When Sam mentioned that they weren't in the middle of nowhere, and had only to follow the train tracks, Jackie scowled. "It's not just the one train. It's the
whole goddamned rail line." She was in a cussed mood and there was no persuading her out of it. Sam had been lucky that she was already on her horse and not willing to hurt her ankle getting off when she'd mentioned that she wouldn't have listened since white people don't listen to reason. She'd had the strong urge to punch her in that smug smirk. With a sigh she instructed B.D. to get up and introduced them. At the implication that Sam was her husband Jackie snorted and snickered.
"Husband," she muttered, shaking her head.
"We're, uhm..." Sam hesitated. Jackie, too, was thinking about their conversation about the dreaded l-word, about what exactly they were. Married wasn't it, obviously...but it felt like a little more than courting, didn't it?
"Courting? I've been there myself, with my own wife - God rest her soul," B. D. laughed. He had a nice laugh, a friendly laugh. Jackie liked it.
"Well, it ain't exactly
legal, is it?" she pointed out with a shrug. That was true on multiple levels. She didn't mention anything about Sam being her husband simply because she didn't know if that was what Sam would have wanted to be called. She didn't know how exactly which gender she felt at the moment, so she would leave that up to Sam to share. "And good thing too or I'd have to divorce ya for that shit. Welcome to the Indian experience: sit down and shut up and just let folks call you squaw." Jackie shook her head again, muttering to herself. "Ain't even squaw. That's Algonquian...can't even get their goddamned racism right. Well go on, hold on," she added to B.D. over her shoulder. "Ain't gonna have you fallin' off the back every twenty feet." Hesitantly he put his hands on her hips before she urged Paint forward at a decent clip.
An hour later they'd discovered that B.D. was a preacher from Connecticut. He explained that he'd felt the call south, then offered them a place in his home for the evening.
"Much obliged, B.D.," Jackie accepted the invitation. Her anger at Sam still hadn't completely burned off yet, but she wasn't willing to turn down a hot meal and a roof over their heads just for sheer cussedness. "What's B.D. for, anyway?"
"Bechorath Defiance." His name was accompanied by that deep, rich laugh when Jackie whistled.
"Name like that I'd go by B.D. too. 'Course, I got no room to talk."
"What's wrong with Jackie? Or, I assume, Jacqueline?"
"Jacqueline's what my dad called me," she said with a shrug. "Tsidiiligai don't exactly roll off the tongue, and White Bird Sparrow sounds like one of them godawful Western shows they show city folk. Make 'em think we all say 'how' and smoke 'em peace pipe." She rolled her eyes.
"Fair enough."
They chatted casually on and off for a few hours, stopping every now and then to water the horses or stretch their legs. Finally, around sundown B.D. pointed to a
silhouette on the horizon. "There she is."
"Thank god," Jackie mumbled, pressing her good heel to Paint to make him speed up, then pulling the reigns to correct as he veered off to the right.
The homestead was small but cozy. There was a sitting room with a rocking chair and two hard backs, a cookstove, a fireplace, and some pots and pans. Several stacks of books sat on the floor, though not too near the fireplace. Among them were a Bible and a Qur'an along with several of the classics and a complete collection of the works of Shakespeare bound into one volume. Through the doorless doorway Jackie could see a fair-sized bed for two--probably from when he was married--covered with a patchwork quilt. From what she could see the bedroom looked otherwise pretty spartan.
"Gimme a few minutes to get a good fire going," B.D. said, piling kindling into the stove, "and I'll get dinner started. There's some salt pork and some whiskey to tide you over, if you want, and you can sleep in here for the night."
"Thank ya kindly, preacher," Jackie said, reaching for the bottle she had already spied out. Angry and in pain, she was looking to dull one or the other, hopefully both, with the pleasant warmth of inebriation. "And
you keep your hands to yourself," she said sharply, pointing at Sam after taking a pull straight from the bottle. She took another then passed it to her. "It's your goddamned horny ass got us tossed in the first place." Jackie didn't particularly care whether rough language made B.D. uncomfortable, or that she'd taken God's name in vain. It wasn't
her god, after all, and they were all grown-ups here. Words were just words.