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First Day of College, First Day of Freedom, I Think (CLOSED)

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Cassius watched him cautiously, his head tilted a little before he smiled. "i'm glad." he muttered softly, pulling the other into a tight hug. "i can do that." he promised softly. "i can do that." he paused. "can i at least buy you lunch once and a while? i don't want you to starve to death...we can go to fast food places...nothing over ten dollars...i promise?" he offered hopefully smiling at him as he nuzzled the others neck. "i don't want you to suffer an empty belly." he admitted softly. "not when i can feed you." he paused then clapped his hands together. "i know! i'll get us a little stove for the dorm! then i can learn how to cook, and i'll just make dinner! then it's feeding you without actually spending money! that counts right?"
 
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Oliver started to laugh at the other and only ended up in a fit of laughter when Cassius seemed to think that making dinner didn't cost any money. "Fine, fine! Do what you want with your money...we don't need them coming to our dorm because it's burning." he said and shook his head. He leaned up against Cassius and sighed "I'm not going to suffer from an empty belly, trust me. I get food." he said and smiled gently.
 
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Cassius pouted at the other. "hey! i can cook!" he complained pausing. "as long as it comes in a box with instructions.." he admitted with a sigh. "maybe i'll just keep the fridge stocked and make you cook for me instead." he complained. "i can't keep eating fast food, i'll gain too much weight and then slow down!" he complained sighing as he flopped back into bed. "do you know how to cook Oliver?" he asked curiously. "i was thinking." he admitted blinking a little. "do you think people would be annoyed with me, if i set up a fund for rape victims? you know...so..if their poor...they can see a therapist, and go tot eh hospital, and take care of their babies if they get pregnant.." Cassius, could sometimes have a very big heart. "there's another girl here who was raped...she's pregnant, but can't afford to have the baby...but she doesn't want to kill it..it's really sad..." he looked at Oliver. "so..if i set up a fund for people like that, then they could be alright... a little bit at least...don't you think?"
 
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Oliver shrugged "Kind of, nothing amazing." he said, that was one secret no one would find out, he swore to that. He smiled "I think that would be really nice. Some people might be annoyed, but the rape victims would probably be very happy for that. Especially someone who can't afford something, but wants to help it live." he said and got off of the bed, settling back into the chair "They going to let you out anytime soon?" he asked.
 
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he hessitated then. "they said i can't leave until i talk to a theripist." he admitted frowning a little. "they are supplying one tomarrow..." he sighed a lkittle. "they want to make sure i'm not going to try and kill myself. my parents insisted." he complained settling back intot he bed, blinking at Oliver and then smiling. "but after that i should be able to go." he admitted smiling a little as he yawned a little reaching out and tanlging his fingers into Oloivers fingers. he wouldn't be able to deal with sex... but he felt the need to touch Oliver as much as possible. it made him feel better, knowing the other was close. "i feel kind of useless now." he admitted smiling. "you can sew, and run, and cook, and all i can do is..." he paused, pondering then. "well i can run." he grinned a little. "will you teach me to sew?"
 
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Oliver nodded. "Makes sense, i agree, i rathee not come home to a man who has commited suicide that has also just said he loves me." He shook his head chuckling a little. He shrugged "i can try to teach you how to sew. It really just depends on how patient you are. I know a lot of people that aren't patient enough to learn it. It goes very slow at first because you have to make sure that everything is straight." He said and smiled at the other.
 
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he chuckled a little. "i'm too proud to commit scuicide." he stated with a roll of his eyes. "i would never let anyone beat me or break me enough for me to have to commit scuicide." he stated with a supirior sniff. "Max can kiss my pale ass." he stated calmly before smiling at Oliver. "i'm not all that patient thoguh." he admitted with a small sigh. "maybe i'll learn to do something else..." he decided. "something...like.....like." he sighed and shook his head. "i think i'll just stick to buisness..."
 
