Ezralora
Supernova
- Joined
- Mar 5, 2018
- Location
- Somewhere in Limbo at the moment.
Things were getting worse, well that was an understatement. Things were already bad, they were just scraping the bottle of the barrel as a brown haired woman stood in her uniform, trying her best to stay awake after a night of patrols. She had walked around the edge of the town for the entire, she had walked through the camp they were using for the entire night. It had been a long time since she had been forced to join the military and it didn't make things any easier for the young woman. Even before she would return to the city she was a woman who had far too many names, more names than one person should have. The name she was going by was Abigail. It was the name she had been going by for the past couple of years, not the name she was born with but it would do for the time being. Abigail was sure that she would have another few names once she left the military... and then... Well that only required thinking about if she got that far.
She felt the rain splattering down onto as she grumbled, the one little bit of shelter she had been able to find on this cold night steadily letting the water drip onto her. Her fingers pulled lightly at the handle of the sword on her side, as the rifle remained slung over her shoulder as she leaned against the cold remains of a building. Shuddering lightly, as she was already damp and just trying to prevent herself from becoming more wet. The leather of her fingerless gloves creaked as she moved her hand, hooking her finger under the cuff of her jacket peeling it back to glance at her watch... Another hour. Another hour and she could get some sleep, perhaps even get a small shower, if a bucket of clean warm water being dunked over you could be called a shower.
Abigail tried to push those thoughts out of her head as she closed her pale green eyes, and felt herself lightly dozing again. Her ears taking over to do most of the work as she heard the sounds around her. Just two minutes that was all she needed...
Before she was Abigail, she had been an orphan not surprising there were a great number of people who disappeared on their children never to be seen again, at least that was how she felt. It made her feel better about the whole thing... She had been bright, she was even venture to call herself a genius at times compared to some of the other kids and had a promising future... Despite that she held onto a small belief, one that she knew was absolutely ridiculous. She was completely taken away by stories of great people who could wield ancient powers and do extraordinary things. People who could wield magic and do what they wished! It was those stories that changed her dreams to being able to wield magic, every night she could do this only to then wake up and return to the real world. No matter how hard she tried it seemed people had been right... Magic was just out of people's reach, but she still tried occasionally out of childish curiosity. She was going to be the first, she knew she was going to be the first to find out something to do with it. But then the war came, and with the war came the army looking for soldiers. Where better to pick from other than an Orphanage filled with people who wouldn't be missed?
So she got wrangle through training and dispatched, and the real world began to take its effect on her. Seeing it always effected her, the world was grey, mud, blood, bodies. People screaming and her dreams had slowly turned from dreams of wielding magic and adventures to... Grey... and red. Abigail wasn't special, sure she was clever but special... Heck what would come from that a sword or bullet goes through you all the same. Yet a small part of her held onto that childish belief, Abigail. Though people wouldn't get it, it was the name of a book character, her favourite book character that she wished to go on those adventures. One anchor that she clung desperately to in this time...
It had been... well over a year, perhaps even two. It was hard to keep track, since she had 'joined' the military and if it had taught her anything it was that reality can be a mean bitch at times. Abigail opened her pale green eyes, as she felt her muscle stiffening, she couldn't have been more than two minutes... Two minutes of shut eye and she was still here. Powerless in the bigger picture. She began to wonder if Alice would be getting up soon to start her day, or if she was in their tent waiting for her to get back... Alice, another anchor she clung at in the sea of crap around them. She had met her in basic training and from there stayed close to her as they worked their way from battle to battle.
She grimaced as cramp shot up her leg, and she felt the dried mud on her face cracking as she hopped awkwardly on one foot, her boot squelching in the puddle around her before she cursed under her breath.
Once her leg stopped having its mini moment she turned back and slipped under the shelter as she shuddered lightly. It had been hard even getting up for this crap. Having to untangle herself from an early night of semi-relief in their crappy tent that soldiers had to share in pairs...Only to step out to the beginning of a rain storm. Now a few more hours later she was still here, feeling miserable and exhausted. Gods she wished she could be back in that warm tent with Alice. Instead she was out in the cold, fighting a war she didn't even know about. Her weapons ready, her skills sharp and her body exhausted.
