ClearSight
Supernova
- Joined
- Sep 20, 2013
- Location
- United States
Lightning could relate to not always thinking about the things she did, she often acted on instinct and while it served her well in battle it did not do so well in social situations. Her treatment of Fang was proof of that, she reacted based on her gut, a part of her that told her to stay as distant as she could from everyone to avoid getting hurt. Yet that wasn't the correct reaction and she was trying to go against a gut still telling her to cut the small connection established and run, keep Fang at as large a distance as she could, because that same gut told her that Fang was a different breed from most women, that she was something spectacular and not just due to their night together. Her mind drifted though, thinking about how Fang had just called her important, further proof last night had been far more than a one night stand. That urge to run and push against even the slightest apology grew but Lightning kept her calm, practiced the attitude she was so well known for, and just nodded as Fang gave her a normal thank you. There was no flirting and she seemed serious which made Light slightly more comfortable.
"I suppose, I don't know exactly what I'm going to do, perhaps go home, maybe train... It's not usually such a short work day." When Fang dismissed herself, telling Lightning to have a nice day, it brought the soldier an unexpected feeling. She felt disappointed, having expected flirting and that playful attitude that Fang always seemed to carry with her. Yet she got none of that, Fang seemed more sombre and serious, which brought the illusion of anger to Lightning, though she could never be sure with her lack of social understanding. Yet she said nothing, this was how it was supposed to be, how she wanted it. Right? She wasn't so sure and that made her nervous, so much so that she just swallowed and delivered a small "Yeah." Before turning and walking away, not looking back as she moved swiftly though a crowd of people and headed in the direction of her house.
When she got home Lightning started to finally feel relieved, comfortable back at her abode. She took a moment as she walked towards the kitchen, her stomach reminding her that while her hunger had faded that it was back and she needed to nibble on something, which wouldn't be a problem as smells wafted from the kitchen. Serah had no doubt cooked something for her, knowing Lightning's cooking skills were less than extraordinary. Luckily it seemed Serah wasn't still sitting around, she must have gone to see Snow and get lunch with him. That meant the conversation about that morning would get to wait for some time and she needed a moment to decompress as her emotions were mixed over that last talk with Fang. Things seemed so confusing, she felt two conflicting needs and only one of them seemed acceptable while the other was tugging more powerfully than ever. "Goddess help me..." She muttered, pushing it aside for the moment and going to grab herself something to eat, Serah's home cooking always scrumptious.
The rest of her day was spent in a rather boring way, Lightning shifting from activity to activity, reading on her bed, training, going over some reports for work. It was all quite dull and it allowed Light's mind to stew over what to do about Fang, and the only thing she could think of was to just try to be friendly. Not that she came up with that on her own, when Serah returned home the story of her previous night, with as few details as possible, was forced out of her and after her sister's skillful mental prods Lightning had begun to realize that while she didn't want to open up to anyone she needed to. That making an effort was difficult but Fang was probably about the only person she could do that with, another L'cie, a woman strong enough to take her rough personality, hell Fang was probably the first person who had seen right through that harsh exterior right away. Most of that was Serah's insight, Lightning's mind practically refused to imagine such truths, but once they were out there it was impossible to ignore them, to hide them away and Lightning's every moment of that day was full of it.
Even as her day began to wrap up she couldn't forget the many points Serah had made, things only her sister knew her well enough to say, and she couldn't deny a damn thing. As if that weren't enough as she stripped to take a shower she got to see all the marks on her delicate skin, each one a reminder of a night before. Lightning's hand brushed over several of the marks, shivers running through her as she closed her eyes and relived the incredible sensation of teeth marking her flesh, of Fang's claim. She had pushed her away but the part of her that had found being taken by a strong woman invigorating was making an appearance, as her shower began much longer and louder than it usually was. Yet as loud as her shower had been, as much as she had tried to bring herself to a peak of some sort, nothing came of it. Lightning found herself unable to find completion and by the time she gave up and stepped out of the water her skin was pruned and her frustration was at a level she had never experienced before.
