, but I feel with certain incentive and will, objects gain some power that can help rather than hinder you.
So after I infused it with my incantation and sealed the pendulum with a kiss, I decided to ask it questions. I told it to move north to south if the answer was yes and move east to west if it was no. If it couldn't answer the question, it was to move in a circle. So I asked it an important question: Will I heal from C? It said yes. I know this is true anyways, but I keep feeling like I'm falling back towards depression in trying to move on from the hurt C left behind. Then I asked it if going on a trip to Texas was a good idea. It started spinning in a circle so I said, "Okay, I understand," and put it down for a second to re-orient itself. Then I asked it if I would fall in love in Texas. My friend Sarah is spiritual and so she asked it the same question with her energy, "Will S--- fall in love in Texas?" At first the pendulum was moving in a slow and lazy circle but then started moving in a sweep north to south and started to move a little faster. I said thank you and put it back down to relax. We both were like...awesome. Haha. When Sarah disappeared back into her room, I took my pendulum back out and said, just in a gentle question, "Will I fall in love again?" It answered in a whisper in response to my question: It moved in slow and gentle north to south swings. I thanked it again and said it could rest for the night.
When you ask pendulums a question, you don't ask the question out loud, you ask it with your mind and your energy. However, answering it out loud allows it to register better and understand your sincerity. I understand it's an "object" and can't actually "listen" but I believe that when you give an object power, it can respond to you in ways you didn't think it could. Yes, I'm a little bit spiritual and I've always been attracted to the power of candles, pendulums, and stones but I never really had someone who was accepting of that or encouraging of that. I'm glad Sarah is my friend because, damn, lol. I think I would be a little more lost without her.
Plus, she's hot as fuck and I would totally do her. Jk. She's still hot though. ;D
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