No problem, remember we all go through hard times, its how you deal with it and the people around you. You are a positive influence on this board. I may not know you in real life but I know that even those happiest have the hardest of lives. I wish you all the best and keep that wonderful writing coming... I am learning so much from you. Have a great day. There are a couple of questions I would like to ask but since this is your journal I do not want to flood it with comments.