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“ I guess that came out wrong? I was still trying to tease a bit but I’ll stop, promise that I’ll just stop saying those things I didn’t really mean it to come out like that I’m sorry soleil...if you want me to make it up to you I can but I am serious about what I just said that I really do love you as the girl you really are and I want you to never forget that..I’ll do anything or say sorry as many times as you want for you to know that I honestly care for your feelings.” He sighed already feel bad as hell as the look on his face was clear how he was scared and felt horrible that he messed up this badly and easily with her. “ I won’t ever say anything that sounds bad like that again promise...” as his hands went to his side closing his eyes and hoping she understood that it was his fault but that his comment was not intended to piss her off like that.
 
Soleil

Soleil looked back toward him softly and she reached out to touch his cheek gently. A little smile playing across her face since she'd been playing with him just a little and had been trying to pass off how embarrassed that she was. "Haruki, it's all right. I just... I was just embarrassed and flattered. That's all." Her blue eyes gazed into his softly before she glanced down. "I... I want to love you too but I'm not sure how honestly. My family... I was raised to be productive and successful. I've never really known anything like this. I always wanted a sweet relationship. Something that felt like a family like how they portray on the movies and what I see sometimes in the crowds at my concerts. I... I want to believe something like that is possible." How could she make him understand that this was all foreign to her? That she hadn't known real love before...
 
“ all I can say is break away from those expectations, they don’t make you the person you are to me. They taught you this first when you were young and expected you to succeed land you have, you don’t have to worry about that anymore. Right now I want you then to tell me what you felt back at the restaurant earlier? Did you feel that sudden uncertain warmth that was suddenly hard to let go? I want you to focus on that for a moment, love isn’t anything you can understand so easily and I’m kind of the same as you. The better question is really why did you smile and blush and laugh when we just sat and talked? Love like everything is a natural feeling and I know it sucks when you feel it so easily but it’s hard to understand it and that’s fine. Let those natural feelings grow, be that caring fun loving person you were and are right now and I swear to you, you’ll understand it naturally like that. You don’t have to focus on chasing that feeling. Focus and keep in your heart the times we have simple moments like this together and you’ll understand like I will too.”

Even Haruki probably didn’t do a good job still of trying to explain it, even just saying his own feelings about all of this. “ I’m pretty bad at explaining stuff like this aren’t I, I’m sorry if I confused you even more...I suck at this stuff..” not knowing what else to say then as Haruki closed his eyes again, “ you shouldn’t worry about what anyone says that we can’t be like this I’ll be there to prove them wrong.”
 
Soleil

She listened and focused on the look in his eyes trying to understand. "Perhaps, perhaps I'm trying too hard," she said softly. Was it as natural and easy as he said? Everything before this had taken so much work and effort. It seemed far-fetched that something so precious as love could grow naturally all on its own. "I really like spending time with you. I feel like I can be me around you and you like me and well... that makes me feel special." She took a little breath. "Well, everyone tells me that I'm special so much that it gets overused but you're the first to actually make me feel it." She leaned forward and lightly brushed her lips against his brow while his eyes were closed. "I also feel this light, fluttering feeling of warmth in my chest when I'm around you too and it hasn't gone away yet."
 
“ that’s completely perfect, that’s the best thing I’ve heard. The only thing you have to do is trust and don’t ever ever ever let go of that feeling. That’s what I started to feel a little sooner than you but still you know that real special emotion now, just let it grow..just like what I’m doing myself with you. Your the only thing that really matters to me now...and if you don’t mind being a little greedy myself, I really hope I can just have one time everyday even to hear you laugh for a just a moment at something stupid I do or just a dumb joke or you having fun..I would trade everything in the world for that.” He opened his eyes and put a hand on her cheek before leaning in so their foreheads touched, his mouth curving into a real warm smile he hoped she could see and remember now.
 
Soleil

She looked into his eyes as their foreheads touched and laughed softly. "That's all you want is to hear me laugh? That makes you greedy?" Her nose wrinkled up cutely as she laughed once more gazing fondly at him. "I think you and I have a quite different idea of what makes a person greedy." Tilting her head some, she lightly touched her lips to his just lightly feeling his mouth with her own before blushing some at his taste crossing her tongue. "I could be greedy for that every day." She said with a wry smile crossing her features.
 