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Oliver rolled his eyes when it came to Cassius finding something to do. "You know, you are very strange." He said and shook his head. " we'll just have to train you to get faster, now won't we?" He asked, "won't be hard if we train like we should be. Myae you'll even be able to beat me." He chuckled and sat back in the chair.
 
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he smiled a little and shrugged. "i just don't want you to have to do everything that's all." he explained. "i don't want any relashionship we forge, either a strong freindship, a heavy romance, or even an intense love to fail, because i'm useless in everything except sex and occaisionally being romantic and cute." he admitted shaking his head as he pondered. "besides i KNOW i can beat you." he smiled a little. "but i'll have to be careful not to push myself too hard too soon, i might pop my stitches or something." he wrinkled his nose and shook his head. "i've already pulled them in my sleep, it HURTS." he complained smiling at Oliver reaching over and taking his hand, just wanting to stay close to the other.

"my parents are stopping by later." he admitted, sounding a little nervouse about that, uncertain how they where going to react to the realization that their son had been serious when he'd told them he was gay. "do you want to stay and meet them? there might be yelling... they didn't think my coming out of the closet was all that serious.." he admitted shaking his head. "you'd think screwing everything with a dick and two legs might have been a hint." he teased looking amused. "though, they might take you more seriously. i know my sister takes you pretty seriously." he wasn't sure why, masybe it was the fact that 1: Cassius let Oliver touch Blaze, 2: Cassius was still with Oloiver, even though he usually only screwed someone two or three times before looking on to someone else, 3: she seemed to realize that Cassius was head over tail in love with Oliver.... oh, and he let Oliver touch Blaze. he didn't even let his family touch Blaze...
 
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Oliver rolled his eyes and poked Cassius in the chest "We'll just see about that. Remember each day you train is a day I've been training as well, and I don't give up so easily." he said and looked down at their hands, he still wasn't sure about all of this. Yes, he loved Cassius, but Oliver said himself he wasn't one for relationships. His eyes went a little wide when the other mentioned his parents showing up. "I mean, if you want me to stay, I'll stay." he said and shrugged. He mumbled under his breath something about Cassius's sister, not meaning for Cassius to understand or hear it for that matter.
 
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Cassius laughed a little and smirked a little. "ah, but you see i train on weekends and holidays too, and the Track and Cross Country team don't meet on weekends and holidays." he teased playfully. "and i certainly don't give up either." he teased smiling a little as he shook his head. "i wouldn't have offered for you to stay Oliver, if i hadn't meant it." he stated with a small smile. "i'd like for you to stay, but if your not ready to meet my parents as a boyfriend, then i can introduce you as a friend." he promised. "i won't mind, honestly i'm not sure i want my folks to realize we're trying a relationship yet either."
 
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Oliver chuckled, "and what makesyou think that I don't practice on weekends and holidays as well? You don't become top by resting all the time." He stated and shook his head. He took in a deep breathbunsureof how he wanted to be introduced. "Yeah, fine. Introduce me as your boyfriend, if you like." Oliver didn't thinkbhe would ever be ready for a relationship like that, but what was the harm in trying, he did love Cassiis after all.
 
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he snickered a little and shrugged. "i'll beat you." he teased smiling as he leaned back into the pillows of his bed,having already worn himself out. "honestly Ol.." he muttered, an ashamed look spreading across his face. "i don't think...i don't think i'm ready yet...to tell my parents i mean." he admitted looking at the other. "i really want things to work out between us but... i don't think i'm quite ready for that step." he'd been hoping Oliver would agree to being introduced as friends, so that Cassius didn't have to sound like an ass. that had quite backfired on him it seamed. "sorry... i know that's like...horrible of me but i can't help it..." he mumbled, feeling ashamed, looking ashamed. "are you mad?" he hoped not, he wasn't sure what to do if Oliver got mad at him. besides, he felt that he couldn't be in a real relationship with Ollie until he told his lover about... his little secrete, and he wasn't sure either of them where ready for that just yet.
 
