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First Day of College, First Day of Freedom, I Think (CLOSED)

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Oliver almost chuckled at Slyvana and looked down at thier hands. "If you want me to i can. If you don't, i'll leave." He said and squeezed his hand back. He almost wanted to run out of the room, he didn't want to hear what happened to Cassius. He was scared by it, not that he would ever admit it, that was something he woild hold to his grave.
 
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he hesitated and then shook his head. 'no... no i don't...want you to know." he decided swallowing hard, looking at Oliver with fearful eyes as he gripped Blaze, holding him tight to him. "but...will you...will you wait outside?" he asked hopefully. "i..i won't be so scared if i know your nearby..." he muttered offering the other a hopeful smile.
 
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Oliver nodded "yeah sure." He said and headed off tostand outside the door waiting for the police officer to come and get him. He let himself slide down the wall and pull his legs to himself so that he could just think about all the things that had happened the past few days.
 
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the officer and he talked for almost an hour, and when she finally came out she looked almost stunned. "he's waiting for you." she explained softly, setting an arm on his shoulder. "take good care of him." she stated with a smile. "he's an amazing kid." she admitted smiling at him as she left, examining her notes and shaking her head. Cassius was laying in bed again, curled up as he rested from the traumatic even of reliving what had happened to him, his eyes closed as he held in the tears. tears wouldn't fix anything. "she said that i might have to testify in court." he admitted softly, looking upset. "i..i don't know if i can do that..."
 
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"If you don't he could get a lighter sentence, but it is up to you." He said and shook his head. "Do what you are most comfortable with. No one is going to look down on you for it." He added before brushing hair out of Cassius's face. He paused after he did so and held back a blush. He wasn't forming more feelings, not at this point, it wasn't what Cassius needed, was it?
 
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Cassius hesitated then. "i don't want him to get a lighter sentence..." he muttered softly. "i'll testify..." he decided sighing a little, feeling tears coming up again but forcing them away, crying wouldn't make anything better. he relaxed at the gently touch though and smiled at Oliver. "will you sleep with me?" he asked hopefully, scooting over on the bed. "you being close...it makes me feel better.." he was developing any new feelings... but he was pretty sure about what he was feeling anyway... he was pretty damn sure, that even after only a few days full of pain and trauma...that he was falling in love with Oliver.
 
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Oliver nodded and looked down at the hospital bed and to the door "Ok, look, you know I'm totally cool with the whole fucking in public thing but...I think the nurses are going to frown on me sleeping in the hospital bed, even if we aren't going at it." he said and smiled gently, trying to show Cassius more affection than lusty feelings, and at the same time not making it obvious that he was also falling in love with him.
 
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Cassius pouted. "but... i want you to." he whined sulking at him. "you can always say i was having a nightmare and that i grabbed you...please?" he asked hopefully. "just for tonight?...i'm scared of the nightmares..." he admitted, looking hopefully at Oliver. "i'll cry." he threatened. "i'm really good at it...and then, just to be annoying i'm going to buy you all sorts of things. things you want!..." what a punishment! "just to teach you a lesson!" he giggled a little at his own silliness, smiling at Oliver. "they won't mind, so long as we're not doing anything..." he hoped.
 
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Oliver sighed and rolled his eyes and hopped into the bed. "Such a baby." he said teasing the other, not for the reason he wanted him in the bed, but for how he was going to get him into bed. "You ever try that on me again, and I'll never let you touch me again." he said and moved closer to Cassius, laying his head on his chest, looking down his body so that the other couldn't see his blushing cheeks.
 
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he grinned a little. "well i am emotionally immature." he teased chuckling a little. "and spoiled at that too." he smirked a little. "besides." he purred. "i could just pay you to do all my homework." he teased smirking. "then my money would be yours and you could buy whatever you wanted." he stated with a chuckle to show he was only kidding as he snuggled into the other, wrapping his arms around him, hesitating when a nurse came in with a needle. "pain relievers." she explained smiling at him as he sighed and nodded hard. "please! my ass is just KILLING me." he complained the nurse chuckling as she gave him the shot. Cassius smiled at her and snuggled into Oliver again once she'd left, i told you it would be ok to be in bed with me." he teased smiling a little "thank you Oliver." he murmured softly. "for being with me i mean..through all of this... your the best friend i've ever had." he admitted softly. "i wish i never made you promise." he mumbled softly. "to not involve emotions." he admitted, already stoned off his ass. "mm you smell good."
 
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Oliver rolled his eyes and nodded "Yeah yeah, you do that, and see your grades go down the hole. I have my own to worry about." he said and glanced at the nurse, ready to move if she told them to. When she didn't and Cassius curled closer to him he relaxed, but not for long. "C-Cassius?" he asked tensing at the words and looked up at him, not realizing he was stoned out of his mind. "Why?" he asked.
 
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Cassius smiled as he nuzzled his nose into the others neck. "mmmph uhm." he muttered against the others neck smiling a little. "you know you really smell pretty." he murmured biting the others neck a little. "mmm gonna make you all mine." he murmured before latching onto the others neck again, sucking on it, trying to leave a hickey. "all mine." he purred softly once he'd decided that he'd made enough of a mark. "sleepy." he muttered. "n the walls 'r funny colors."
 
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Oliver blinked and fidgeted slightly at the sucking on his neck "Cassius...please we're in-" he trailed off when Cassius mentioned being sleeping and the walls. He sighed "Cassius, go the fuck to sleep." he shook his head and touched his neck, "you've given me enough hickies for a night" he said, joking "you don't need to be doing anything you are going to regret later on." he said, his face turning sad when he realized all of what Cassius was saying was just a delusional thinking of a drugged up man.
 