It was one thing to go without sex or release, it wasn't so difficult when the sensations and experience was far from the mind, but after a night like the one she had with Fang, after that level of pleasure, it was impossible to ignore and she found her body throbbing with desire. "Damn it..." She growled, wrapping a towel around her athletic body and grabbing another to dry her beautiful rose hair which currently clung to her gorgeous face, still as beautiful as even despite the frustrated scowl. The repeat attempt later that night after some tossing and turning was just as futile and thus when she finally fell asleep her dreams were a mess of horny frustration, a state she didn't enjoy any more than the average person.
"I suppose, I don't know exactly what I'm going to do, perhaps go home, maybe train... It's not usually such a short work day." When Fang dismissed herself, telling Lightning to have a nice day, it brought the soldier an unexpected feeling. She felt disappointed, having expected flirting and that playful attitude that Fang always seemed to carry with her. Yet she got none of that, Fang seemed more sombre and serious, which brought the illusion of anger to Lightning, though she could never be sure with her lack of social understanding. Yet she said nothing, this was how it was supposed to be, how she wanted it. Right? She wasn't so sure and that made her nervous, so much so that she just swallowed and delivered a small "Yeah." Before turning and walking away, not looking back as she moved swiftly though a crowd of people and headed in the direction of her house.
When she got home Lightning started to finally feel relieved, comfortable back at her abode. She took a moment as she walked towards the kitchen, her stomach reminding her that while her hunger had faded that it was back and she needed to nibble on something, which wouldn't be a problem as smells wafted from the kitchen. Serah had no doubt cooked something for her, knowing Lightning's cooking skills were less than extraordinary. Luckily it seemed Serah wasn't still sitting around, she must have gone to see Snow and get lunch with him. That meant the conversation about that morning would get to wait for some time and she needed a moment to decompress as her emotions were mixed over that last talk with Fang. Things seemed so confusing, she felt two conflicting needs and only one of them seemed acceptable while the other was tugging more powerfully than ever. "Goddess help me..." She muttered, pushing it aside for the moment and going to grab herself something to eat, Serah's home cooking always scrumptious.
The rest of her day was spent in a rather boring way, Lightning shifting from activity to activity, reading on her bed, training, going over some reports for work. It was all quite dull and it allowed Light's mind to stew over what to do about Fang, and the only thing she could think of was to just try to be friendly. Not that she came up with that on her own, when Serah returned home the story of her previous night, with as few details as possible, was forced out of her and after her sister's skillful mental prods Lightning had begun to realize that while she didn't want to open up to anyone she needed to. That making an effort was difficult but Fang was probably about the only person she could do that with, another L'cie, a woman strong enough to take her rough personality, hell Fang was probably the first person who had seen right through that harsh exterior right away. Most of that was Serah's insight, Lightning's mind practically refused to imagine such truths, but once they were out there it was impossible to ignore them, to hide them away and Lightning's every moment of that day was full of it.
Even as her day began to wrap up she couldn't forget the many points Serah had made, things only her sister knew her well enough to say, and she couldn't deny a damn thing. As if that weren't enough as she stripped to take a shower she got to see all the marks on her delicate skin, each one a reminder of a night before. Lightning's hand brushed over several of the marks, shivers running through her as she closed her eyes and relived the incredible sensation of teeth marking her flesh, of Fang's claim. She had pushed her away but the part of her that had found being taken by a strong woman invigorating was making an appearance, as her shower began much longer and louder than it usually was. Yet as loud as her shower had been, as much as she had tried to bring herself to a peak of some sort, nothing came of it. Lightning found herself unable to find completion and by the time she gave up and stepped out of the water her skin was pruned and her frustration was at a level she had never experienced before.
It was one thing to go without sex or release, it wasn't so difficult when the sensations and experience was far from the mind, but after a night like the one she had with Fang, after that level of pleasure, it was impossible to ignore and she found her body throbbing with desire. "Damn it..." She growled, wrapping a towel around her athletic body and grabbing another to dry her beautiful rose hair which currently clung to her gorgeous face, still as beautiful as even despite the frustrated scowl. The repeat attempt later that night after some tossing and turning was just as futile and thus when she finally fell asleep her dreams were a mess of horny frustration, a state she didn't enjoy any more than the average person.