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Oliver nodded and looked away from Cassius. "I understand...if you don't mind...I don't think I'll be telling my parents anytime soon, either. They don't even know...or think that." he fidgeted "They think I'm straight and I've never denied it. They don't even know I've had sex before." he chuckled lightly, wondering how the hell he managed to keep that secret. "let alone have only had sex with men." he mumbled. "So, I don't mind not telling your parents." he looked back and smiled "So, no, I'm not mad." he said and sighed, sitting back in his chair. "Why do I get the feelings we are going to be one interesting...couple." he said the word hesitantly, as if he wasn't really sure what the word meant, or what it implied.
 
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he relaxed with a small relieved sigh when Oliver promised him that he understood, smiling a little. "i get that feeling too." he admitted looking amused. "i think because we're both a bit on the emotional side while still trying to repress romantic notions..." he shrugged a little. "i know that i've been scared to try to love someone again... or to even try." he admitted. "i never really got over..." he paused, but he didn't need to say it, he knew Oliver knew he was talking about the murder of his first lover. "when i started feeling things for you, i guess i started healing inside too... so even.. if it ends up not working, i really want to try." he admitted smiling a little looking at Oliver. "even if we end up crashing and burning... i still want to try, because i don't know if i love you yet... but i know that i could, very easily fall in love with you." he admitted stroking the others knuckles. "and it's ok if you don't feel that way too, after all we've only known each other for like..what four days now?"
 
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Oliver nodded "Yeah, shocking isn't it." he said and sighed "I'm going to go see if I can find some food in this hospital. I'll be back, alright?" he asked and got up ready to head off to find food and to think. He wasn't so sure about this anymore, all this talk about love. He smiled at Cassius and nodded a good bye. "See you in a bit." he said and headed off quickly before Cassius had a chance to say no.

Oliver sighed as he walked the halls of the hospital. He liked Cassius, there were emotions involved when they had sex, but as he pointed out, they had only known each other for a few days. And here they were talking about being in love and starting a relationship. Sure these things happened, but did it happen here, with him? He sighed again and found some food, munching on it and getting some for Cassius before he headed back into the hospital room where Cassius was at.
 
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Cassius sighed a little as Oliver left, looking a little upset with himself. "well, i think i might have fucked that up... shit Cassius can't you do anything right?" he muttered shaking his head. when Oliver came back, Cassius's parents where there, Lilyan and Richard, and Lil was making a terrible Drama over all of this. she was holding Cassius, who was clearly fighting not to pull away, pale and looking terribly upset as his mother sobbed all over him about how 'her poor little baby was raped!' and how 'it didn't make Cassius weak in the least' and how ' oh i hope this doesn't scare you away from people even more.' Richard looked like he wasn't sure what to do at all, and simply stood off to the side while Lilyan had her breakdown. Sylvana was there in an instant, blinking at Oliver before looking into the room, Cassius looking over to his sister when she strode into the room with a panicked expression. "mother! stop that your freaking him out!" Sylvana ordered separating her mother from Cassius, who literally sighed in relief and tried to hide under the covers before Lilyan could burst into tears all over him again. it was no wonder he wanted Oliver there with him, no sane person could handle a woman like that when they where already mentally perturbed.
 
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Oliver blinked back at Sylvana almost stepping out of the room and sighed, shaking his head. "here." he said and walked over to the bed handing Cassius a bowl of cereal. "It's all they had that wasn't...or rather was recognizable." he said. He looked over to the parents and smiled "Hi, I'm Oliver. A...friend of Cassius's, his room mate, remember?" he asked, not sure if the parents would ever remember him at all. They had only met for a short amount of time. He held out his hand and nodded again to Cassius's parents. "I'm sorry that this is where we meet for a second time. Not the best of circumstances is it?"
 
