Lia
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jan 14, 2009
Of course nothing was going his way this evening so why would this be any different? Well, at least they were home. The blond smiled weakly at Tomias before making his way into the room, eyes searching for Nikkos. When Calder had found the administrator sitting in the bed, looking to see who might be at the door, he moved over to him and took his hand, tugging him towards the sofa. He let go, though, when Nikkos's hand moved over his own to stop him. The blond understood: he wanted to get dressed.
Calder moved to the sofa to wait, sitting with his back against the arm and his feet and legs curled under him.
Nikkos dressed and joined Calder, a worried little glance to Tomias. "Are you okay?" Calder nodded. "Then...why are you here? Don't get me wrong," he pushed forward, "we don't mind. But..." Calder sighed before speaking.
"This...friend. I don't know. Someone the twins knew showed up. And he seems alright, but Rune... Was just so happy to see him. And that's not bad! I guess... It was just how he showed that happiness: latching onto the man; clinging to him like the world would end if he didn't..."
Nodding, the administrator listened intently, getting it quickly. "You're jealous."
He nodded. "He's never that way with me! And it's okay...when he's not like that with anyone else." He didn't know how to explain it, so the blond paused to try and think about it. "When he's around me, he's softer. Still a sadistic bastard, but I can tell he loves me and that I'm special because he's not like that towards anyone else, even Relic he's a different way to. I feel like... I feel like I love him so much that I've pushed away what I want and what I'm used to in a partner to make him comfortable, only to see that come out when this...this...guy shows up out of nowhere!
"He knows I'm jealous. Of course he knows. But the sadistic side of him doesn't care, and that's just like... Twisting the knife in the salt-soaked wound." Calder sighed once more and flopped forward, using Nikkos's lap as a pillow. Any normal person would have tried to soothe their lover; to pull them into the group and introduce them as someone special and pay more attention to that someone special to make them feel better. Rune? Rune ignored him, flat out and that hurt.
Calder moved to the sofa to wait, sitting with his back against the arm and his feet and legs curled under him.
Nikkos dressed and joined Calder, a worried little glance to Tomias. "Are you okay?" Calder nodded. "Then...why are you here? Don't get me wrong," he pushed forward, "we don't mind. But..." Calder sighed before speaking.
"This...friend. I don't know. Someone the twins knew showed up. And he seems alright, but Rune... Was just so happy to see him. And that's not bad! I guess... It was just how he showed that happiness: latching onto the man; clinging to him like the world would end if he didn't..."
Nodding, the administrator listened intently, getting it quickly. "You're jealous."
He nodded. "He's never that way with me! And it's okay...when he's not like that with anyone else." He didn't know how to explain it, so the blond paused to try and think about it. "When he's around me, he's softer. Still a sadistic bastard, but I can tell he loves me and that I'm special because he's not like that towards anyone else, even Relic he's a different way to. I feel like... I feel like I love him so much that I've pushed away what I want and what I'm used to in a partner to make him comfortable, only to see that come out when this...this...guy shows up out of nowhere!
"He knows I'm jealous. Of course he knows. But the sadistic side of him doesn't care, and that's just like... Twisting the knife in the salt-soaked wound." Calder sighed once more and flopped forward, using Nikkos's lap as a pillow. Any normal person would have tried to soothe their lover; to pull them into the group and introduce them as someone special and pay more attention to that someone special to make them feel better. Rune? Rune ignored him, flat out and that hurt.