Chaos Theory: Causing Hahvoc.

[Hahvoc The Decepticon]

So nevermind. My roommate is apparently really bad at saying she loves me but she doesn't see me romantically. Which just makes me wanna just cry. I said to her that she may love me but it doesn't seem like romantic love and she pretty much nodded that that was the case. I feel like if I had just left it alone I could have gotten over this shit or just stopped feeling this way. I feel like I've been whiplashed. I knew it but I kept thinking maybe I was reading things wrong or she was just shy or whatever. Nope. Once again wanting something I can't have because I'm a stupid bitch. I just wish I could stop being this way.

 

[Hahvoc The Decepticon]

Just want to be over these bullshit feelings that just hurt me.