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DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]

The second Axel brought out the tickets Roxas's mouth dropped wide open, he was in a state of shock and awe. While on one hand he had never really wanted fancy things from Axel he couldn't deny the excitement that he was feeling at the moment. Hell, there was probably so much adrenaline running through his veins he could lift a car straight over his head and throw it at least a hundred feet! "Axel..." the boy finally managed to at least say his boyfriend's name, that was a good sign. He turned his head and just stared at the man's face for a moment, trying to let it all sink in. He was going to Las Vegas for a full weekend with his boyfriend. The blonde picked up the tickets and examined them carefully, making sure they weren't fakes and that Axel wasn't playing the unfunniest joke on him ever. Calmly, he stood up and pushed his chair in and took a seat in Axel's lap, leaning forward to kiss the male on the lips roughly while muttering "thank you" over and over again every time their lips separated for just a moment. Aha! He knew there was something going on once Axel said he wanted to do homework on a Friday.
 
Of course Roxas would love his surprise ! He grinned smugly as the blond stayed in a state of stupor, looking like he had won the lottery if anything. The redhead was slightly stunned when the petite boy climbed on his lap and vigorously kissed him like there was no tomorrow. It took a second for him to wrap his own arms around the boy's waist, then he kissed him back feverishly, smirking against the blond's full lips. He pulled away for a heavy breath, then brushed the other boy's cheek with his thumb, caressing it softly. " Not bad for our first real date, huh ? " he sneered, feeling his erection jump once more at the mere contact of it brushing up against the blond's round and plump ass. He glanced down at the tickets, thinking to himself how nice it would be to escape the suffocating restraints of suburban life and head into an exciting place where they could possibly make a fortune with the slot machines ! And what was Las Vegas without the sex ? Axel was mightily proud of himself for persevering and saving up more than enough money to snatch Roxas away into paradise. Hours of toiling behind a cash register and serving aged ladies had come to a sweet treat.
 
Roxas smiled against the male's lips as he kissed him once more, a bit more brief this time though. "It's the perfect place for a first real date." He breathed out with a sigh, slumping against Axel's chest. "I just can't believe you did this, it's not even our anniversary or anything." Despite thinking that he would be perfectly happy ordering off the Dollar Menu for the rest of his life if he got to do it with Axel, Roxas was only human and humans did like to get nice things every once in awhile. He smiled as he pressed a kiss to the male's neck, his ass shifting slightly to get more comfortable inbetween the male's legs. His brow raised as he felt his boyfriend's hardness against his rear and he immediately got down on his knees and pushed Axel's chair away from the table a bit more so he could properly maneuver. His hand reached into the opening in Axel's boxers and he took out his length, his wet lips engulfing the tip.
 
Las Vegas- a perfect place for a real date ? Not quite, but it was a solid start. In the future, Axel would be wealthy enough to snatch Roxas away to France ! " Well, we did just get back together ... " he huffed, smirking somewhat as the blond shifted over his hardening erection. Even though he had been the one to set the abstinence rule that night, he felt himself losing all sense of self-control by the passing second. Axel blinked as if in a stupor as Roxas slipped down between his legs and resumed his "pose of submission", being stealthy as to immediately suckle the tip of his cock like a whore. He sucked in his breath and shifted his legs a bit wider, combing his fingers through his boyfriend's honey blond tresses. " Feels amazing, babe ... mmm ... c'mon, take it deeper, Roxas, " he crooned, lifting his hips slightly to force his massive dick at least an inch further into his boyfriend's invitingly wet mouth.
 
If Roxas had the capability to smile at the moment he would have, but seeing as he was getting more and more of Axel's dick in his mouth it was a bit impossible at the moment, though he was sure Axel didn't mind if he didn't smile at him. His tongue slid over the small slit as he suckled on the head as if it were a lollipop. He wanted to repay his boyfriend for the trip to Las Vegas the only way he knew how at the moment and was happy he was getting praise from Axel who was acting like he was experiencing his first blowjob all over again; thank the gods Axel's dick was so sensitive. He grasped the base of the shaft with his hand and stroked gently as he pushed himself to take more of the male's cock into his mouth just as he had asked. While Axel himself forced another inch into his mouth Roxas pushed himself even further and had at least half of the entire length in there now and he began to bob his head up and down, his tongue gently carressing all around.
 