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Cassius smiled a little clinging to him even more. "mmm Oliver.." he mumbled softly. "i love you." he muttered softly before he finally dropped off to sleep, breathing softly, though if Oliver tried to pull free Cassius would whimper and tighten his grip, and it lasted that way until morning. "uuuhng..." he groaned, snuggling tighter into Oliver. "god damn.... never again...hate pain meds...." he complained. "i had the weirdest dreams... the walls tried to eat me." he complained. "and you turned into a giant purple elephant and fed me peanuts on a beach." he wrinkled his nose. "and it was a horrible beach! there where naked women everywhere it was horrifying!" he complained clearly still half asleep.
 
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Oliver was practically passed out on top of Cassius, having not gotten much sleep after Cassius gave his intoxicated confession. He he heard Cassius mumbling he tried to pull away again, no more than barely awake. He groaned gently and shook his head "no...i promised...don't..." he mumbled more to himself and squirmed in Cassius's arms "don't make...break...no..." he said and curled into Cassius.
 
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Cassius blinked, looking confused, frowning a little his head tilted as he stroked the others hair, gently kissing the others forehead. "hey, Oliver wake up." he ordered gently shaking the others shoulder. "your having a bad dream...you have to wake up..." he ordered gently nuzzling the others neck. "Oliver?" he was worried, the other wasn't making much sense. "did the nurse give you my pain medication?"
 
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Oliver jumped and pulled back when he felt the other nuzzling his neck. "no!" he opened his eyes and looked at Cassius, a little confused before shaking his head "No, I um, sorry. Just a weird dream..." he said and moved back down. "Sorry, you were moving a lot in your sleep." he mumbled, completely lying to the other. "So, I tried to get you to calm down, or something like that." he mumbled more.
 
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he blinked a little at that and chuckled, shaking his head a little. "that's weird." he teased gently stroking the others hair. "if your still tired go back to sleep." he ordered gently. "Sylvana dropped off some books for me, i'll read while you sleep." he promised smiling at him, as he continued to gently 'pet' the other a soft smile on his face before he sighed and grabbed a book, one hand petting, the other hand flipping the pages in his book.
 
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Oliver fidgeted slightly and closed his eyes, finally cuddling with Cassius again. He fell asleep in no time and only woke up a few hours later. He looked up at Cassius and smiled a little. "And you keep saying you don't know how to show affection." he said and shook his head "I really think you guys need to review your definition of affection. Because last time I checked, petting a lover is showing affection." he said, chuckling.
 
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Cassius blinked looking surprised. "it is?" he asked looking amazed. "oh... it was just...your hair was so soft..." he admitted looking sheepish. "i was sort of afraid you where going to think i was treating you like a dog or something." he admitted smiling at him as he closed the book. "are you feeling any better now?" he asked hopefully. "i'm sorry about your neck." he admitted smiling a little. "though i can't say i'm all that unhappy about it." he admitted with a small snicker. "and thank you for sleeping with me last night...it really helped keep the nightmares away."
 
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Oliver looked at Cassius funny when he asked him if he was feeling better, but suddenly remembered what he had told Cassius. "Oh, yeah, I'm feeling better." he said and moved up running his hands through Cassius's hair. "Does that feel bad? Or like I'm treating you like a dog?" he asked, smiling back. "Showing affection is doing things that feel good to the other and yourself." he said and shook his had. "I'm not exactly unhappy about my neck either." he mumbled and nodded a 'you're welcome' to him.
 
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he smirked a little. "i AM a dog." he teased with a laugh as he leaned into the pets, sighing a little. "mmm that does feel good." he admitting, his scalp sensitive, more so than most peoples. "oh, so is sex a form of affection too?" he asked his head tilted playfully as he looked at the other, hesitating a moment and then sighing. "i know you remember what i said last night." he admitted softly and without warning. "Oliver i wasn't just saying that because of the drugs..."
 
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Oliver nodded and looked to Cassius "In some forms, yeah." he said and stopped running his hands through the other's hair once he mentioned what he said last night. Oliver moved to sit in front of Cassius. "What about the promise you had me make?" he asked, looking down at his hands. He had feelings for the other as well, but was Cassius sure it wasn't because of the drugs that he had said it? "I made a promise and I don't intend to break it unless you want me to" he said, hopefully indicating that he also had feelings for the other.
 
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Cassius stared at his hands. "i made that promise because i am selfish and cruel." he stated calmly. "i was afraid of becoming attached to someone..." he admitted softly. "i thought, just some sex, might make me feel better... that someone who lived with me would ease the pain but... it didn't..it made it worse." he admitted softly. "until i suddenly realized...that i was lying to myself... that i did have feelings for you...that i wanted you...to be mine... i wanted...to protect you, and care for you, and care about you and the more i ignored it the worse i felt..." he sighed a little. "when i was raped...the only thing that kept me from passing out, was the thought that you might come and stop him, or at least be there to patch me up after...to help me.." he swallowed hard. "i'm selfish like that...only thinking of myself really... but.. i find myself thinking about you, more and more... until you where the only person i could think about... i suddenly didn't care about myself anymore..i just wanted to see you smile...to stay close to me..." he shook his head. "i wish i'd never made you promise that...because now...i almost feel like begging you to break it...and that's not fair to you either but i'm too selfish...to care... so long as... so long as you can be mine.."
 
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Oliver got off the bed and stood next to it, thinking things through as Cassius explained. "Yeah, fine." he said and looked over "I'll be yours, as long as you promise me, no fancy shit." he said and eyed the other "I don't like that, I don't need fancy dinners or clothes or anything like that." he said "all I need, is affection and a good cock at times." he nodded "So far, you've been able to give me just that." he said and smirked a little bit at the other "You think you can continue to give me that?" he asked.
 
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