The man shook his head and he pulled him tighter to his form. His eyes stared at him and he leant down to kiss along the other's neck, taking in a few deep breaths to try and think about what he wanted to say. He leant over to kiss his lips softly. "It's both.' He whispered, figuring there was no need to lie to him. "I don't ever want to risk you getting hurt, and that realization makes me ready for this. okay? I love you, Calder ... more than I ever would have thought. I want you with me forever and ever ... It's what I want ... All I want is you."