Now was very much like his first blowjob, except Roxas was more than willing to get down between his knees for him than he was in the beginning. It turned out that the blond actually enjoyed giving oral and Axel was more than happy to receive it most of the time. Occasionally, he asked for a nice suck-off during school, and he'd smugly sneer at anybody who so happened to walk by either with disgust or jealousy- mostly, it was the latter. The redhead tipped his temple back and groaned boyishly, jerking his pelvis up every now and then to get that sharp jolt of pleasure. He tightened his hold in Roxas' hair and held firmly to it, breathing out solemn swears between his lips with short gasps in between. Axel was already so close to his orgasm, because he was bucking so impatiently into his lover's mouth, shutting his eyes forcefully and breathing hotly. " Sh-Shit ... Fuck yeah, " he hissed, tilting his head and allowing his eyelids to flutter open ever so hazily to stare lustfully down at his boyfriend.
 
Roxas could most certainly remember the first time he went down on Axel and that it wasn't really a pleasant experience. At first he didn't even like the taste of the male, let alone feeling like he was a submissive bitch for getting down on his knees in the first place. Needless to say, he eventually realized that he actually did like the taste of Axel's dick, he couldn't quite describe it, but he did like the feeling of it. He also came to the conclusion that he was mostly in control when he was giving head seeing as he had his boyfriend's most sensitive part on his body in his mouth and could literally just bite down on it at any moment, not that he ever would! As he heard Axel curse, the boy looked up from his work and he locked eyes with the redhead as he continued to suck on his dick, sucking and licking in what seemed to be all the right places, well at least it was if he was going by the male's moans. He stopped jerking with his hand and was now simply deepthroating Axel as best he could, pushing himself down as far as he could go.
 
Honestly, Roxas hadn't been the first one to give him a blowjob. In school, he had multiple and wanton whores more than willing to get down for him, yet he soon learned that there was no other mouth that he would insert his dick into than Roxas'. Besides, the blond was better at licking up the right places to drive him to his orgasm much faster. The white heat was spiraling towards the tip of his cock at a much faster pace now, and as Roxas bravely took down most of his massive length, he let out a prolonged moan and curled his hand in his boyfriend's hair a bit tighter than before. In a second, he tripped over the edge and came in long, milky strands all in Roxas' warm mouth, and he pushed the back of his head forward to prevent him from drawing away without swallowing everything. He felt the thick cum spurting out from the tip of his throbbing cock, then after he began panting and thrusting the rest out, the redhead pulled out slowly and grinned victoriously at the cum that coated his boyfriend's sexy lips. " Swallow, babe. It's good for you, " he joked, wiping Roxas' bottom lip with his thumb.
 
Roxas's brow knitted together once he felt Axel begin to tug on his hair a bit too much and he was about to pull away and protest, but he soon realized exactly why he was being so rough. "Mmngh!" He groaned out as his head was pushed so the tip of Axel's cock was resting on his tongue as spurt after spurt of his cum shot into his mouth. He licked the tip between spurts and swallowed all that Axel had to give as he pulled out, his face scrunching up cutely as the final shot of cum coated his pink lips. He looked up to the male with a slight smile and kissed the thumb that ran across his bottom lip, licking up the redhead's seed and swallowing that as well. "You know I always do, ever since I first sucked you off." He said as he gently ran his fingers up and down the male's softening length, pressing a kiss to the tip before tucking it back away in the black boxers.
 
Axel always found Roxas' expressions so cute. Whenever he scrunched up his face or exposed more of his truly submissive side, it drove the redhead insane. Plus, he swallowed. How difficult was it to find someone who willingly swallowed instead of spat ? " That was amazing, Roxy baby. " he contently sighed, flexing his shoulders and loosening his tense nerves. The colors of his surroundings were swirling back to normal again, and as Roxas tucked his cock back into the folds of his boxers, he straightened his posture and helped the blond up, planting a soft kiss to his sweetened lips. Now that dinner was done, they needed to hit the bed- not to sleep, of course. Axel usually pulled all nighters when it came to having Roxas sleep over. There was always so much to do- play video games, watch horror movies, and have sex, of course. " I've always wanted to videotape ya, you know- for my own personal enjoyment. " he dreamily added, stretching and getting up a bit unbalancedly from his seat.
 
He smiled as he was brought up to his feet and kissed, well, he was also smiling from the praise for his sucking skills, but mostly for the affection. Roxas cleaned up the table and threw the paper plates away along with their Coca Cola cans. His face turned into one of intrigue as he dropped the last can into the recycling bin and Axel mentioned videotaping them having sex. "You want to do what?" He questioned, turning swiftly on his feet to stare at his boyfriend. Videotaping...really? Axel really wanted to have a camera going while they fucked like rabbits? What was it going to be used for, pointing out faults so they could improve their performance for next time? He couldn't even imagine why the redhead would want to do such a thing. What if they did videotape it and then one of their friends came over and stole it or some crazy shit like that? Oh god, what if they became like...the next Pamela Anderson and Tommy Lee over this damn tape? Not like they were famous or anything, but they could be one day! To say the least, Roxas was freaking out over nothing.
 