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Cassius smiled as he accepted the bowl of cereal, but didn't eat it, despite it being his favorite kind. "it's a pleasure to meet you." Richard said as Lilyan ignored him, chattering to her son as she held up bags. "i got you everything you might need!" she chirped, smiling hopefully at him. "i brought books and games and a portable DVD player..." it was suddenly very obvious where Cassius and Sylvana got their money problems from. "and i bought you many flowers to make the room look better and i bought you some pepper spray and a knife...,." "WHAT!? MOTHER!" Sylvana shrieked. "you can't bring that in here this is a hospital for christ sakes!" "but he needs to be able to protect himself!" Lilyana complained, bursting into tears again. "oh my poor baby!!!" Richard grimaced a little and sighed. "i'm sorry about her." he said to Oliver. "she's... not all there really.." he admitted moving over to comfort his wife, Cassius shaking his head as he looked at the things she had brought.

clothes and shoes and games and a brand new game-boy,none of which he would ever touch or use, though he might keep the potted plants, add a touch of life to his half of the room so Oliver wouldn't have to look at a mental ward all the time. "mother... please calm down." Cassius finally stated, setting a hand on her head. "i'm fine, honest. their letting me out tomorrow, i won't even be here all that long alright? i wasn't hurt, i'm not mentally scarred, and i can protect myself just fine, i still remember my Karate." he promised, Sylvana chuckling as their mother sniffled and smiled, relieved that her son was really alright. he shook his head a little and glanced at Oliver with a timid little grin, as if wondering if Oliver would leave now that he saw how insane Lilyana was.
 
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Oliver blinked and shook his head "this explains...so many things." he said and smiled at the father. He looked over to Cassius when he was talking about not being hurt or mentally scarred. He arched an eyebrow, but kept silent, no need to get an already hysterical mother in more hysterics. He smiled at Cassius and grabbed his hand, as if to say 'you're stuck with me now.' He looked at all the things "So, I guess I'm getting a smaller bed, now that you are filling the room with things rather than your room mate." he said and chuckled, trying to make light of the situation. He really didn't care all that much, it was the family's way and at this point in time he had no say about it, not that he ever thought he would have a say in it. "Eat your cereal before your mom goes crazy about that too." he whispered to Cassius, not wanting to insult his mother. He found her kind of...funny. He liked to see where Cassius got his habits from as well as Cassius's sister.
 
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Cassius snorted and started nibbling on his cereal, Lilyana beaming happily, as if his eating meant that everything really was alright, sniffling as she wiped her eyes. "oh i was just so worried about you." she admitted gripping poor Cassius's free hand tightly and shaking her head a little as Cassius ate at his cereal, sighing before chirping in glee as Silvana smirked and lifted a small cheesecake. "CHEESECAKE!" Cassius chirped, abandoning his cereal to reach for the cake, whining pathetically when she held it out of reach. "ah! you have to SHARE!" she stated scowling at him. "i bought it for EVERYONE to have a piece." "...but..but i'm the one who's sick! i should get it all!" Cassius whined, Richard snorting as he relaxed, now convinced himself that his son was alright, Silvana snickering as she opened the tin and cut a slice for everyone, giving Cassius the biggest piece, and Oliver the second biggest. Lilyana got a sliver of a piece, the woman probably being on a diet, she seamed like the sort. or she just didn't like cheesecake, as she grimaced but smiled when she saw how excited her son was over it. it took a good mother to eat something she hated just to enjoy it with her son. or maybe let him enjoy it without guilt, it was hard to tell. for all the faults of the family, it was clear that they loved each other. "tsst, Oli." Cassius whispered when they where all distracted. "do you want any of this crap? i am never going to use any of it....do you even play video games?" he sighed a little, making sure his mother didn't hear him. "what about your sibling, i thought i heard you had a sibling..." he muttered frowning a little. "do you have a sibling?" "you've been his roommate for three days and you don't know if he has a sibling yet?" Sylvana asked, voice thick with amusement. "for SHAME Cassius." the rich boy just sulked and ate his cheesecake.
 
