"Ready marine?" she asked, starting the engine as she climbed into the driver side, "Max?"
She got an answering growl from the backseat.
"I'll take that as a yes," she grinned, buckling in, "Let's go."
Arya walked side by side with Kevin up to their rooms where they had one more nights stay.
"Ready for tomorrow?" she asked, looking over at him, "New city, new roots, new start for both of us. And with any luck a speedy return of our partners."
A week had passed and Serena was beginning to go stir crazy. The first few days had been fine, it had only been an itch in the back of her mind. Now it was an itch all over, making her want to claw at her skin. Her head ached all the time, with no relent from the migraines. And her hip, fuck she hated that injury. It just constantly cried out with every movement, making her more and more irritable.
But she was trying. She tried for Alex, who visited once a day: tried being happy, pretending everything was going smoothly so he wouldn't worry. Then she was trying for her therapist. Always trying to work past the constant pain.
She now had a wheelchair she could move herself, so that she could move around, and didn't end up stuck to one room. They had moved her over to another building on the hospital's grounds for addicts, which she was starting to believe was actually the mental ward. She had her own room though, and she was able to roam on her wheelchair throughout the small two floored building, so it wasn't all too bad. The food was bland and the people lifeless, but she was trying to stay positive in her surrounding too.
Trying didn't always work for Serena though. On her fifth day there she ended up snapping at Teagan after a bad morning, when she felt her trainer was being a little overworking. On the sixth day she had given up eating the food at dinner, it never took the ache away from her stomach, or much else.
Now it was the seventh day, and all her mind could think of was if they just gave her one...one pain pill...she could really get ahead in her physical therapy. That was all she needed. Just one. Something to take off the edge, so that her hip didn't sear when she tried to stand.
Serena wanted to move around and try to get her mind off of things, so she called a nurse in to help her transfer to her wheelchair. Rolling about was better than sitting in a room, reminding herself that there were crazies on the other side of her walls, all of them addicts too. Except they had chosen to do the drugs, and she hadn't even known.
"What are you looking at?" someone snapped, breaking Serena's hazy thoughts as she realized she was staring into someone's room quite awkwardly.
"Uh, sorry. Lost my train of thought," she muttered, turning to move on.
"You look sick. You sick? You're really pale. Shit, are you contagious?"
Serena looked back, "No I'm not sick. I'm in immense amounts of pain and no one in this hospital thinks I need a pain medication to help me."
The woman inside the room gave her a funny look. She looked to be in her forties, with blonde hair tied into a messy ponytail, wearing grey sweatpants and a tshirt like Serena did. Some of the patients got stuck in gowns, other who could care for themselves got the sweatpants and tshirt combo.
"Well here," the woman finally said, holding her hand out, "They just gave me mine. I can share. They always give me two."
Serena blanched, but her hands touched the wheels, pushing her into the room.
"I-I shouldn't-"
"It's alright. I know the doctors can be assholes sometimes. Honestly I just have a minor ankle fracture. It's almost healed anyways, I just keep asking for the meds so I can sleep. C'mon. Take it."
Without thinking she grabbed it, fumbling it into her mouth than swallowing. Instantly her thoughts turned against her,
What have I done? What is Alex going to say?
"You should probably go back to your room. These drugs make you drowsy. If you need more, come ask. Name's Terry."
Serena wheeled out quickly, feeling sick to her stomach. She got into her room, calling a nurse to help get her into bed. It was the same one, who gave her a funny look for wanting back in her bed so soon, but Serena just told her she felt tired and wanted a nap before dinner. As soon as the nurse left the drug kicked in, relief washing through her body. It felt like heaven, the pain subsiding, the headache vanishing. Even as drowsiness pulled her under, Serena stopped feeling so guilty. It was only one pill, and for the first time in a week she could get a few hours of full rest.