Axel was always inventing and experimenting with new ideas, but Roxas was always a bit hesitant. They were like fire and water sometimes, but the redhead always loved a bit of a struggle. He still needed to convince Roxas to let him drip hot wax on him during sex as he found it to be a very enjoyable kink. He licked his upper lip and closed his textbook, abandoning it on the table without another spared glance. He didn't have time to be slaving over stupid math problems he would never use in the future. The tickets were much more valuable than it, so he took them and kept his prizes squeezed carefully in his hand. Tomorrow, they would be on a plane headed for Las Vegas, and there, they would have the time of their lives away from school and their boring old suburban town. He needed an escape from all the drama that had happened too. " I need something to jack off to when you're not here, " he explained with a pout, " Plus, you're not always available for phone sex. And I know how grumpy you get when I look at porn and get horny off of it. " He yawned. He really was tired tonight for some odd reason.
 
Roxas was going to completely object to the idea of ever being videotaped while getting fucked, but Axel mentioned the whole porn thing that Axel had a problem with. To be honest, Axel's whole constant horniness was a blessing when they were together and then a burden when they were apart. He felt like he could always trust his boyfriend, well, he thought he could before earlier today. The blonde had a bit of a jealousy problem even before that though, he didn't even like it when others would talk about how attractive he was, mainly because they would always add "and I can't wait until he breaks up with Roxas," that's what usually made him angry. Axel was his handsome, sexy boyfriend, not theirs. Roxas bit his lower lip for a moment, looking to the redhead. "Fine." He said stiffly, walking into the bedroom and plopping himself down onto the mattress with a sigh. He figured that Axel jerking himself off to a video of him instead of two random guys fucking was better for his little jealousy problem.
 
Honestly, Axel didn't understand what made him so attractive. Perhaps it was his flamboyantly red hair ? Maybe his badass image ? The way he dressed ? The way he talked ? Whatever it was, he tended to attract more than enough attention at school, and both genders were always gossiping about him, fervently wishing that there would be one day where he would dump Roxas' sorry ass. His scandalous rendezvous with Lenina had been hot news for a long while, and now they were going to pop bubbles by reappearing as a united couple again. Even though he was popular, Roxas was too, but Axel had more than enough control to deal with everyone who so much as brushed shoulders with him. He was like his boyfriend's shadow, engulfing anyone who would dare attempt to snatch him away. The redhead knew that the blond had slight jealousy problems, but it was ridiculously cute. He'd get adorably huffy over the simplest things like being assigned to partner up with some chick on a project. He blinked as Roxas sulked off to bed, automatically realizing that he had done something wrong. He followed, then slid up over the blond with a smug grin, leaning down to peck his cheek once. " What's wrong, babe ? ... If you don't want me to film us, I won't- it was just a suggestion- ya know I pretty much worship ya, " he sexily crooned, glancing out of the corner of his eyes at his Roxas collage next to his bed.
 
"I know, I know..." Roxas said as he also glanced over to the small collage of himself on Axel's nightstand. "And while that's nice and all, I just..." he sighed, closing his eyes for a moment. "This is going to be like...really blunt and kind of self-involved and all, but we broke up for the first time ever today and such and I'm just kind of nervous that you might...cheat again." He looked away from Axel as he said this and towards the sheets, playing with a strand of string. "And if you do then we'll break up and then you'll have a tape of the two of us having sex and all and well...I don't know, I don't know how angry you'd be with me after we broke up and stuff, you could pass it around to the school. I mean, you wouldn't have anything to be embarassed about, but I'd have your dick up my ass with me moaning like a dog in heat and that's not really the light I want the whole school to see me in." Roxas knew he sounded like a complete and total douche, but that was honestly how he felt and what he feared, rational or not.
 
Axel had always been the type to never take things seriously in a relationship, but everything had changed once he started dating Roxas by mere luck. He became somewhat clingy and a bit obsessive, and while he knew that it was unhealthy for a relationship to be this addictive, he couldn't help but be hooked onto Roxas like a drug. So when they had broken up, it had been like doomsday for him. Axel sincerely listened for once, but his expression wasn't one that displayed carelessness. It was actually a bit serious. He was worried that he might cheat again ? The first encounter had been nothing more than a misunderstanding and a faulty mishap he deeply regretted. " Like I said, babe, " he sighed, turning Roxas' chin so he could face him, " I'm not gonna do anything you don't wanna. " Was he disappointed ? A bit. But Roxas' reason was justified. If he really was upset, he could have done something like that, but Roxas was way more important to him than a slut he wanted to ruin the life of. " Are you afraid of losin' me, Roxas ? " he cautiously asked, gazing deeply into his eyes for a second before pulling away with a soft grunt. He sat up near the bed's edge and rolled one shoulder, wishing that he had stocked up on cigarettes yesterday to light one up now.
 
