Trygon said:That line of thinking does you no good at all, king.
The King Of Yaoi said:Trygon said:That line of thinking does you no good at all, king.I know. D: My dad's concerned about it...
;started getting all lethargic from not caring and everything;
But I'm starting to care about my body at least... x.x
I need to exercise more and everything.... one step at a time right?
;mutters; ;-; I guess I never felt any self worth since my family is all jokey all the time so I never took any completely serious... ;rubs eyes a bit; like I joke about the most serious stuff that I really shouldn't be joking about.. like about my own funeral.. but then again.. I'm stuck in that loop since my sister keeps battering me down for my flaws. ;wiggles weirdly in seat; I like being positive... but.. its hard with bit cynicals and jokesters..
and griping about it does me no good either >>''
because it doesn't change the fact that I need to change and that I'm responsible for myself not others and it doesn't matter what they say.. but it still gets to me.
Calista said:-Suddenly tackle hugs King out of nowhere- =)
Kaios said:The King Of Yaoi said:Trygon said:That line of thinking does you no good at all, king.I know. D: My dad's concerned about it...
;started getting all lethargic from not caring and everything;
But I'm starting to care about my body at least... x.x
I need to exercise more and everything.... one step at a time right?
;mutters; ;-; I guess I never felt any self worth since my family is all jokey all the time so I never took any completely serious... ;rubs eyes a bit; like I joke about the most serious stuff that I really shouldn't be joking about.. like about my own funeral.. but then again.. I'm stuck in that loop since my sister keeps battering me down for my flaws. ;wiggles weirdly in seat; I like being positive... but.. its hard with bit cynicals and jokesters..
and griping about it does me no good either >>''
because it doesn't change the fact that I need to change and that I'm responsible for myself not others and it doesn't matter what they say.. but it still gets to me.
The aspect of change should me something someone does in an instant. Be yourself while make small changes one maybe two at a time.
You're prettyyyy.Gwendolyn said:Alright, alright.
This pic is kind of old, from like july...
This sexy~ one i took before going to my birthday party a few weeks ago.
you can see all my stuffed animals on the shelf... XD
but yeah, def an improvement from that first pic i posted haha.
Trazz said:You're prettyyyy.Gwendolyn said:Alright, alright.
This pic is kind of old, from like july...
This sexy~ one i took before going to my birthday party a few weeks ago.
you can see all my stuffed animals on the shelf... XD
but yeah, def an improvement from that first pic i posted haha.
Kaios said:That is life though. Things get worse before they get better. Though you can't change without the want and desire to change. I am working on the whole "self confidence" thing.
Gwendolyn said:Why am I up at 530 in the morning... idk, but vixen, migumi you guys are both cute! <3
The King Of Yaoi said:Kaios said:That is life though. Things get worse before they get better. Though you can't change without the want and desire to change. I am working on the whole "self confidence" thing.I know... Life is indeed like that.
I've just never experienced something so close to rock bottom before... well as close as I've ever gotten in my life.
I've never seen rock bottom but that felt like it could have been it for me...
I want things to change... I just have problems in my current environment. D:
Kaios said:The King Of Yaoi said:Kaios said:That is life though. Things get worse before they get better. Though you can't change without the want and desire to change. I am working on the whole "self confidence" thing.I know... Life is indeed like that.
I've just never experienced something so close to rock bottom before... well as close as I've ever gotten in my life.
I've never seen rock bottom but that felt like it could have been it for me...
I want things to change... I just have problems in my current environment. D:
Well things do take time. I don't really know what else I can tell you but try to keep in good spirits and the rest will follow.
Kaios said:*hugs hugs* Now that it is said. I need a three pound burger!
The King Of Yaoi said:Kaios said:*hugs hugs* Now that it is said. I need a three pound burger!Why a three pound burger?
;confused;
Kaios said:The King Of Yaoi said:Kaios said:*hugs hugs* Now that it is said. I need a three pound burger!Why a three pound burger?
;confused;
Because I am hungry and I am sure one of those could fill me for a few hours.
Kaios said:Because it is huge and I know I could eat it all in one sitting. I am such a fatty! *Laughs* No I am not really fat. >.> Ugly maybe but yeah.