Sera worried about the mention of last meal too, hoping this meal would have pushed Lairia a little to fight, but she still seemed resigned. Her eyes turned to Narxis as he spoke, and marveled at how enthralled he seemed to be with this death hound. She had never seen it within him.
"Yes, tell us Rythert," Lairia smiled, glad for the attention to come off her for a second. Focus turned to Rythert except for Arya's, who had refocused momentarily to kiss Narxis for his words, winking as he pinched her playfully. She was in much too good a mood for anyone to spoil it, and hearing him call her his sent a thrill through her, which she found odd but welcoming.
Her focus eventually swung back though and she gave Lairia that same puzzling glare as she seemed to be chewing something out in her head. As Rythert was halfway through yet another story Arya suddenly cut in an blurted out, "What I don't get is why they are putting you on trial."
The room went quiet and eyes began to turn as Arya continued, "C'mon, your sickening sweet, princess proper, and powerful. So what did you do? Steal a tart of one of the Circle's plates?"
It was more than she had spoken all evening, and for a few more than they had heard her speak at all. From the week she had traveled with him, her words had been short and to the point, with no room for idle chat.
"I don't think -" Sera started but Lairia held up a hand and shook her head.
"It's okay Sera. It'll be in public news by tomorrow anyway. I...well I was the one responsible for Versailles."
The room grew deathly quiet then. Anyone who hadn't known now did. Just the name alone was enough to explain her fault, the history of what had happened to such a great city something all knew.
"Is that suppose to mean something? Versailles?"
Or perhaps most were suppose to know. Lairia's brow furrowed, staring at the odd woman. How did she not know?
"Versailles," Lairia repeated, "The city that was levelled, torn to pieces?"
"So you broke a bunch of buildings down and moved some rubble. Good for you," Arya replied deadpanned.
"I killed nearly a hundred thousand people!" Lairia snapped back, both outraged at Arya's lack of compassion and upset at having to explain it so, "I murdered innocent beings! I deserve justice!"
"That's your record?" Arya sneered, "Try being a weapon of Hell for a few millennia and keep track of that tally. I've killed in the millions kid."
The room was so quiet it felt like everyone had disappeared, no one dare breath as Arya antagonized the powerless sorceress.
"I'm not a monster like you! I have to live with myself!" Lairia yelled, jumping to her feet.
"Then LIVE!" Arya yelled back, jumping up as the platter of strawberries fell to the floor. The death hound wasn't about to stand on unequal ground and be yelled at, "If a monster like me can live with her mistakes, with the mere fact that anyone who dares get close to her DIES, then a stuck up sorceress like yourself should have NO PROBLEM doing it too!"
Something had snagged in Arya's voice halfway through and it almost sounded like an emotion had bubbled up, but it had died away quickly.
"You live with your mistakes because you hide behind a mask!" Lairia snapped, taking a step forward and pressing a finger to Arya's shoulder, shoving her back a step, "You pretend and act, and convince yourself it doesn't hurt. Am I hitting a nerve yet? Is it getting to you? You'll never be happy Arya. Narxis can't even give you that. Not until you forgive yourself!"
"Oh big words from the woman who refuses to forgive herself!" Arya roared, her voice wavering with emotion now as the floodgates started to open, "You stuck up, little snob. Think your better than me because you have feelings and feel happiness and joy and all that sickening shit?! You have all these friends, and they came to eat this wonderful dinner with you and how are you going to repay them huh? By not forgiving yourself and just rolling over? Letting death come without a will or a fight? Do you know what I would do for one last meal with Octavia? With my twin brother?"
No one but Narxis had known she had a brother. Well...now they did.
"It's not like that," Lairia's face was furious but she took a step back, her resolve wavering, "I am grateful for the meal. I just said-"
"No, your sitting there thinking your time is up and woo is little me!" Arya snapped, "One look at your face says it all. What is it Lairia stopping you from giving a damn? What's made you give up so easily. Is it the vampire boy isn't here anymore? You all talk about him sooooo much. Think you'll get to be with him in some afterlife? Miss being a blood bag?"
That hit a note. Lairia lunged, shoving Arya hard back but the death hound only skidded back a foot. Lairia let out a furious cry from her throat and stalked away as one of the guard's looked into the room concerned and Arya began to clap sarcastically, adding more fuel to the flames.
"There it is. See Lairia, you do still have it in you."
Lairia spun back, eyes raging and she crossed her arms over her chest, "What?! What do I still have?"
"A drive," Arya smirked, "Buried in there, you want to live. You're just letting the memory of what you lost hold you down. Learn from me. It leads to nothing but pain."
And like that Arya spun on her heel and marched out of the room, the sound of her bedroom door slamming as the room fell into total silence.