The day in question followed closely upon the close of the last, with the usual tasks accompanying the life of a magical girl resolved and a certain someone in particular having found a suitable overpass under which to take refuge. This particular day would carry with it its own set of challenges and excitement. Although not all of this particular day contained the flair and intensity of two magical girls locked into a battle which neither could afford to lose, the city would never be quite the same afterward. Lives would be changed, without the ability to return to the uneasy but comfortable existence that many of the city's inhabitants had come to expect. It all began with a certain fated meeting that had been arranged in exchange for a favor on a previous date.
Sayaka stood across from Mami, who remained seated comfortably at her desk. The blonde's hands rested in her lap, her eyes calmly studied that of the girl before her whose mind doubtless was racing. She had managed to earn herself an audience with Mami, one of the most influential people, if not the most influential person in an absolute sense, in the entire city. The Bluenette stood mute before her, the pair exchanging unspoken cues for the other to speak up first. As it turned out, Mami took the initiative and broke the thick barrier of hesitation that had settled between them.
"I believe that you have a few changes that you would like to see in how I manage things, correct?" Mami granted her a reassuring smile. If she didn't do at least that much, the poor girl might have stood there for the rest of the day.
"Right..." Sayaka nodded, clearing her throat in an effort to work up some enthusiasm, "I believe that the way you are going about ruling the city is not in the best interest of the people."
"I'm afraid that's a bit vague... What exactly do you have a problem with?" Mami leaned back slightly, "Are you against the notion of magical girls ruling at all, or do you believe that some of our policies are improper?"
"I think the entire system is backward, for starters," Sayaka crossed her arms in front of her chest defiantly, "Magical girls are supposed to bring hope to others, not use their strength to better themselves at the expense of others, especially the normal, everyday people who lack the strength to do anything about it. What you are doing now is the exact opposite of what you should be doing."
"How so?"
"Let's take the grief seed tax, for one thing," Sayaka held up her left pointer finger, "Because of the tax, the magical girls in the city are more interested in hunting witches and gathering grief seeds than actually helping people. They are trapped here because they cannot simply go into another area ruled by different magical girls, either, so its not like they are voluntarily accepting the terms you have placed on them."
"I believe that the grief seed tax performs two very important functions," Mami held up two fingers on her right hand, "First, that by focusing the magical girls' attention on hunting witches, it makes the city safer by eliminating the resident witches and makes it far less likely that the magical girls will stir up trouble on their own. Secondly, the grief seeds provide a very important resource for Kyoko, Homura, and myself to draw upon if it becomes necessary for us to defend the city from an all-out attack. We do not have an army of magical girls on standby, after all."
"Well..." Sayaka hesitated, as Mami had touched upon some very valid points, "You aren't a bad person, I know that already, but can't you see things from the ordinary person's point of view as well? Its hard for them to see Magical girls as anything but oppressive tyrants in light of the rules and laws you have set up."
"Perhaps so, but I refuse to do anything that would weaken our position," Mami replied softly yet firmly, "Showing signs of weakness would only endanger all of us. It might make the populace view us in a better light, but is it really worth the risk when you consider the danger? All decisions carry intrinsic costs and drawbacks. Do not presume that I have not given the matter careful thought... I understand better than most other magical girls the pain of suffering and loss."
"I want to help you, Sayaka... I believe that your desire to help others is an admirable one, but ideals without proper disgression will only lead to suffering, not happiness," Mami continued, setting her arms atop the desk, "I promised I would discuss your ideas of change and support you when the opportunity arises for you to speak to Kyoko and Homura on the matter, but that does not mean I will do so blindly."
"I think of my fellow magical girls as underclassmen, in a way," Mami smiled gently, "I want to help them through the struggles and trials that I myself underwent. I can offer them advice and guidance, but in the end it is up to them to find their way through. I want to help them, but in the end the only path available to me is to maintain a position that would allow me to help them. We all have our own dreams, Sayaka-san, but not all of them can be actualized. I want everyone to be happy, but it just does not turn out that way in the real world. I can wish for the happiness of others, but we have to fight for our own happiness as well. Sentiments alone do not bear much worth."
"I have been alone for a long time... But I think I've finally found friends who will stay by my side," Mami beamed brightly, "For the sake of our friendship I would go to the end of the world. It is something I hold very dear to me, and I'm sure your wish to stay true to your ideals is very precious to you as well. I'm not asking for you to give them up. I'm asking for you to realize the difference between what we can do and what we want to do."
"I see..." Sayaka nodded, "Then can we at least reduce the grief seed quota?"
Mami sighed, "I'll see what I can do about that, alright?" Apparently it would take a bit longer for the blonde magical girl's point to get across to the bluenette.