FoxWriter
Cluster
- Joined
- Jan 20, 2011
- Location
- in the realm of lust and seduction
"Sorry... would you like me to kiss it all better?" he offered, because he couldn't help himself. he was tense when she crawled into the backseat with him but he didn't send her away and he even scooted up so she could join him. figured if she was going to follow him all the way out there then he might as well let ehr vent her fury and disgust for him, at him. "....he said what!?" he gasped before the rest of the message sank hrough and horror spread across his features. "no... but... no! no, he said that as long as i kept on spreading... doing what he said that he wouldn't hurt you or Sam! he said! he promised! i was a good boy for him so he wouldn't hurt you!" he protested, trembling wildly because everything he had given up, the torture he had endured to protect Sam, to protect her, it had all been a lie! "Sam would never have." he assured her. "he never even half suspected the things John was capable of. Sammie could never have killed a kid. for fucks sake he has issues with werewolves who don't know they're werewolves." he admitted, setting his head in his hands. "....i went back..." he whispered. "because he told me he was going to go get Sam... and break him like he broke me if i didn't..." he whispered. "i went back because he was going to hurt Sam... i went back because i thought i was protecting you, and protecting Sam, when all i was doing was just... giving him what he wanted... all of my life i did what he told me to... i was a good boy for him while he buried me alive, trained me to hunt, fucked me until i was nearly dead.... all my life i did that so Sam wouldn't have to...." he whispered. "so that you wouldn't have to... and now it's all a lie and i never did anything except what he wanted me to do because i was too weak to say no or find help..."