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Oliver smiled a thank you to Slylvana and started to eat his cheesecake, still eying Cassius, he wasn't so sure about how the other was feeling, but might as well go along with it and be there if Cassius needed him. He chuckled "No, I'm not going to use it and yes I have a sibling and no she doesn't play video games, unless the ones your mom got you are princess things." he smirked "though, you do seem like the type to have those games, don't you?" he asked and chuckled. "she's 10, by the way. Her name is Kelly Green, she's the one I..." he glanced to make sure no one was listening bu Cassius and his sister "she's the one I knit and crochet for and do all those little girly shit." he smiled and went back to eating his cheesecake, without much of any other words.
 
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Cassius smiled a little, looking amused at the thought of a ten year old sister, shaking his head a little. “she sounds cute, and shut up I do NOT have princess things.” he complained, Richard talking to Lilyana quietly, the woman bursting into sobs again. “no! We can't leave yet! We only just got here and he NEEDS me!” she wailed, pulling Cassius into her ignoring his strangled yelp of pain as she smothered him with her love, Cassius looking pale and uncomfortable again, clearly not at all comfortable with the touching. “mother stop that! Your going to break his stitches and then he WILL be in here longer!” Sylvana yelped, rushing over to free Cassius, Richard grimacing as he picked the wailing woman up and flung her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes, winking at the three kids before carting her out of the room. Yes, she was crazy, but Richard loved her anyway, and so did the Delruth siblings, though Cassius had started trembling a little. “is it wrong to be relieved that my mother is gone?” he asked,running a shaking hand through his hair. “it wouldn't be so bad if she didn't need to TOUCH me all the time... hug me and shit... I just...” “it's ok Cassius.” Sylvana said softly. “try and get some rest.” she ordered fixing her eyes onto Oliver. “you stay here and watch him, he looks like he needs the comfort of someone who's not going to sob all over him.” she admitted shaking her head. “she's always been over protective.” Cassius muttered when Sylvana left. “ever since I got kidnapped she's been like that.” he admitted looking over to Oliver. “are you sure you don't want any of this shit? I'm just going to end up throwing it away...”
 
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Oliver held back a small chuckle. Yeah, he was going to like Cassius's mother, but only because he loved pissing people off, and from time to time, he would still piss Cassius off. He looked over to Cassius once everyone left "Yes, I'm sure." he said and moved over towards the bed. "You know, if you really don't feel alright, you shouldn't lie." he said and sat down in the chair. "It only gets them more worried." he said, failing to mention it got him more worried. "And just so you know, feeling alright in my book is I could jump you right now, and you would be totally ok with that, and enjoying it." he said and nodded, to nothing in particular. "As for their book, I have no idea, same with yours." he said and looked down at his lap. "Though, they seem to care for you very much." he said. "in their own...special ways."
 
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he hesitated and then. "i'm not alright." he admitted swallowing hard. "i'm freaking out." he admitted taking a slow, stuttering breath. "my mom came in and i just, started freaking out... i'm not ready for sex, i'm not even ready to do anything but stare at someone from across the room... which... well that's nothing more than i did before." he admitted scratching his chin. "i can lie to them, to protect them, make them not worry, whatever but when i try to lie to you it just...won't come out right." h complained shaking his head a little. "i know they love me, i love them too but they..they always have to TOUCH me and i'm not ready for that." he admitted shaking his head a little. "it's ok if you touch me, because i know you won't hurt me, and your touch never hurt before hand, but everyone else... it's as nasty as if it's him all over again." he admitted sighing a little, setting an arm over his eyes. "i think i don't want to go back to school..there's too many people there, but i can't go home because my mother would NEVER leave me alone and..." he sighed. "i'm just...overwhelmed..." he muttered softly glancing over at Oliver. "i wonder if i could just hide out at the mental ward for a few hundred years?"
 
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