Haruki could feel his heart skip a beat every time she leaned in to kiss him, she just seemed like the sweetest girl ever that he even knew outside of her just being his girlfriend. Soon he gave a laugh as his smile grew even bigger, “ I probably did say it but I’ll say it again, your laugh is so cute I can’t help but smile and laugh myself everytime even if it is small..” it seemed she finally understood it then at least what he said earlier as he wrapped his arms around her a bit more before deciding to glance over at the window again just to see where they were on the road then as he relaxed with her enjoying every second, “ being like this makes me want to sing the first song again...” making another small joke as he even thought about referencing a line.
 
Soleil

The pink-haired girl giggled at what he said finding it adorable that he liked the sound of her laugh. "I'm glad that I can make you laugh too." She said with a smile and leaned close to him resting her head on his shoulder. Frankly, she didn't care where they were going just yet. She was just happy to be with him. He'd notice out the window that they were downtown in the city and made a turn into a parking garage. "I like hearing you sing," she mentioned with a little smile. "It's not too often others sing to me and not the other way around." A little sigh left her. "You have a wonderful voice. Makes that fluttery feeling in my chest flutter harder."
 
“If your glad that I like your laugh then I’m glad to impress a girl and make her see that my singing is at least decent.” Replying as he sat up and wrapped his arms back around her waist with his hands resting on her lap, “ well today has been crazy, weird, but really fun and I really do want to do this a ton more often, holding the most beautifully cute girl in my arms and just talking casually and having fun like this...so this is another feeling that I won’t ever forget either..” Haruki really couldn’t stress enough with himself that he had mostly found the true feeling of happiness being with her now as she seemed to be feeling as well as to him it would never matter anymore how they met or got to dating but the fact that their love will and has been growing so much even for such a short time now at least from what he could feel.
 
Soleil

Haruki was adorable to her and she enjoyed the feeling of his arms around her. "Mmmm I won't forget either. It's like a dream." She opened her eyes to glance toward him with a little grin. "If I have my way, it'll happen a lot more too." At least, she hoped that it would. She'd have to make time for him somehow and someway. "And Riku, my parents, everyone will just have to like that you're in my life now."

The car drew to a halt and she didn't want to move from Haru's arms. She waited until one of her guards came around and opened the door asking if they were ready. She glanced toward him before getting up and slipping out of the limo before holding out her hand toward him once more. "Guess you're stuck with me now." She said with a little laugh.

Riku came walking up to them looking a little annoyed at their holding hands still but he was smart enough to not comment on it. Least, he make a certain boy and girl defensive. "Come on, let's get you inside the hotel."

"We've got a free day tomorrow, right, Riku?" Soleil asked as she walked with the group of them inside.

"Yes. Although, there was a radio talk show that wanted to talk with you in their studio. Do you feel up for that?" Her manager asked.

The singer thought a moment glancing toward Haruki because she wasn't sure of his plans. "Yes but in the morning. I want the afternoon to myself please."

Riku sighed. "Fine."
 
“ don’t mind that either...” giving a smirk as he moved his arms from her so he could get out after her, taking her hand again as he had the other in pocket casually as he looked around to take everything in before stretching at least from the sitting before finally walking with them. “ if your going in the morning I wouldn’t mind staying and hanging out at the hotel maybe even just walk around a bit while your gone, though it might not matter either as I’m not a morning person when it comes to waking up.” Warning her at least then if she really was planning it like that, “ unless you might even want me to come with you then I’ll be fine.”

If she wanted to be alone it would be at least good for him to take a break from the girl for a little while to just think about everything and understand it a bit better and of course how to even improve the next he would see her. Haruki hoped with the feeling that she probably had it that they wouldn’t make too much of a big deal out of it and blow it out of proportion so much than he already would have known and not make things too much more worse for them at least but even just curious himself what they would just say anyway at all.
 
Soleil

"You're not a morning person?" She asked with a bit of a grin. "Guess I'll find out."

"Hmmm we'll see how you feel in the morning if you want to tag along or not." She said as they were ushered into the elevator. "Riku, what sort of free rooms do we have in our block?"

The man blinked a moment. "None, Soleil unless he wants to crash on the couch with one of the guards."

A sigh left her. "And the rest of the hotel."

"Sold out for your concert, of course."

Of course, it was sold out. She didn't even stop to consider it just looked toward Haru. "You'll stay with me then. I'll have that whole suite to myself anyway. So, there'll be room." Riku looked like he wanted to argue that rather vehemently but one glare from the pink-haired girl and he shut up. Then another thing occurred to her. "This sort of feels like you're running off to join the circus or something. Did you bring any clothes with you or do you live close enough that you didn't need to?"
 
