FoxWriter
Cluster
- Joined
- Jan 20, 2011
- Location
- in the realm of lust and seduction
Loki offered Tony a baffled look. "christmas?" he asked, honestly baffled. he hadn't gotten to the 'major' holidays yet. "we could wrap it in Dark Blue and Silver." he suggested with a smile. "those are his favorite colors i think." he admitted with a nod and then he grinned at the other. "i like to make your IQ drop. you get frustrated then and fuck me into submission." he admitted with a nod. "oh yes please!" Jor chirped, ignoring the flirting. "Hela would love the Zoo!" he'd only seen a glimpse of it himself. "oh shut up Tony... i..." he looked momentarily panicked when Tony got up, but relaxed again when he realized he was being completely silly. there was no reason to be afraid of his own children. "...oh..." pain flared across Loki's face as Fenris asked and he visibly closed in for a moment, struggling to contain himself, Jor and Hela both tensing as Loki relaxed again. "He was an amazing man..." Loki breathed softly. "Full of wisdom and joy... he was one of the only people who didn't hate me." he admitted with a smile. "when he was near, there was no pain, there was no suspicion, no voices whispering in my ear of false visions in my eyes." he explained softly. "he was a gorgeous man too. he looked just like Fenris does now. all silver hair and eyes and skin as pale as the moonlight. as if he was spun out of stars and moons just for me..."
there was a long pause, Loki struggling to contain himself again. "i was truly happy for the first time in my life with him. Sayo." Loki breathed. "he gave me three wonderful children... just after i conceived Fenris however... Sayo vanished. he did that sometimes, on a mission, so it wasn't until six months had passed that i started to worry. by the time Fen was born, i was frantic. no one knew where he was, no one had sent him on a mission... by the time Fen was three months old, terror had turned into rage... he had left me..." Loki swallowed thickly. "and then he was found... in the torture halls..." all three children knew where that was. they where very, very rarely used. and only on the most wicked people, like child rapists. it was where punishment was handed out to those who needed an extremely shameful, and painful death to keep them from going on to Valhalla. "no one has figured out why he was in there... but we all know he never deserved such a death... it was guilt, and greif, and rage, and pain that..." he tapped his head. "the voices started coming, fast and loud and by the time Fen was two... i was no longer safe. and i knew it somehow, i just..." he frowned. "everything after that is so fractured and distorted..." he shook his head. "Odin was able to make sure of one thing though. Sayo, despite being tortured to death, never broke. he never begged. his Soul is in Valhalla." and that, was a comfort no one could imagine. "i never told anyone who your Father was, because he was afraid we would be forced apart. i guess someone found out..." he admitted softly, wondering if he had shared too much... but they deserved to know. to know who they're brave, glorious Patra was... and why he hadn't been around.
there was a long pause, Loki struggling to contain himself again. "i was truly happy for the first time in my life with him. Sayo." Loki breathed. "he gave me three wonderful children... just after i conceived Fenris however... Sayo vanished. he did that sometimes, on a mission, so it wasn't until six months had passed that i started to worry. by the time Fen was born, i was frantic. no one knew where he was, no one had sent him on a mission... by the time Fen was three months old, terror had turned into rage... he had left me..." Loki swallowed thickly. "and then he was found... in the torture halls..." all three children knew where that was. they where very, very rarely used. and only on the most wicked people, like child rapists. it was where punishment was handed out to those who needed an extremely shameful, and painful death to keep them from going on to Valhalla. "no one has figured out why he was in there... but we all know he never deserved such a death... it was guilt, and greif, and rage, and pain that..." he tapped his head. "the voices started coming, fast and loud and by the time Fen was two... i was no longer safe. and i knew it somehow, i just..." he frowned. "everything after that is so fractured and distorted..." he shook his head. "Odin was able to make sure of one thing though. Sayo, despite being tortured to death, never broke. he never begged. his Soul is in Valhalla." and that, was a comfort no one could imagine. "i never told anyone who your Father was, because he was afraid we would be forced apart. i guess someone found out..." he admitted softly, wondering if he had shared too much... but they deserved to know. to know who they're brave, glorious Patra was... and why he hadn't been around.