When Terra awoke and found him gone, it was bitter sweet. She appreciated that he listened to what had said about him going about his business. But at the same time she lamented a little to herself that he had not said goodbye again.
And this time while he was gone... she found herself missing him even worse then before. It was so much like the time she had spent with the Fox only to be separated from him. She had grown so use to having him near that when it was taken away it was terribly depressing.
However.... the servants were much more inclined to let her walk about without him there to make she was always abed. Sure Arnold watched her like a hawk, she presumed on orders from her husband, but even he was a big softy for her. By now the whole household loved her and were all thankfully she had recovered so beautifully. But no one, NO ONE, would let her ever go off alone. There was still fear for her safety. She feared it the most. She had not told Nathan yet, but did share what she recalled from it that day with Arnold.
She had been out on Buttercup, not very far. Just to ride and clear her mind. She made it out towards the edge of the wood when she was about to turn back when the bolt hit her shoulder and she fell. The horse stayed nearby, loyal to her until the sound of footprints came forward. She could not look up due to her pain, but she saw booted feet. They came right up to her, stopped, looked, and then they sent buttercup off and running, leaving her to die.
Terra accepted everyone's caution over her though and welcomed it. Some of the servant ladies grew closer to her while Anya drifted away. One afternoon, she welcomed a number of them to come join her in the sewing room for some light conversation and laughter. "Your husband was so worried over you," one said and it made Terra smile. "And here we all thought he'd pine over lost love forever."
She was glad the ladies could speak so openly with her. "Yes, he has been so sweet and kind to me and we have truly grown close."
"It's more then close," another lady said, "That man is in love with you my girl. I have not seen him look into anyone's eyes like that before. Not since his mother whom he loved dearly."
Terra smiled slightly, feeling a bit happy about that statement before she sighed, "I just wish I could show him how thankfully I am to him for all he has gone for me. He helped me to pull through in my time of need and he has made me.... made me fall in love with him as well." One of the younger girls giggled and Terra had to ask, "What was that giggle for?"
She smiled a sort of devious smile, "We are being frank with each other as women.... correct?" They all nodded before the girl went on, "Welllll I know what I do to show my husband I am in love with him and very thankful for all he does for me......."