“ yeah I kinda live close, took about maybe fifteen to twenty just to get to the concert place, so isn’t too bad. But actually I would have forgot to ask what time in the morning? Was thinking if it isn’t too bad we could probably spare an hour or two before going to the studio for that radio interview to get some stuff I need and just head there then if that should work.” Things really turned out unexpected for him more than anything now, as he scratched his neck feeling a bit embarrassed, “ of course I didn’t expect things to go this far to be honest.” Giving a shrug as he was just be honest for the moment.
 
Soleil

Soleil looked a little unsure herself. Wasn't this how relationships went? She didn't want to push anything nor had she truly meant anything by it. She'd just enjoyed her time with him. "Would you rather just meet up tomorrow?" She asked. "I could have one of them take you home."
 
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“ you sure? Well I guess this was seriously unexpected like hell though...so I guess if you don’t mind it then I’ll see you tomorrow?” Deciding then to accept it as it would probably be worse even if he had at least a pair of clothes to be with her like that especially since there were fans everythere in these rooms which might even be worse. “ I’ll see you tomorrow then I guess...and did you get my number too maybe?” Not actually remembering as he would try the to give her his if she didn’t, “ well...bye then...” as he wraps his arms around her and leans in with their foreheads touching again as he tries to kiss her.
 
Soleil

In truth, Soleil was rather hesitant to let him go. Call her clingy but she worried that perhaps, she wouldn't see him again. No, she had to believe in him. Believe in what he told her that she felt and that answering feeling within herself. Why then did her heart ache at the thought of him leaving? Had she really gotten that attached to him that quickly? It was a little overwhelming to even consider. She didn't want to push things though. Didn't want to mess this up. "Yeah, I'm sure that you have things to take care of at your place." Good job on her part keeping her voice from sounding worried. Yet, he'd see it in her eyes if he really looked. How much that she wanted to believe that he'd return to her and how scared that she was that he wouldn't.

She shook her head lightly. "I never got your number actually. Here. You put yours in mine and I'll put mine in yours." She said holding out her phone and taking his to do just that. Thankfully, her staff were being thoughtful and not prying into their moment here. Even Riku was behaving. She returned that embrace and took a deep breath enjoying his scent. That worry nagged at the back of her mind and yet, she tried not to let it show as she turned her head some to meet him in that kiss. "I'll miss you, Haru," she whispered softly against his lips and sighed seeing the elevator doors open to her suite. Lightly, she kissed him once more. "Good night and I'll see you tomorrow." That was a promise. She hesitated to pull away from him but slowly, she did backing into the room with a small wave at him. Oh... oh, she felt like she was going to cry. Not wanting to leave him with a sight like that, she smiled before turning away so that her people could get him home. That just left her alone for the evening. Perhaps, it'd just be best to turn in early. Otherwise, with the way that her thoughts were going, it was highly likely that she'd just be thinking about him all night.
 
With that the boy had finally left following the two men who got him into the act where he gave them some directions before finally arriving a bit later into the night and heading back to his room feeling an odd and different feeling as if this was someone else’s and not his own. Maybe it was the fact that new and exciting yet equally scary things have now become part of his life now, the strange idea that he even had a girlfriend and even better or worse it was an idol.

Looking at his phone with her number on it, staring at the glowing screen for a moment before closing his eyes and taking a deep breath, Haruki changed and went to bed that night as it was tiring than anything that he has ever experienced in one long day. Soon the next day arrived, waking up with a long yawn from an alarm that read 8:30 as he had hoped then he would of course be able to go with her like she probably wanted to the radio show today as he walks into the bathroom texting the girl before taking a shower, “ sorry if this seems too early, but if you want I could go with you today to that radio show thing if you want...never forget how much I love you soleil “
 
Soleil

Soleil had gone to the window and looked out on the cityscape beneath the moon above. Her eyes looked for a glimpse of him in the darkness and she watched a car pull out of the parking garage that looked like one of the ones that they'd taken from the mall. "Haru..," she whispered and placed her hand on the glass. That pain in her chest was enough to make her gasp. She'd probably not felt this lonely in her life. Her eyes glanced toward her reflection and she was surprised to see that there were tears sliding down her face. Oh... that was surprising. Yet, it was good that she hadn't shown him that she was sad since it would dampen his feeling of their date. She just... missed him. It felt strange without him around. She felt incomplete as she watched that car drive out of sight.

