"He's already dead!" she snapped, her body shaking, "You didn't here that conversation! the line went dead, he was saying he couldn't see anymore and he needed to sleep. You don't sleep when your that badly wounded! Because you die! I should know this, I'm a doctor!"
The tears were flowing freely again. She wasn't made at Kevin for trying to help, she just felt helpless and lost and it was maddening. The more she tried not to think he was dead the harder the heartbreak crushed her.
After minutes of shaking and crying her pager went off, the hospital calling for her. Arya had no choice but to get up, knowing her patients couldn't wait while she grieved, and the hospital couldn't just pause for her sake.
"I-i'll be home later," she hiccuped, pulling her coat on, "I-I have to get t-to work. Thank you for comforting me, I-I'll be fine now. I just...just need..."
Her words failed and she shook her head, giving up all too easily on them, "Nevermind. Don't wait up, okay? I'll be home...late."
Without waiting for anything else to happen she left, praying she could make it through the night without another breakdown.