Abigail stopped for a moment and slowly raised her hand out in front of her, watching the rain as she flexed her fingers. Maybe, just maybe this time it would work. She tried to assert her will onto it in a childish fantasy, in this fantasy the rain stopped, the clouds parted and things began to dry up for once. In her fantasy she had caused the rain to stop, the clouds parted and things to get better. In reality there was a crack of lightning in the distance followed by the rumble of thunder as the rain continued to hammer down. She lowered her hand and yawned, "Not today it seems..." She mumbled as she brushed some of her wet hair out of her face, adjusting the wooden stock of her rifle and got back to keeping an eye on the hills, to make sure people wouldn't storm them who wanted them dead.
She felt the rain splattering down onto as she grumbled, the one little bit of shelter she had been able to find on this cold night steadily letting the water drip onto her. Her fingers pulled lightly at the handle of the sword on her side, as the rifle remained slung over her shoulder as she leaned against the cold remains of a building. Shuddering lightly, as she was already damp and just trying to prevent herself from becoming more wet. The leather of her fingerless gloves creaked as she moved her hand, hooking her finger under the cuff of her jacket peeling it back to glance at her watch... Another hour. Another hour and she could get some sleep, perhaps even get a small shower, if a bucket of clean warm water being dunked over you could be called a shower.
Abigail tried to push those thoughts out of her head as she closed her pale green eyes, and felt herself lightly dozing again. Her ears taking over to do most of the work as she heard the sounds around her. Just two minutes that was all she needed...
Before she was Abigail, she had been an orphan not surprising there were a great number of people who disappeared on their children never to be seen again, at least that was how she felt. It made her feel better about the whole thing... She had been bright, she was even venture to call herself a genius at times compared to some of the other kids and had a promising future... Despite that she held onto a small belief, one that she knew was absolutely ridiculous. She was completely taken away by stories of great people who could wield ancient powers and do extraordinary things. People who could wield magic and do what they wished! It was those stories that changed her dreams to being able to wield magic, every night she could do this only to then wake up and return to the real world. No matter how hard she tried it seemed people had been right... Magic was just out of people's reach, but she still tried occasionally out of childish curiosity. She was going to be the first, she knew she was going to be the first to find out something to do with it. But then the war came, and with the war came the army looking for soldiers. Where better to pick from other than an Orphanage filled with people who wouldn't be missed?
So she got wrangle through training and dispatched, and the real world began to take its effect on her. Seeing it always effected her, the world was grey, mud, blood, bodies. People screaming and her dreams had slowly turned from dreams of wielding magic and adventures to... Grey... and red. Abigail wasn't special, sure she was clever but special... Heck what would come from that a sword or bullet goes through you all the same. Yet a small part of her held onto that childish belief, Abigail. Though people wouldn't get it, it was the name of a book character, her favourite book character that she wished to go on those adventures. One anchor that she clung desperately to in this time...
It had been... well over a year, perhaps even two. It was hard to keep track, since she had 'joined' the military and if it had taught her anything it was that reality can be a mean bitch at times. Abigail opened her pale green eyes, as she felt her muscle stiffening, she couldn't have been more than two minutes... Two minutes of shut eye and she was still here. Powerless in the bigger picture. She began to wonder if Alice would be getting up soon to start her day, or if she was in their tent waiting for her to get back... Alice, another anchor she clung at in the sea of crap around them. She had met her in basic training and from there stayed close to her as they worked their way from battle to battle.
She grimaced as cramp shot up her leg, and she felt the dried mud on her face cracking as she hopped awkwardly on one foot, her boot squelching in the puddle around her before she cursed under her breath.
Once her leg stopped having its mini moment she turned back and slipped under the shelter as she shuddered lightly. It had been hard even getting up for this crap. Having to untangle herself from an early night of semi-relief in their crappy tent that soldiers had to share in pairs...Only to step out to the beginning of a rain storm. Now a few more hours later she was still here, feeling miserable and exhausted. Gods she wished she could be back in that warm tent with Alice. Instead she was out in the cold, fighting a war she didn't even know about. Her weapons ready, her skills sharp and her body exhausted.
Abigail stopped for a moment and slowly raised her hand out in front of her, watching the rain as she flexed her fingers. Maybe, just maybe this time it would work. She tried to assert her will onto it in a childish fantasy, in this fantasy the rain stopped, the clouds parted and things began to dry up for once. In her fantasy she had caused the rain to stop, the clouds parted and things to get better. In reality there was a crack of lightning in the distance followed by the rumble of thunder as the rain continued to hammer down. She lowered her hand and yawned, "Not today it seems..." She mumbled as she brushed some of her wet hair out of her face, adjusting the wooden stock of her rifle and got back to keeping an eye on the hills, to make sure people wouldn't storm them who wanted them dead.
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