It'd been a long night and frankly, she'd ignored her phone for the most part because her parents were blowing it up. She just didn't want to deal with them right now. After washing her face, she'd turned in and slept all right for the most part. She dreamed of Haruki with curious replays of their time together and that sweet expression on his face. She'd woken up half-expecting to see there with her since that dream had been so vivid but she was alone. With a sigh, she got up to shower and get ready for the day. As she was brushing her teeth, she saw that she had a message on her phone. Was it her parents again? She almost didn't look at it because of that but something made her check her messages. Seeing that it was Haruki made her spit out all the toothpaste in a very unladylike manner just out of surprise and excitement and almost dropped her phone. "Ugh! I got toothpaste on my chin." She wiped off her face and tossed the washcloth back onto the counter as she hurriedly checked her messages to read what he sent. Hurriedly, she typed out a reply to him. "Of course, I want you to go. I missed you a lot." That was an understatement. She did a bit of checking through her emails and included the address of the radio station. "I'm scheduled to be there at 10am. Wanna meet there?" Of course, there was the note that after she was done, she had the rest of the day to herself. That was a bright note.
 
With that he finally walked out of the shower before drying his hair a bit and putting on a shirt and boxers at least before seeing the message, “ would you maybe mind sending someone to pick me up whenever? I’m fine with just going whenever they would come.” Sending the message as he couldn’t help but give a playful laugh as it wasn’t even a day and she already said how much she missed him though maybe he could understand as he had that small feeling as well. With that he changed into some clothes completely as he went down to cook something to eat and just relax until it was time as he didn’t have any plans in mind though what they would be doing after getting the free time she had after. “ a quiet weird guy like me getting a girlfriend...” thinking still how crazy it was, watching tv and eating quietly.
 
Soleil

"Riku will love that. LOL Sure, I'll send someone." She texted back and went about arranging that. Riku had some choice text responses that only made her laugh but in the end, he agreed. She got dressed in a t-shirt that had kittens flying through space and some jeans with some sandals. It was really a tame and casual outfit for her but really, who was she dressing to impress, the radio hosts? None of their audience would be able to see her.

It was later that she was escorted into the radio station. She wondered if Haru had made it there yet as she didn't see him. She couldn't worry too much about him though since she was here for work. The radio hosts were deep into their show and she wasn't on for a bit as she spoke a bit to one of the producers. Yet, she didn't see Haruki before it was her turn to go into the studio.

"Hey, listeners. Have we got a surprise for you. We have with us in studio the talented Soleil! Did you all make her concert last night?" One of the hosts, who's name was Elvis introduced. "I know I went and loved every minute of it. You put on a good show, dear."

"I'll say," agreed his co-host Rose.

Soleil was all professional there and flashed them a smile. "I'm glad that you both had fun!"

"Soleil, I'm sure all of our listeners are dying to know about that stunt at the end with that handsome young man. Was that planned?" Rose asked.

The pink-haired girl felt her face warm with a blush at Haruki being drawn into the conversation so soon and that professional mask slipped. "No, not at all. It was a surprise for me too."

Both of the radio hosts looked at each other with a bit of a grin at her expression. "Well, it was absolutely adorable. I think that your fans loved it as much as we did. What's his name?" Elvis asked.

Oh, she had expected to be questioned about Haruki just not for her to react like this. "H... Haruki..." Why was she feeling shy all of a sudden?

"Oh my, you're so cute, Soleil. You must really like him." Rose said with a laugh. "You sound like you have a crush and this wasn't just a publicity stunt."

"I think I do have a crush," she admitted.

"And you're sure this wasn't pre-arranged?" Elvis asked.

"Not at all," Soleil said with a laugh. "After all, Haruki was holding that sign for a friend when I saw him. So it was chance."

Rose smiled. "Oh, look at your face glowing. You look so happy, my dear."

Soleil smiled. "I am happy." And she was.
 
Soon he had finally arrived, seeing he was at least a small bit late to them starting as he sighed to try and calm down and focus as he walked through the large rooms of the studio. It was crazy to have to do something like this, finally he got directions to the main studio before going up and appearing just a few feet as he heard some voices coming from one of the room as the door was left open especially the familiar sweet voice of hers.

