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Within Temptation.

The Band that has been my Soundtrack for life. You just don't realize it...

Where is the Edge? - Within Temptation
As the shadow awaits the Desire
But you know that you can't realize
That the pressure will just keep on rising
Now the heat is on

It's too late there is no way around it
You've decieved yourself many times
In the end you will give up
And find it inescapable

Because you have been loosing your mind
And your sleep in the heart of the Night

Where is the Edge of your Darkest Emotions?
Why does it all survive?
Where is the Light of your Deepest Emotion?
Pray that is still Alive.

Its a role that you live and die for
Its the one thing you can't deny
Even though you don't know what the Price is
It is justified

So much more that you got that fight you for
But that still doesn't change who you are
There is nothing you'll ever get into
You're untouchable

Because you have been loosing your mind
And your sleep in the heart of the Night

Where is the Edge of your Darkest Emotions?
Why does it all survive?
Where is the Light of your Deepest Emotion?
Pray that is still Alive.

You can't save yourself
Don't want to feel
Don't want to see what you've become
You can't walk away
From who you are
Never get there...

Where is the Edge of your Darkest Emotions?
Why does it all survive?
Where is the Light of your Deepest Emotion?
Pray that is still Alive.​
 
Tako got RE-sick thanks to her lovely spat of Insomnia.

I'm surprised that the main Domme Saturday night made sure to follow the rules enough to make another Dom (Jesus I got tangled with 2 Dommes/Switches? and 2 Doms that night >.>;) walk with me to the car instead of just meeting them back at their parking lot.

And she gave me scritches~

But anyway!

So I have a certain level of noise tolerance I can handle when I'm sick. And it's VERY little tolerance to noise that the tako handles. Save for of course when she's alone in the car and driving. Speaking of Driving I have my stepdad's car till next Sunday. Yaaay.

However till then Imma diiiiiiiiiie
 
Hearing from someone whom you only have pictures of for the first time in 17 years is a real...change of pace.

"Hi Dad - Shit happens."

"Words alone cannot heal a life of not knowing what you were like, and I do not pretend that they can. All I can say is HI, my name is Sean, and I knew and loved you years ago.... what have you been up to for the last 20 years.
I promise to return all notes and phone calls. I write a lot, just ask your mother...
Love always,
Sean
I don't have the right to call myself Dad."

Maybe, just maybe, things can change.
 
So from my random talks with my birth dad I have found out exactly who I get my personality from. And who I got the writing muse from. o_O

I also found out that I have 2 older sisters! O-o via Adoption.

So odd.
 
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Merry Christmas/Happy Yuletide/Happy Holidays!

Love Tako~<3​


Gothic Christmas - WITHIN TEMPTATION

We’re gonna have a Gothic Christmas:
That is what we’ll do.
We’re gonna have a Gothic Christmas:
Hope you’ll have one too.

Santa’s going to wear a black dress;
Just for me and you.
Santa’s going to grunt in Latin;
And slay a dragon or two.

Rudolph, he will change his name,
’Cause “Rudolph” just sounds really lame—
Now we’ll call him Ragnagord,
The evil reindeer overlord.

His nose it shall be red no more—
It will be blackened to the core.
His eyes will glow an evil glow,
To guide the chariot through the snow …

We want to wish you a Gothic Christmas.
We want to wish you a Gothic Christmas.
We want to wish you a Gothic Christmas.
We want to wish you a Gothic Christmas.

We’re gonna have a Gothic Christmas:
That is what we’ll do.
We’re gonna have a Gothic Christmas:
Hope you’ll have one too.

