- Joined
- Mar 30, 2019
Megan lowered her head and seemed to be lost in thought, she bit down onto the tip of her thumb as nervousness gripped the young woman's body. It was true that Donovan was a monarch, she had essentially stepped above her station and told a man who could have easily sent her to death, to buzz off. It only made the girl all the more nervous as countless waves of nervous energy filled her core. Megan had hit quite the wall as she continued to think on the entire ordeal. She had failed at her job because some king... fancied her? Slender fingers that trembled with both caution and anticipation of what her queen was about to say obviously worried her. She looked over to Gabby as her eyes remained lowered.
"I guess I can understand that. B-but I have never done anything like that before. I wouldn't know the first thing, about anything. And if he would have done that, that can be considered an act of War according to our laws in Rothenburg. Though I am not a true noble, my rank affords me that status. But now I am worried than when he is strong he will just... do what he wishes. You are asking things of me that I cannot truly fathom Gabriella. Be myself? That seems to be impossible for me. In the end, I never had the chance to develop whoever she would be. This is after all an amalgamation of knowledge that has come from my years of being with Leopold and how he raised me. Technically I should be some poor farm girl on some forgotten island with several children."
It was at that moment where Megan knew that she blushed so intensely that she was forced to hide her face from Gabby. Shock might have been the first set of emotions the young woman felt. Than shame as she didn't wish to admit that all of these new emotions that had laid dormant within her screamed to be let loose and free. Megan placed her hand over her chest as a foreign tightness took over and the uncommon sensation of arousal tickled her body.
"T-that was odd. I had all of these sensations claim my heart. Is it wrong that I am worried about this? He is going to come after me and I cannot stop him... but at least he had enough courtesy to respect me. So that is something..." Megan had slowly begun to bargain with herself.
"I guess I can understand that. B-but I have never done anything like that before. I wouldn't know the first thing, about anything. And if he would have done that, that can be considered an act of War according to our laws in Rothenburg. Though I am not a true noble, my rank affords me that status. But now I am worried than when he is strong he will just... do what he wishes. You are asking things of me that I cannot truly fathom Gabriella. Be myself? That seems to be impossible for me. In the end, I never had the chance to develop whoever she would be. This is after all an amalgamation of knowledge that has come from my years of being with Leopold and how he raised me. Technically I should be some poor farm girl on some forgotten island with several children."
It was at that moment where Megan knew that she blushed so intensely that she was forced to hide her face from Gabby. Shock might have been the first set of emotions the young woman felt. Than shame as she didn't wish to admit that all of these new emotions that had laid dormant within her screamed to be let loose and free. Megan placed her hand over her chest as a foreign tightness took over and the uncommon sensation of arousal tickled her body.
"T-that was odd. I had all of these sensations claim my heart. Is it wrong that I am worried about this? He is going to come after me and I cannot stop him... but at least he had enough courtesy to respect me. So that is something..." Megan had slowly begun to bargain with herself.