"You have to understand." Coatl said to Alex. "He is still very much in grief. being in animal form helps immensely and his paternal instincts will be soothed by the kittens. he's trying to cope as best as he can. this is probobly the first peace he has felt since his kits moved on to the summerlands." he admitted. "loosing your own children is a pain that no one can ever explain. it will take him years, even decades to truly move on." "i still haven't." Gabe admitted softly. "i still have nightmares sometimes and i cry every year on the anniversary of their murders. Alex helps, so much. Sith doesn't have a soul mate to help him. leave him be. he's doing what he can." Gabe gently urged her, Coatl gently setting the crate down in a quiet room and very gently lifted the first kitten from the crate, supplying the greedy glutton with a bottle. feeding the other two swiftly after so Sith wouldn't ave to change back yet. "rest well my friend." Coatl urged gently, stroking Sith's head before leaving them be. James was smiling as he showed Belladonna the Aviary. they had hundreds of wild birds that came in for the free food and shelter and the Aviary was so massive you could fit a barn in it. there where hundreds of crows taking shelter for the night, and several owls and bats where starting to fidget and wake up for the night. this was where Guinevere would stay, or in Belladonna's rooms. there was a perch there already for her. h was showing her this because this was where Carrow had flown off to. all the way from Ireland. "this is Carrow." he introduced her, the massive Raven landing on his fist. "i raised him from a bare baby. he's been with me for almost fifteen years now." he admitted with a grin. "he's a special Raven, only don't tell Loki... or Adonis... or anyone." after all. Loki wouldn't be happy to learn that Munnin. the 'memory' Raven, could remember just as Loki could, and retained his special powers. oh, Carrow still died, but his lifespan was fifty years, rather than a common ravens six or ten. sometimes, he had told James, he could make it to a whole one hundred years. if he was careful.