We want to wish you a Gothic Christmas.
We want to wish you a Gothic Christmas.
We’re gonna wish you a Gothic Christmas.
Hope you’ll have a Gothic Christmas too.​
 
SO! Tako scored hard core in the Christmas department this year xD

A new battery for my nettybook Calypso~ (That lasts MOTHER FUCKING 12 Hours. Bitches :3)
A new DVD player
How to Train your Dragon Dual DVD pack xD
Double A batteries for said DVD player remote xD
$75 worth of Kroger Gift Cards
$25 B&N gift card
$25 Old Navy Gift Card (YAY LOUNGE PANTS SHOPPINNNGS :3)
$25 Movie Theatre Gift card (NO APPLY AT $1.50 WAAAAH D:)
Head phones
A Fox cell phone case xD
annnnd

My mom's surprise present :3

A skull banket. OMG. Is it soffft and warm surprisingly! Despite how thin it is. *snuggles*

OH And I actually had a few of my christmas wishes come true :3 My twin called me to wish me a merry christmas and talk. TECHNICALLY I had a movie date at Linux's house (He agreed to watch HTTYD with me and Go see Black Swan next week xD) Now to get the hour of sleep before Linux calls to wake me up for work t.t
 
I had a dream I made out with Linux.

That had to be the best make out I've ever had.

Is it bad it got me off in dream? Or the fact he's gay?

:/
 
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So if you're too school for cool (I mean...)
And you're treated like a fool (treated like a fool)
You could choose to let it go
We can always, we can always
party on our own...
Raise Your Glass - P!nk​

So! Tomorrow is Linux's birthday. I've been planning his birthday party for months now. >> This is the first birthday party I've actually planned on my own.

His choice for dinner though is driving me nuts. O-o Eggplant, Fried Okra and Sweet potatoes?

Jesus. :< Tako is not a southern girl. Hopefully Mini can help me out. However the only thing I'm really super worried about is the Okra part. (He can have that PLEGH! x.x) I actually dug around for what shall be dinner and it shall go like thus~

Skillet Eggplant Parmesan
Fried Okra
Baked Sweet Potatoes
Pomegranate Brownies Iced SLIGHTLY to make look like Patches' Trunk which features: The VW logo, The flying Speghetti Monster, and Linux Fish :3

Appetizers = Guacamole and Salsa with Tortilla Chips.

Also have to pick up OJ, White Zinfadel Wine, plates and cups.

There will be something at LEAST 8 for dinner.

Lordy. First thing though Is I'm moving this fucking Chair to by the book case giving me the whole center of the room for epicness!

Pictures will likely follow. Especially since I got one of me and Linux xD
 
For once can I get a little Reprieve when I'm sick? I mean -really- I still don't have my health insurance information so I can't go to a doctor yet which means I can't tell what the fuck I have because apparently FUCKING PNEUMONIA and BRONCHITIS is going around and that is one of the last things I need right now. I can't breath without coughing every fifteen minutes or so. And not just light coughs. No coughs that come from the chest and hits my ribcage. I can't breathe when I sleep because apparently if I'm not sitting/standing my nose can't drain and therefore says fuck you and chokes me. The only way I can sleep is if I'm drugged up on some sedatives and even then I wouldn't be able to sleep through the night.

I haven't had a full night's sleep - in which I did not wake up in the middle of - since New Year's Eve.

On top of this work, despite my earlier plans to call out tomorrow, decided that they were going to rewrite my schedule because my boss couldn't do her job right and so decided despite knowing I was sick, to make me come in at 7 AM. This is on top of the fact I work at my second job tomorrow at 1.

I feel like I'm working myself to death and all I wanna do is cry.
 
So apparently my sister is gonna come visit this summer (The one whom I'm the Godmomma to her daughter). This should be mildly entertaining.

Like Calling Bossmastah while Intoxicated.
 
I have no idea to be honest. But every time now that I'm tipsy/drunk I end up calling him. Why not ask him~? I'm sure he'd love to hear from ju Harriet xD
 
Dear Mood Swings-

Go the fuck away.

And stop making it so that the few things that cheer me up are BossMastah, alcohol and WT stuffs. :<
 
Tako is Very tired so Tako will make this quick before she decides to take something.

Every Other Saturday (starting Feb 12th) I'll more than likely working Strictly Overnight from 10-6:30. It's still up in the air but it's definitely better than working With Batshit crazybitch ._.

Maybe then I won't miss Epic stuff in Vent.

Cause we all know that it'd have to be a bloody Miracle for Tako to be able to take a Saturday off.

._.

I'm going to bed nowbefore my irritability makes it impossible for me to be talked to.
 
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