"Yes, Axel, terribly so." Roxas answered almost immediately, staring at Axel's backside. God, he couldn't even imagine what life would be like without his one and only redheaded, perverted, bad ass of a boyfriend. There would be no way in hell that he could even survive without him, he was sure of it. If he even saw Axel and someone else, male or female, holding hands, kissing, touching, or even fucking he would probably have to kill them, there was just no way around it. Roxas scooted towards Axel and pressed himself into his backside, wrapping his arms around him and kissing the male's shoulder. "This is going to sound cheesy as hell, but I love you so much Axel." He said with a sigh. "I'd just die if I lost you."
 
Even though Roxas was overprotective of him, he found that there was no possible way Roxas could properly vent out his jealousy. Perhaps if he were to inappropriately touch a girl or flirt with someone else, he would actually do something about it, but Axel hadn't really taken an interest in anyone else but his lovely blond. Nobody was better fit for him than Roxas was, and there was no way around that solidified fact, too. " I love ya too, Roxas ... " he crooned, clutching one of his boyfriend's hands dearly. He turned around and gingerly laid the blond back against the soft sheets, caressing his hair with his free hand to press a kiss to his forehead. " You're my one and only, " he confessed, kissing him three times more along his neck and eventually down to his chest, all the while lacing their fingers together. " You're all I have, " he muttered under his breath, drawing away and sitting up to plant a soft peck to the back of his boyfriend's hand. " ... Go to sleep, " he advised, glancing up at the clock. It was pretty late, and they needed to make early preparations tomorrow.
 
Roxas smiled softly as Axel proceeded to tuck him in, offering kisses to his soft flesh as he did so. He loved this part of his boyfriend, well, he really loved all parts of Axel, but especially the part that showed that he actually cared a whole hell of a lot about him. He let the hand that Axel kissed drift up to gently run through the redhead's mane for a moment, just gently caressing him before he nodded. "G'night Axy." He said with a grin, turning over to clutch at his boyfriend's pillow, the one that smelled most like him, and clutch it to his chest. This was the norm for them, Axel would usually take Roxas to bed and stay until he was asleep and then go off and do only god knew what. The blonde didn't really like that his boyfriend had sleeping problems and they tried to talk about it before, but that did jack shit so he just chose to let Axel do whatever he pleased. Roxas was content to know that Axel eventually did sleep though, whether it was by joining him in bed later or by simply snoozing away in class.

Slowly the blonde's eyes closed and within moments he was fast asleep, his mouth open slightly and his body completely relaxed into the mattress.
 
He had to admit that Roxas was fucking adorable almost all of the time. When he was pissed off, depressed, tired, or simply in bitch-stressed mode, the blond just radiated suffocating amounts of cuteness. Axel restrained himself from pinching the other boy's cheeks when he fell asleep curled up with his pillow, then leaned over to turn off the lit lamp. Though his body felt like it would be dragged down at any moment, he wasn't especially sleepy. Though it was rather creepy to do so, he leaned over and caressed Roxas' resting form, trailing kisses along his shoulder down to his curves. He really was infatuated with Roxas- dangerously so. He picked himself up and plopped right in front of his computer, choosing to chat the night away with his close friends. Roxas' screename was in a subcategory all to himself, and by playful command, he had been asked to bunch everyone else in the same group. He never really got the chance to chat with girls one to one for fear of having Roxas peek over his shoulder and see exactly what they were talking about, but he deliberately talked to them, mostly bragging about how adorable Roxas was when he was asleep. And he had a lot to boast about their trip to Las Vegas, too.

At about three AM, he finally logged off and slipped right into bed behind Roxas, wrapping an arm protectively around his boyfriend's waist. He nuzzled his nose into his boyfriend's hair and inhaled his warm and alluring scent, finding that sleep came easier than he had expected this time around.

OOC: Gotta go to sleep ! Night !
 