Stopping just a few feet away from the room he pulled out his phone and decided to text her, “ I honk I’m at the right spot? Can you come out for a sec and check in the hall?” Kind of wanting to surprise her knowing now that it was definently soleil with the host in there but also of course not wanting to interrupt if he just walked inside.

Haruki sighed and cleared his mind making sure he wasn’t or didn’t of course look too nervous all of a sudden probably from just being at such a big place like this.
 
Soleil

"Ahh," Soleil commented out of surprise hearing her phone chime for a text. She glanced down and her face went red seeing that it was Haruki. She took a deep breath trying to contain the way that her heart fluttered within her chest.

Rose noticed her response and raised a brow. "That him?"

"Yeah," she admitted a little shyly.

"What'd he say?" Elvis asked and Rose elbowed him. "What? I want to know."

"He wants to know if he's in the right place." Soleil admitted. "I think I should go check."

"Oh! He's here in the studio? You should invite him in to chat too." Elvis said with a nod of his head.

Soleil wasn't so sure about that. What if Haruki didn't like being the center of attention like this? She shrugged lightly. "I'll ask." With that, she clicked off the mic on her headset and slipped out the studio door. Her face brightened immediately seeing him in the hall. "Hey," she greeted having the oddest urge to run up to him and hug him but she was working. This may not be the best time for that. "Good morning." Her eyes were soft looking toward him. "The radio hosts want to talk to you on the show too but I don't know if that's too much. What do you think? If not, you can sit in with us. They just might have a hard time not trying to include you in the conversation."
 
With that he just waited, looking up to look back at her as he tilted his head with a soft smile maybe wanting to just see her red face full of blush even. “ of course figured, why wouldn’t they? Yeah I’m fine with talking to them myself while I’m with you, probably be bored just sitting there anyway.”

With that he leaned toward her and pulled her into a small hug for the moment, before of course quickly letting go as he didn’t want them to be waiting. Taking her hand and giving a quick kiss to her cheek Haru soon made it back into the room as he let go and stood for a moment before waiting for a chair and sitting down as they would finally start to talk.
 
Soleil

"Can't have you bored, now can we?" She said with a laugh before getting surprised by the hug. Her body was a little stiff just out of surprise but relaxed quickly into his embrace as she held him for that brief stolen moment. Oh, she'd missed that very much. More than she probably should. Her face was warm with a blush once more at his small smooch to her cheek. Oh.... professional... stay professional... oh this wasn't going to be easy at all. Although, she couldn't complain because the world just seemed right being at his side once more.

A chair was brought in for Haruki and set next to Soleil's, of course. He was fitted with a headseat and mic combo. Soleil sat down feeling like the silly grin couldn't leave her face. Ah well, they'd have to deal with it.

"Welcome back, Soleil. Is this your Haruki?" Rose asked. To which, Soleil nodded still blushing and answered with a 'yes.' Rose looked over to Haruki. "You're quite lucky, young man. Soleil says that sign wasn't yours but a friend's and you looked pretty surprised by it up on stage. Can you tell us what you were feeling?"
 
Soon he sat down and leaned back casually, putting everything on as they soon got started to quickly, “ well being really honest I didn’t really want to go to a concert like that, had a friend that was totally addicted and he forced me to go by buying those expensive front row tickets. And yeah it was his sign that HE wanted to marry her and I could care less of course since she was way out of both of our leagues but also cause I didn’t know about her being an idol so never really heard of her.” As he started to explain. “ well yeah bad luck turned good luck for me when he left and forced me to hold the stupid sign that I didn’t pay attention to saying “ marry me soleil..and a moment later bad timing hit for me when she noticed the sign and called me up. I was stupid that I didn’t read the sign so I was confused nervous and maybe even a little scared that I should do it especially for all her fans that would have probably called me stupid as hell or something. So I did and when I looked back at the sign I was pretty pissed as hell but of course I just decided to ignore him if I ever saw that guy again...”

“ but screw it, I’ll just give it a damn shot and try to even ask her for a date and just hoped it worked well enough that I could forget about it later but nope the more we got to know each other, I just naturally found my own idea of having a crush on her and eventually asked her out anyway not caring if she rejected me. But yeah I’m happy as hell to date someone cute and fun loving as soleil, but...most importantly I’m not that stupid guy that’s would date a girl for her fame and stuff. I really could care less, it was the normal girl I got to know outside of her being an idol that I weirdly had a crush on...and I don’t hate it at all, I love soleil than anything. ”
 
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