Roxas slowly awoke as the sun peeked through Axel's blinds, hitting his eyelids and forcing him awake. "Nngh...fuck dammit." He groaned, rubbing his eyelids with his palms before turning over and snuggling into Axel's chest. It seemed as though it was entirely too early to be waking up, well, until he remembered what today was, which put an instant grin on his face. He acttually dreampt of the two in Las Vegas, being durnk off their asses and playing the slot machines until their arms hurt and they had lost a good chunk of their money; then they would go to their hotel room, order room service and have sex until they were exhausted. Then something strange happened, Lenina entered the room and leapt onto Axel with her big, fat, chunky, dyke legs and started to grope his boyfriend like she needed him to live. Roxas then grabbed the nightstand Bible and began to beat her to death with it. Sadly, he awoke before even knowing whether or not she was actually dead, but he liked to assume that she was, it made him happy.

The boy leaned into Axel and pressed a kiss to each of his nipples before kissing his lips softly and rolling out of bed carefully. He lingered for a moment and just stared at the docile redhead, a slight smirk on his face. Axel always looked so adorable when he was sound asleep and Roxas so rarely got to see it. Quietly he tiptoed his way out to the kitchen and began to make a pot of coffee, excited for the day, eager to get ready to fly to Las Vegas.
 
Because Axel rarely slept, he didn't dream, but fell into a chaotic and purely white fantasy for the first few hours. Then, he was having wet dreams, and god damn- they felt so real. Roxas might not have noticed it, but he had been softly grinding his erection up against his boyfriend's thigh as if he was penetrating something. Axel was horny even when unconscious. It was almost surprising how high his libido was. A few minutes after Roxas slumped out of bed, he squirmed around under his sheets and felt his surroundings for his boyfriend's warm body. Finding nothing to be there, Axel's eyelids fluttered open groggily, and his brilliant emerald orbs shimmered in place for a short second. He hated not waking up to see the blond's face first, but the blond was always an early riser ... and he wasn't. Oh, but today was the date of their honeymoon ! He smirked and rolled over onto his back, hearing the coffee pot bubble in the kitchen. Sometimes, it really felt as if they were a married couple.

He rolled over again and checked his almost dead cellphone- 6 missed calls, 28 text messages- 28 FUCKING TEXT MESSAGES ? ... 8:09 AM. He filed through his messages first, then scrolled down to all the calls he had missed, caring very little about how impatient his friends must have been by hearing his answering machine go off every time they called. " Tough luck- I'm not here right now ( I'm probably with Roxas and most likely ignoring your call ), but leave me a fucking message and I'll get to ya if I feel like it- " Most of his contacts were girls- he had over two hundred of em' listed for popularity perks, and most of the messages he had gotten were concerning his major break-up with Roxas yesterday.

" Roxaaaaaaaaaaaaas, " he called while he was thumbing away on his cellphone buttons on his stomach, glancing up to peer into the kitchen out the door, " Get me a can of Coke, will ya ? "
 
Roxas was in the middle of taking in the aroma of the coffee grounds, his nose practically in the box. The boy loved coffee, practically needed it every morning to function properly, especially on mornings when he and Axel had stayed up all night, usually on school nights like the idiots they were. He smiled as he heard Axel's dulcet tones interrupted the silent morning, begging for a Coca Cola. He reached into the fridge and grabbed him one, sighing as he entered the bedroom. "You know your teeth are going to rot and you're going to get fat if you keep drinking these as often as ya do. Then I won't find you attractive anymore." The boy said with a small grin as he took his place next to Axel on the bed, offering him the Coke.
 
Axel shut his cellphone and slid it under his pillow, yawning as he did so. Today would be a hectic night which was more than less out of the ordinary than their average days. Thankfully, because of Roxas, his days were never dull. Even in school, they shared most of their periods together, so he wasn't all that bored when it came to being trapped in a learning asylum for seven hours. He rolled back onto his side and gladly accepted the can with a smug sneer as Roxas sat half unclothed on his bed, his head wiggling over to lay on his boyfriend's lap. Propping the beverage on his stomach, he popped it open and sighed, " And if you keep drinking coffee, you'll get wrinkles and dark circles. " He victoriously smiled and slowly sat up to take a sip of his soda. " But I'd love ya anyways, " Axel proudly stated.
 
"Oh, shut up." Roxas said as he began to run his fingers through his boyfriend's red mane. "I'll look beautiful for the rest of my life, no matter what." He grinned down at the male, leaning to kiss his lips softly. He shifted his hips uncomfortably as his length began to stiffen under the male's head, poking him gently. "And you would so not love me if my face looked like an old Chanel bag." The blonde shuddered at the simple thought. Roxas wasn't anything close to vain, but he most certainly didn't want to imagine looking any worse than he already did, that would be dreadful. "You'd toss me out like yesterday's trash." The male teased, sticking his tongue out at the redhead.
 
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